Whys?
Sorry From the Heart

Actually, once Velerie was born, like David and Helena were very surprised to see the state of their child, but how else?Velerie is the fruit of her love with Helena, Velerie is a child well born from her seed, she can't help but love Velerie. Helena and David are initially determined to raise Velerie on their own, not going to ask for help from any side of the family because they do not want to hear the sentence that is not wearing. But, just eleven months into their lives, problem after problem arises and the cornered and helpless David chooses the path that hurts the most and the one he regrets the most until this very second. She releases Helena, releases her daughter, gives up her love and hope for the sake of both her parents.

If only she had a strong selfishness and determination, if only she had not left Helena and Velerie, Velerie would have been healthy, right?

"Ah......! Stupidhead! Fucking guy! That bastard! Why don't you just die?! You idiot!" David beats up the steering wheel, crying out to regret the big decision he made just because his mother keeps threatening him. Though his mother would obviously not be possible to do that, but why was David so helpless then?

A few moments later.

Helena was speechless with a surprised look at David standing in front of her apartment door. She looked very unkind, her condition was completely chaotic and messy, her eyes were red and swollen like many cries not too long ago.

"Why did you come here? You, don't get me in trouble, I don't want to have any business with your wife who's so crazy and so jealous blind." Helena said that was what her head was. Damnit damnit! If only David had come half an hour ago, of course he wouldn't have had to be as scared as he is today because Martin is still there.

David was silent for a while, but over time he could not stand it anymore. David dropped himself to a position of consternation in front of Helena.

"Sorry, I'm sorry, sorry, sorry I'm really sorry. Sorry for being like this, sorry that I chose to leave you and make you suffer, make it end this way." David was shaking violently, he was involved in really regretting what happened, even he was back in tears making Helena speechless.

It's true that he blamed everything that happened for David's mistake, but when he also realized all the things that happened were also because of his mistake, he said, Helena chose to remain silent and just go through what she needed to go through. It used to be that Velerie was the reason for living, now the reason was to get justice for Velerie. He already did not want to think about the other, he did not want to continue dealing with the past let alone he knew and understood how the nature of Melisa who was so easy to conclude things with a negative side.

"Rise, David. You're guilty, of course, but I'm wrong too. We're both wrong, so stop kneeling like that, I really don't want you to be like this. Go home, you know how Melisa is, right?"

David was silent for a while, then before long he got up from his position and looked at Helena with an expression that was difficult to understand. She remembered how Helena was so kind and patient with all the trials of the household, and it was completely inversely proportional to Melisa. You know, from the beginning he married Melisa he was very sure he would never be able to find the peace he felt when he was with Helena.

"Go back, David. You know how hard it is to face Melisa, don't you? I don't know if your life is hard, I just try not to care and focus on your life. After all Melisa, she is your wife now, you also already have children so you too can only continue that. We're not tied to anything, Velerie's gone, so we can only be like two strangers."

"Foreigners? You, really so? So that's why you didn't tell me that Velerie stole her kidney? You didn't tell me that because you thought I was a stranger?"

Helena fell silent, really she didn't know that it would be this fast David knew. At first Helena did not remember David at all, but the relationship between father and son where could be broken up just like that?

David could not say anything more, Helena had fought a lot for Velerie, she sacrificed everything, refused to marry again just for the sake of being able to take care of Velerie, he also intends to live alone forever with Velerie. So, he who never even gave anything other than wounds where appropriate to sue Helena?

David chose to walk away with his footsteps that felt so heavy. It is like he has no desire in life.

A few hours later.

David returns to the house where Melisa, Denise, and her mother live. It's still not ready to come back now, but it's going to be very complicated if David doesn't come back soon. It's already twelve in the evening, David really wishes Melisa had gone to sleep so she didn't have to fight with him first.

"You're really getting better now, David." Melisa said as she walked closer to David who was storing his car keys.

David took his breath away, it seemed like he would never get the peace in the house. For a moment David tried to devote Melisa. It's been a very late night, so it would be a shame to fight in the middle of the night like that, wouldn't it?

"Tell me, what did you do after yelling at Denise, then come home all night? To think about it however, you're actually a coward, David."

David smiled thinly as if Melisa's words were indeed the truth. He really was having no interest in fighting, what he knew about Velerie was already enough to shake his soul, So he did not want to think about anything else right now.

"David, I'm talking!" Melisa snapped, her eyes rounded furiously staring at David who was trying to avoid her. Seeing that Melisa so think that David must have made a mistake so dare not look into her eyes and talk to her.

David took a rough breath, stared at Melisa for a moment as she spoke.

"I don't know what to answer, Melisa. If I say something, you'll just know angry, yelling no matter the time, right? It's midnight, I just don't want our quarrels to disturb the sleeping ones."

Seriate.