Whys?
The Unequal Pain

David was furthest on the floor with such a broken feeling, a broken heart, a soul that seemed to disappear from his body. The world was so unfair to him, misfortune after misfortune never stopped approaching his life until he cursed God in his heart.

Once again, God took back something very valuable in his life. Denise, the little girl who was fought by the whole family to have her brother killed to help her turned out to have no results well in want.

At three o'clock in the afternoon he had given up, could no longer hold on as hard as all the family had asked him to endure. He closed his eyes leaving tears falling as if to tell everyone he couldn't, and apologized for letting everyone down. Three o'clock in the afternoon too, the same time and the same day despite the different dates and years Velerie died. They died in the same hours and days, leaving such painful grief and heartbreak.

"Stupid! It's useless! I moved my grandson here to be healed, not to be killed! You idiot!" Mr. Maki Feto told the Doctor who treated Denise since Denise was transferred to the hospital where she worked. Somehow he'll explain because it seems like whatever he says really won't be heard by Mr. Feto. Denise's condition can really be said to be quite severe, her body rejects the new kidney that was donated to her. It's really unusual, but cases like this happen too.

"Sir, you must have been told about the condition of your grandson so you tried to transfer him to another hospital, right? We are really sad and sad, but really we did what we could do. As for age, it's really not us who can determine it."

Mr. Feto smacked the Doctor in the face because he could not resist the anger and sadness, he really could not control the feeling to not remember that not everyone he could treat at will. Of course the Doctor will not stay silent, the blow in front of many people, in the presence of other Doctors is certainly not the physical pain that he is concerned about, but the heartache because his ego is hurt.

"You are angry, disappointed and emotional, of course I have to accept that because you are a family of patients who failed to be saved. But, what you're doing is so outrageous." The doctor spoke but he did not show any expression at all. Well, he did have to hold back that head feeling and not accept it because Mr. Feto was in such a grieving mood.

David got up from his position, went back to his daughter and hugged the body of Denise who is now no longer alive. Crushed already his heart, broken already feeling that since yesterday keep hoping to see Denise live longer.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Dad held you in such a heartless manner. Forgive me for being so afraid to face loss and no longer being able to see you. I don't see how your body is, you're too thin, too small for this much pain, you're so sad and devastated, Dad, but I also realize that this is a choice and a happy ending for you. Relax in heaven, son, be in the lap of God, wait for Father to be with you and your brother. Forgive me for not being a good Dad, and good luck, I will try to strengthen my heart to respect your decision and God's." David said softly as he clutched tightly to Denise's body with melted tears that fell. I don't know how much he hurt, but he also felt guilty because at the last moment like this Denise couldn't see her mother either.

Mr. Feto really could not accept this, he would not let his grandson die, but it seemed like it would be useless. Installing life support tools will also no longer be of any use, and this is the reality he least wants to face.

The pain is also felt by his mother Melisa as Denise's grandmother, and also his mother David who is now there. Indeed, he did not expect that in the end Denise would die soon, even though the hospital used and the doctor who handled it were all of high quality and experienced.

"If she hadn't married you, she wouldn't have given birth to a sick daughter! Your first child was disabled, and Denise was born with kidney failure, it's because you're an idiot!"

David said nothing, choosing to focus on Denise alone and the destruction of his heart that could not be explained in words.

On the other side.

Melisa cries when her father's trusted lawyer comes to tell Denise's death to Melisa. Well, must be wirang Mother will certainly be destroyed as destroyed when losing a baby that is loved, right? Melisa has witnessed how much Denise has been in pain in recent years, she has suffered even since she was born into the world. Frequent seizures, frequent high fever, nosebleeds, even his body is often yellowed and pale.

It's been four years that he's been watching Denise suffer and he's been watching all that. Since the beginning Melisa has indeed fought for a game she will never win. He has done everything he can, done what he can do, no matter what other people's lives will be, but in fact it all ends up with results that he does not want.

"Why? why should my son die?! He can't leave me! I'm not willing! I don't want to! I did everything to save his life, but why did he still have to leave? I can't take it!" Melisa said while crying sobbing and her voice was unclear.

Of course it's natural, even other Mothers will feel the same, right?

"Miss Melisa, Old man has really done what he can do. You know exactly how you love your grandson, don't you? Now he too is broken and mad. I came here because I'm sure no one has noticed Miss Melisa. Please don't beat the family, they're just as sad as Miss Melisa, especially Mr. David. She was also devastated once, everyone was being crushed to the point of not having time to tell Miss Melisa." Said the lawyer in a soft tone hoping Melisa could be more patient and steadfast.

"No, get me out of here! I gotta get out of here!"

Seriate.