Whys?
The Hardest Pain

After Sofia completely entered the room, Helena got up from her seat, walked a few steps and stopped as she could clearly see how the look in Yuri's eyes, she said, and his face was so unkempt.

"You should spend your time playing with your child, you should try to get closer to him. Stop blaming others, you are really embarrassing for not daring to admit your mistakes until the situation no longer supports you. Don't forget that you scared Sofia yourself, slowly forgetting you, she's just a kid you need to hug and protect, not to take advantage of. From the way your husband treats you, I'm sure your life is not happy, but if I may advise you, live well, don't waste something that is actually very valuable, your self-worth."

Helena's words were really so imprinted, as if they kept ringing in Yuri's ears. Now that he was home, he brought his sad heart to the house, and as he was inwardly, in the end he too would only get a deepening wound.

Yuri smiled bitterly because as soon as she got home, she had to look at her husband and also her assistant and lover were sitting alone, and the woman struggled spoiled while Win seemed to have no objections. Really Yuri did not understand why he still could not escape Win, but Win had asked him to leave many times, right?

"Where have you been? Early in the morning you're gone to meet your ex-husband who just became a rich man?" Win asked as he got up from his position, walked up to Yuri then grabbed his hand for him to grip quite firmly.

"Ah....H.....!" Yuri squealed in pain but she also did not have the courage to fight back or try to let go of her hand nor did she.

"Don't mess with you, Yuri! You should know what if I'm angry, right?!"

Yuri smiled again, but the smile on her lips was joined by tears falling from her two beautiful eyeballs. Yuri was now well aware that all this time she had been trusted by her own expectations, she was too deep in dreaming that the moment she woke up from the dream reality felt really very painful.

"Are you stupid or what?! I asked where you been, huh?!" Win further tightened his grip, looking at Yuri more and more sharply, the look in his frightening eyes as if he wanted to swallow Yuri violently made Yuri more and more dissolved in regret for stepping his feet in the wrong direction.

"I really don't understand what you really want, Win. Alright, I'm also quite tired, I can't answer your question anymore because I really need some time to be alone now." Yuri tried to release her hand, but Win just got stronger to grip Yuri's arm until Yuri again complained that she could not bear the pain of Win's grip that felt twitching in pain.

"How dare you ignore me?! Who do you think you are?! You're just a pathetic woman I picked up, you're just a woman no one wants, why are you acting like you're a mistress?!"

Yuri really could not bear it anymore, the pain in her wrist of course she could still endure, but the pain that so accumulated in her heart was really no longer able to accept pity anymore. Yuri would have given up and it was better if she went to see Sofia, and lived with Sofia again.

"It hurts, I'm in a lot of pain right now, Win. Now isn't there your lover? You were drunk pretty bad last night definitely not Saru right? Come to your lover Win. Your time will truly be happy if spent together with him."

"You must be a rock to meet a fucking human, you fucking don't you?!"

Yuri threw out a rough breath, really she wanted to cry as she could, she wanted to bang her head if necessary to death. Why is he always wrong in Win's eyes? Actually what is the meaning of treasure if his life is like in hell.

"Win, whatever I say you won't believe it either right? You won't believe my answer because in your eyes only you and your accusations will always be right. I'm really tired Win, I'm tired of my life like this. Now that I'm gonna do what you tell me so often, I'm gonna get out of here."

Win scrunched his forehead, then laughed out loud a few seconds after that.

"Get out of this house? You're kidding, huh?! You're out of this house thinking you can? You don't have a place to live, you won't have anything because everything you receive and use is just a loan. Of course you have to give me back all that, then you can get out of here."

Yuri was silent for a while, her heart was deepened, so was that what Yuri meant to Win? Though all this time Yuri really continues to hope Win whatever port of love, she also continues to pray that Win slowly changes his nature and attitude in order to slowly get better. No, he was already completely wrong about that, he should indeed have not been heading to Win from the start hiding the millions of wounds behind the sweet attitude he had originally shown.

"So that's it?" Yuri smiled, but could not be lied to if she did look very disappointed by Win's words.

"Why? You're not ready to lose all that? You know, of course I know, of course you're not ready, a woman like you just needs to be in the lure of a little money right away assuming that's God."

Yuri sighed.

"Win, I must admit I fell for you because you are a sweet man, and also responded to the situation. I also do not deny that I am blind because of all the material you give me, I feel dependent, all that is very true, but I am very tired of facing the difficulty of living with you. Look at your lover, Win. She's very pretty, her body is still good, I'm sure you're quite satisfied to have her. I who lack this much, I whose body has a sagging part would not be appropriate if paired with your lover. I know myself enough, anyway as long as you are happy and satisfied with what you have, of course I have to be happy, right?"

"Yuri!"

Seriate.