Whys?
Nah!

Airi sighed, heard Luke's story and how Luke now looks, it seems that what Luke says is indeed the truth. But unfortunately she did not feel shaky or felt Mom because her heart was like it was completely numb now.

"Since we've met, what do you want to say?" Airi's question that immediately made Luke speechless with all his thoughts and hopes.

Luke hardened his jaw, he suddenly felt doubtful about what he had wanted to do if he met Airi. She wants to hug Airi, she wants to beg for forgiveness and persuade Airi to go home with their child, then they will live happily and forget the painful past. It is ironic that Luke was so foolish as to think it would be as if he had only his heart, he forgot that Airi would definitely feel heartache which was not impossible at all not having interest in him.

"Stop wasting my time, you should know what you think you can never get, right?"

Luke could no longer lift his face to look at the woman he loved but he betrayed her. Really she knew full well that showing some of her regrets she would only get a hateful reply from Airi. He wanted to get sorry and live together while improving himself and learning to be a good husband and father for his wife and children. However, the gesture and the way Airi spoke were really not the same as before, now Airi seemed very strong, tough, and also confident. Whereas Airi used to really depend on her, Airi was also a spoiled and jealous woman. Airi's change is of course because of what Luke has done, but do they really not have the opportunity to be together even though the reason is a child? He wanted to show that he was able to be the best of his version, but why is everything so impossible with Airi and him now?

"You don't seem to want to talk? Though I have lured you with so many sentences, it seems that you understand enough and there should be nothing else to talk about."

Luke clenched his hand even stronger, he wanted to say everything he thought but was he worth it to say it? Can he really say it? Luke was silent for a while, trying to brace himself and trying his best to speak as he wished but without hurting Airi.

"Airi, I'm sorry. Forgive me for all my bad attitude which I myself am too ashamed to admit. I'm sorry that I still can't understand how important our relationship is, I'm sorry that it's tarnished our marriage, and I'm sorry that it can never bring happiness to you." Luke is getting downcast, he is sad and upset considering how stupid and evil he used to be. She betrayed Airi from before Airi got pregnant and lasted quite a long time. Bejad, maybe it's a decent word to describe everything he's done.

For years she did everything she could to get pregnant, to keep her husband happy, and to keep her in-laws from demanding offspring, considering Luke was a single boy. But unfortunately, the pregnancy is heavy but painful, and also happy feels only pain and tears that he felt since Luke had an affair, the severity of his cheating partner is Airi's own sibling. Not to mention when Luke's parents blamed him, especially Luke's mother. The middle-aged woman seemed to corner Airi, demanding Airi to have to understand and understand what Lukas did as if cheating was normal and could have happened if his wife was lacking in marriage. That's very unfair, isn't it? When Airi is not yet pregnant, they turn on Airi, when her husband is having an affair and they blame Airi, they all seem to have no heart and forget that they have a daughter too. Do they not think that their children will be treated like Airi by their parents-in-law?

Airi smiled wryly, considering how the treatment of Luke's parents and his brothers-in-law, only fools could endure the cruelty of their tongues, and how ruthless their gazes were as if wanting to kick Airi out of their house.

"All right, I'll try to forgive you. But I can't go back to you, nor can I open my heart to you. Married to you of course there are times when I am happy, but the wounds that you and your family give are not comparable. I decided to leave not just because of anger for a moment, I left because I was no longer able to deal with all that. You, as well as your family, seem to have to negotiate to find the right wife for you. You know exactly how they're doing to you somehow how hard I'm trying, right? In the future, please respect your woman more, appreciate and love her because otherwise you will just continue to lose."

Airi looked at Luke who looked sad and disappointed. Well, maybe what Luke expected wasn't something like this. Regarding their marriage relationship, of course she could easily sue for divorce because the evidence she had was also clear that her husband was having an affair with his own biological sister. Regarding his son, the Court will not be able to deploy a baby who is even still breastfeeding to the Father's side right? Airi's position was really strong now, so Airi didn't need to be afraid of anything.

"Airi, I know I have an unforgivable mistake, but can't we try again for our son?" Luke looked at Airi with his eyes looking very pleading, his eyes also reddened like holding back tears.

"No. I won't let my son's country in a bad neighborhood, I don't want my son to be contaminated with your family's behavior. They're always looking for my faults, I can't possibly take my son there and destroy my son's mentality."

Seriate.