Whys?
Giving Up Tired

"Mom, I lost Denise also lost the ability to have offspring again. I can't do anything but stay here, just wait when I'm going to die. I no longer think about treasures, nor can I stop Dad. If I say I still hate Helena, then I'd be honest if I still hate her. But after I think about it again, this hatred I feel is a futile and stupid thing. I'm starting to think that Mom must have deliberately made me continue to hate Helena and want Helena's destruction, but I also hope this is my only thought."

Melisa's mother looks at Melisa with annoyance, it's useless that she meets Melisa if in the end she still can't get what she wants right?

"Then what's wrong with you, Melisa? Which woman's heart does not hurt knowing that there is another woman who gave birth to a child from her husband when he was pregnant and was waiting for the time to give birth? Helena's mother confidently came over, saying that the child she carried was your father's son, at that time I refrained from doing anything because I was just waiting for the hour I would be taken to the hospital and perform a cesarean."

Melisa did not answer at all because she knew that time must have been hard for her mother, she could not blame her mother could not forget to understand and understand properly what happened.

"I've been holding back, I've tried to forget that fact, but that damn kid showing up around you keeps me reminded of that shitty past. I can't do much because your father paid too much attention to everything about Mom, you're the only one you've got so of course you're not wrong to return the pain in Mom's heart." Said Melisa's mother who still makes Melisa not want to say something.

"I've asked your sister to avenge Mom's heartache, but she's in love with that damn kid and made him go abroad. I tried to persuade your sister to come back, I told her the truth that Helena was your father's son too, but instead she chose to commit suicide. It's a bitch, it's all because of Helena fucking, asshole, right?"

Melisa looked at her mother with a surprised look.

"So my brother died by suicide? Brother killed himself because he was so shocked to find out that the girl he loved so much was his own sister?"

Her mother Melisa swallowed her saliva because she was completely unaware of what was being said about her twin sister Melisa. During this time Melisa's mother deliberately told her husband and child if her son died of severe depression, so during that time also Melisa's mother held a secret alone because she was reluctant to be blamed and became the cause of her own child's death.

"No, I'm talking wrong."

Melisa looked at her mother with a sad look, so that was the reason her sister died? During this time she secretly befriends Helena only to get revenge for her admiration for Helena who has made her brother die of depression because of love that is not avenged Helena.

"Mother, what kind of mother is she really like? Why does it feel so scary now?"

Melisa's mother looked silently at Melisa.

"Mother, stop looking at cell phones and worry about Helena, she's grown up. He doesn't want help from us, especially Mom, does he? She always chooses to be alone because she's a loner and always feels like she can do everything herself, stop doing things about Helena, Mother's other children need her attention." Said Freya to her mother who since morning kept looking at her phone, waiting for Martin to give news about Helena's condition. This morning Helena was brought back to the apartment, Helena's mother who asked not to see Helena on Helena's orders could only wait for news from David about Helena's condition. It's eleven o'clock but David still hasn't sent any news at all.

"Helena already knows who her father is, she certainly doesn't need us any more. Just forget Helena, let's just say she's never been in our lives, Mother."

Helena's mother sighed heavily, assuming Helena was never in her life? It has been a long time since it happened, Helena has long felt alone despite being in the middle of the family. She did not want to continue to be silent and helpless, she wanted to have a good relationship with Helena, she wanted to be a useful Mother to Helena.

"Be quiet, your mother is like that. In his eyes there is only Helena although all this time impressed indifferent. Only God knows how miserable Daddy is seeing Helena, Dad will definitely make Dad remember how Mom betrayed Dad, right?" Say more to her older brother Helena.

Helena's mother is still trying to be quiet, of course she already knows that in the end when the truth is revealed she will be the most wrong and dirty party in the eyes of the family. Especially before her father-in-law died, she was almost crazy to have to go through a day so agonized by the sincerity of her in-laws, and how her husband seemed indifferent and always looked at her coldly.

"Just focus on our child, don't overdo it." The sentence came out of her husband's lips, and although the sentence sounded ordinary and simple, in fact it really made the heart of Helena's mother like slashed irregularly.

"Helena is not our daughter, but Helena is my daughter. All this time just out of respect for you, your family, and keeping your feelings I ignored Helena, I followed everything you told me to. I ignored Helena's feelings, I blinded my eyes as Helena was sad or envious of what her Brother and sister had. Helena is not your real child, but you also remember how Helena obeyed what you said, right? Now that she's in a state of chaos, you and the kids are pressing on as if Helena really never existed. You guys say that, attack with what words intentionally? Did you guys deliberately ask me for a lot of thoughts and die sooner?"

Freya breathed her. Of course that's not what he meant. He just didn't want to see his mother sad and unsettled all day but the mistake he made was, he didn't try to win her the right way.

Her mother Helena rose from her seat arranging her husband who is now also staring at her.

"It's enough, I'm so tired. If I'm still not enough in your eyes, then I can just give up."

Seriate.