Whys?

Whys?
Luka Bertubi


Yuri was silent for a while, her heart was deepened, so was that what Yuri meant to Win? Though all this time Yuri really continues to hope Win whatever port of love, she also continues to pray that Win slowly changes his nature and attitude in order to slowly get better. No, he was already completely wrong about that, he should indeed have not been heading to Win from the start hiding the millions of wounds behind the sweet attitude he had originally shown.


"So that's it?" Yuri smiled, but could not be lied to if she did look very disappointed by Win's words.


"Why? You're not ready to lose all that? You know, of course I know, of course you're not ready, a woman like you just needs to be in the lure of a little money right away assuming that's God."


Yuri sighed.


"Win, I must admit I fell for you because you are a sweet man, and also responded to the situation. I also do not deny that I am blind because of all the material you give me, I feel dependent, all that is very true, but I am very tired of facing the difficulty of living with you. Look at your lover, Win. She's very pretty, her body is still good, I'm sure you're quite satisfied to have her. I who lack this much, I whose body has a sagging part would not be appropriate if paired with your lover. I know myself enough, anyway as long as you are happy and satisfied with what you have, of course I have to be happy, right?"


"Yuri!"


Win pulled Yuri and dragged her no matter how difficult Yuri was to compensate for Win's wide and fast footsteps. Of course Yuri doesn't have to try to break away what else is trying to stop what Win is going to do. Maybe this seems stupid and silly, but Win like this will definitely hurt Yuri.


Bruk!


Win throws Yuri's body to the floor no matter if it hurts. For Win something that he considers his own means is, must not say will leave him, and must he who throw because the goods he has clearly do not have the right to refuse his employer right?


With a look on his face that looked so upset, Win walked up to Yuri, making Yuri's face stare at him by pointing the chin using his feet.


"A cheap woman like you dare to say senseless things, wait I'm tired of torturing you and I'll throw you out."


Yuri turned her face, she got up even though it felt really painful.


Cheapo?


Yuri smiled wryly, she recalled how Martin treated her like the only woman in the world, for Martin Yuri it was the most precious thing for her that keeping Yuri was a must. Now that he was treated as trash, he was nothing because the man who treated him so cruelly was the man he had chosen, he said, the man with his eyes closed he glorified as if he was the only nicest man in the world.


"What are you laughing at?!" Win asked who was getting annoyed because Yuri really showed a strange smile that was in the middle of humiliating a Win.


"I laugh at my own stupidity, Win. I laugh at my stupid wrong actions, even I love you stupidly. I'm so sick of continuing to hope for you, I'm sick of begging for attention and your love. I'm tired, tired to the point of not knowing how many hundred women you've slept with. I used to compare between you and Martin, I found a lot of flaws in Martin, and I could only see the advantages of you. I was really confused and also happy because I thought I would definitely be happy together with you. But, once I live with you, I discover your flaws, and feel that Martin is a million times better than you. I really don't think with myself this stupid hang, how can I think of a garbage ball as a diamond ball?"


Plaque!


Win flashed a pretty strong slap across Yuri's face. Of course it was very painful, Yuri cheeks also instantly turned red and the side of her lips spat out a speck of blood.


"How dare, you?! how dare to equate me with that useless lousy guy?! He's just being lucky for getting a golden woman, you're just a crow don't say much! Just look at yourself! Look how disgusting and annoying your face is! It's still a good thing I'm going to pick you up to just satisfy me, otherwise you and that guy will just be the kingpin living under the bridge!"


Yuri sighed, she smiled again, but this time her eyes looked really sharp looking at Win.


"If only I knew it would be like this my life would be, then being a badass and living on the streets was much better and I wouldn't regret it at all."


Win couldn't stand his emotions anymore, he grabbed Yuri by the neck, clutching firmly and pressing down on her. Yuri of course was in pain and also tightness, he tried to rebel and hit Win's hand, but Win did not budge at all, he actually tightened his grip.


"How dare you?! You think you deserve to say that? No, you don't have anything to talk about! Martin that bastard's a million worse than a human scum! Even if you're the same trash as him, but I'm going to get my trash to a place where he won't be able to pick up my trash!"


Bruk!


Win again threw Yuri's body into the floor, immediately Yuri coughed because finally oxygen could enter his body.


"Don't be crazy, Win! Not the trash Martin, but you! You're saying I'm old trash you're wearing? No, you forgot? I'm Martin's ex, you took this shit from him, you used this shit to your satisfaction, right? You think Martin's gonna pick up trash like me? No, he won't!"


Win again approaches Yuri, grabs Yuri by the hair and pulls her up until Yuri's face is lifted against the ceiling of the room.


"Now you're getting blatant about defending him huh? What do you think he can do for you? It's free for you to defend him, if he hears this, he'll vomit, right?"


Seriate.