Tough Widow
Gonnaish

Angga went home. Before talking about the project in Germany with Miss Winda, she prepared for her departure first. Now his heart is steady will leave Ayu for five years. Not easy indeed, because Ayu's name is attached like glue that sticks to his organs. But their future is also important.

''I should be able to, I should be able to.'' Like Ayu who was willing to be abandoned by Ikram and live alone. He also had to be willing to separate. Ayu is a passion for Angga, and he will work hard for them.

Angga took the suitcase on top of the closet and opened it. Put some of his clothes in one by one to the full. Do not forget to bring a photo of children mounted on the nightstand. It was like he was leaving his own family.

''Where are you, Ga?'' exclaimed Miss Winda from behind the slightly open door.

''I'm inside, Ma. Just open it, '' said Angga.

Miss Winda came in. He was surprised to see Angga.

''Where are you going?'' tanya Bu Winda looked at Angga completely. Not usually Angga out of town carrying a suitcase that big and now the man instead put some items that he thought were not too important.

''I want to go to Germany, Ma.'' said Angga with a heavy heart.

''Germany? How many days? Why do I have to carry that many clothes?'' Miss Winda started to panic.

He has not been used to being left by Angga for a long time.

''There's a big project there, Ma. and Mr. Louis point to me. He trusted me to hold onto that project.'' Angga explained gently.

''How many days?'' tanya Bu Winda investigated.''

''Five years, '' Angga replied slowly. He could not say it in front of his old mother. ''Do you want to come to Germany?'' tanya Angga.

Miss Winda did not answer, her mind wandered everywhere. On the one hand he wants Angga to get married and have children, but on the other hand Angga's choice is not the right person according to him.

''Mama can't come with you. Mama can only come at least once a month.'' Even though Missy felt heavy too. He will keep letting go.

''No papa.'' The family is getting used to the situation. This time he tried to take it all off. Let go of Ayu and Bu Winda and the children are also other families. He has come a long way for a bright future. For the sake of those who need him and for anything including happiness.

''Did Ayu know about your departure?'' Ayu held both arms of Miss Winda. The two of them face to face, looking at each other's beads.

''I will not leave without Ayu's permission, Ma. He let me go. All this time I never asked for anything. I never asked for treasure. I never asked for anything difficult, Mama. But I beg for this time the blessing of my relationship with Ayu. Consider this the last request.''

In one blink the flood tears wet Angga's cheeks. Even though he was a man, it still felt fragile when it came to the heart. Bu Winda hugged Angga. She shed her tears in the hands of the Son. How could he refuse the request, while himself could not please him. So far Angga has sacrificed a lot for himself. Leaving his company just for work.

''Mama will bless your relationship with Ayu. Mama bless your relationship.'' Between happy and sad mixed. Angga could not express in words. He was very happy to hear the words of Miss Winda. However, there is a deep sadness because he will be separated from Ayu for five years. Isn't it a long time for a relationship that has already gained blessing.

''Still, Ma.'' Angga let go of his embrace. Wiping tears on the cheeks of Missa.

''Smile, Ma. I'll leave tomorrow. I'll tell Ayu to take care, Mama. Asking her to come home often, Mama.'' Miss Winda rested her index finger on Angga's lips.

''This is your house, it means it is Ayu's house as well. Let her stay here with mom. That way he'll be safe.''

Angga smiled, No way, Ma. I can't possibly stay here. He will definitely stay in his own home. Even though I'm in Germany I'm gonna keep a close eye on him, I'm gonna have my people take care of him and the kids. Mama take it easy, anyway as long as I'm in Germany, you guys will stay awake.

The news was not only heard by Surya, Miss Winda and Ayu, but also Elisha. The girl immediately came to the house scattering hugging Angga.

Rarely meet does not mean they are not familiar, the proof is that Elisha also felt heavy when he heard Angga was leaving. ''Why didn't my sister get married just left. Why is it suddenly like this?'' elisha protested as if he were the truest himself.

Angga pushed the girl to stagger and almost fell. ''By the way don't be original, if I get married, it doesn't even go away. I'll stay home looking after my wife, you little prick, '' Angga said.

Elisha turned to look at the neat suitcase leaning against the closet. ''But pity Ayu, Brother. Surely he is lonely there is no Angga. What about the kids?'' Elisha thought of Ayu after Angga left. Surely they will feel the loss of the figure of people who have been protecting and guarding him.

''I already have a way so that they do not feel lost, you calm down.''

Many memories that Angga left behind include photos of togetherness on Adiba's birthday.

When Elisha came out, Angga again sat on the edge of the bed while staring at the object located in the lower closet.

The smile expands considering the beginning of his encounter with Ayu. At that time his future wife still looks stiff and fierce.

Angga took the object that he thought was the intermediary between his relationship with Ayu.

''At first I bought this.'' Grasping a black triangular cloth and then clenching it into a grip.

''And I love you at first sight. I can't believe I'm going to fall in love with a woman like you, even if you're the first woman to know my pants number."

The aunt who heard that could only hold back a laugh and then cleared her throat.

Angga hurriedly stuffed his antiques into the suitcase. Not just for use, but as a reminder. It was Ayu who bought it.

Ayu who was at home also continued to persuade the children. Explain to them the departure of Angga.