
"I don't want to hear it" Aura said at last.
Rayyan was not so surprised by Aura's rejection of what she wanted to say, because this is indeed too sen-si-tif which is about what happened to the two of them in a state that was affected by drugs that night.
Rayyan already knew everything because he had obtained Hanin's confession recording from Mr. Dery about the chronology of the incident that night. Hanin had mixed sleeping pills as well as strong drugs into Rayyan's drink. As for Aura, the girl gave him tea that had been mixed with pe-rang-sang powder.
"Well if that's your decision." Rayyan did not want to force Aura. "... but, may I know what's the reason you don't want to know? Or, actually, do you remember what happened that night?" guess a moment later.
Aura did not dare to look at Rayyan, making the man be able to deduce something that was actually Aura had remembered everything, it's just that he was embarrassed and always brushed aside all the pieces of events that had happened between them that night.
"I want to go back to the room," said Aura who had dodged back.
Rayyan was silent, until in the end he managed to make Aura stop the step because of his booming speech.
"You don't want to be horrified because you already know, if that night you were the one who came to the room I occupied in the back pavilion?"
Aura's body froze, silent like a statue with her eyes tightly shut.
"You remember everything a long time ago, don't you, Ra?"
Aura shook her head from her position, trying to deny the obvious thing Rayyan could guess.
Rayyan did need enough time to remember everything because at that time he was not fully aware. While Aura, in fact the girl was quite aware only that she was also in the influence of drugs that increasingly pushed her to do more, so Aura could not resist the desire that emerged from her own body.
"I didn't come to your room, Ray!" Aura said firmly.
"Then? I remember if you were the first to touch me, Ra!"
"Enough! I don't want to hear anything anymore."
"Okay, let's close this discussion."
Rayyan relented, indeed he should not discuss this anymore if it would only provoke the anger of Aura again. However, Rayyan wants to make sure something is what exactly Aura has remembered the incident or not at all. And today, Rayyan has got the answer if Aura clearly knows what happened that night.
Rayyan stared at Aura's back which slowly drifted away. Rayyan did not mean to blame Aura, even with the attitude of the woman who did not want to admit the actual incident, Rayyan knew Aura must be embarrassed to say it because that night Aura who dominated their game more, because it was Aura who dominated their game, that's what Rayyan remembered.
"Ah, remember that my head hurts!" Rayyan grumbled and went into her own room.
While there, Aura could not sleep thinking about Rayyan's words. The fact that Rayyan had begun to remember the events of that night was like a scourge for Aura. Wh why? Of course because he was ashamed. He remembered that night he forced Rayyan to touch him. Aura was not really remembering the incident, but gradually the pieces of events that night always crossed his head along with his efforts to brush things off.
For the details that happened, Aura did not remember too much because the influence of the drug only made him remember a glimpse of the shadow of what he did to Rayyan.
Damnit. Because Rayyan discussed this, Aura re-imagined what happened that night. Where he remembered his own moaning voice that felt very enjoying.
"Why does he have to remember what happened that night?"
Aura rubbed her own face. This is also why he can not blame Rayyan completely, he was angry at Rayyan because of her nature as a girl who must be a victim and lost the sadism. In fact, he was the one who teased Rayyan that night.
"I can't remember that anymore where I'm like a prick teasing her."
The inexhaustible aura, due to the influence of the medicine Hanin gave her that night instead made her like a caress-hungry woman to look for someone who can complete the desire that arises from within her.
...***...
As the morning before, apparently Rayyan really kept her promise to re-pair Aura. This time he made chocolate jam toast as the woman's breakfast menu.
"Thank you."
Aura could only say that, she was too embarrassed to look at Rayyan because the discussion that yesterday had made both of them a little noisy.
"Hmm. eat," said Rayyan who appeared to be standing behind the pantry as if making something else.
A little while later, Rayyan came up with a glass of warm milk.
"Drink milk too, yeah."
Aura nodded, but she was a little flabbergasted as Rayyan gently touched the tip of her head. Aura looked at Rayyan and it turned out that the man had reflexively stopped her movements wanting to stroke Aura's hair due to the sharp gaze from the woman.
Aura did not respond, she instead enjoyed her toast very greedily. But there was one that made Aura quite astonished. How did Rayyan know he liked to eat toast with chocolate jam like this?
Ordinary chocolate bread is natural to eat anyone, but Aura has a different taste that is toast baked long enough so that the edges dry and made Rayyan exactly as she wants.
"Nake?" ask the man.
Aura nodded. "Why are you making the toast dry like this?" tanyakanya.
"Didn't you like the dry and a bit charred ones?" Rayyan asked back.
"Mama said it to you?"
Rayyan smiled. "I haven't had time to ask you much about Mama" she admitted.
"So how do you know I like this?"
Rayyan just sniffed his shoulders indifferently. Should he say that almost all of Aura's likes he knows?
Rayyan enjoyed her breakfast, as Aura spoke again.
"Let's have me ready for lunch" she said, making Rayyan speechless.
"It's not you-"
"I'm not good at cooking. I just don't want to be indebted to you because I always eat, so let me cook sometimes."
Rayyan smiled at the woman's words. Then he nodded his head. Cooked by his own wife it must have tasted better, that's how the inner Rayyan cheered happily.
In the afternoon Aura actually prepared lunch for the two of them. A simple menu that makes Rayyan feel really have a wife even though Aura still always denies the reality.
"Your food is good."
"I'm not asking for your opinion. Eat it eat it." As already, Aura said jutek, the difference was not as old as before, which now, his tone only seemed to be indifferent and stupid.
Rayyan thoroughly enjoyed Aura's cooking with a joyful heart. Although Aura claimed not to be able to cook, but the food was the most delicious food Rayyan had ever tasted. Perhaps because he devoured it with joy and love.
Time goes by quickly, every day they like to have a scheduled habit. Rayyan prepared breakfast and Aura cooked lunch. For the second dinner, Rayyan sometimes returns to cook or orders through an online application.
Honestly speaking, Aura was getting used to Rayyan's presence nearby. Same with what Rayyan felt. Although it can be said that there has been no significant progress between them regarding feelings, but their closeness that is and seems boring always makes Rayyan very grateful.
Aura herself began to feel that Rayyan always knew about herself without her asking. The man understands his taste, knows his likes and everything about him. To be honest, Aura started to piqued with her own feelings.
Did Rayyan whom Aura had once categorized as one of the problems for him now really have become a problem for his heart?
...***...
This morning, Aura frowned when she found Rayyan already in a very neat dress. The man also seemed to be in a hurry. Aura wanted to ask what and where Rayyan was going today, but she was clueless and proud to do so.
"I just want to wake you up." Rayyan caught Aura's presence in her vision. The woman seemed to flinch so Rayyan made a sound again. "... There's something I want to take care of for the next few days, so .. I'll leave you here."
Aura's mouth was already open to protest Rayyan's actions. That guy should have discussed it with her first, right? Especially this is a departure until some time. Shouldn't Rayyan have told him yesterday? Didn't she tell him she was about to leave like this?
"Ah, yes, but I've made breakfast for you and there will be a maid who comes to help you and your friends here."
Aura looked at Rayyan with a sharp gaze that Rayyan had difficulty articulating her point.
Rayyan confusedly got such a gaze from Aura. Is Aura angry with him?
...Connect ......
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