Whys?
Fear And Tranquility

After Ati really decided not to have any relationship with Lukas, Lukas could only get out of Airi's apartment feeling sad, broken and disappointed. Not only was she disappointed by Airi's refusal, but she was also very disappointed with herself who had made all this pain happen. Now that he can only be a father but has no chance to raise his son, he will only be a man who will not be able to have the heart of the woman he loves. Everything is broken, he will not be able to live his day like before when he was with Airi, he will only be Luke who is dazed and sad all the time because of feelings of guilt, disappointment, and sadness all the time, also angry at himself.

Airi was also messed up, she was sad because of how the feeling of love was like appearing again, but besides love she also felt right her heart was back injured as if the wound was felt clearly. Farah, and Luke, their faces that felt so disgusting made Airi even unable to remember the betrayal.

"Of course, this is the best way. Me, and you are two people with heart problems. Even if we get back together, I'll just remember the hurt you've been through, you'll feel that guilt too, we'll only get hurt without words and attitude. Letting go of you is obvious that I feel pain because I also feel unwilling, but given the betrayal you gave me, it seems like I won't even be able to deal with you anymore. Goodbye, Luke. You must live well, and may you find a new love, a person worthy of you, and according to the expectations of your family." Airi muttered, she breathed her breath and chose to enter into her son's room. He walked up to his son, looked at that face carefully then smiled happily. At least his world was not so destroyed, the almighty God gave such a handsome angel figure after a deep wound in his life.

On the other side.

"The wedding dress is already, the rings are already, the main dishes and snacks are also already, all the small and prenik ones are also already. We just have to wait for the day, don't we, baby?" Martin smiled widely after giving a check mark from the list of what was needed for their wedding. It was not their first marriage, but Martin really wanted to marry Helena properly and should. The invited guests were really not many, only about a hundred people.

Helena forced her smile, actually getting closer to Helena's wedding day was just so much she thought about. But seeing how excited Martin was, Helena really couldn't convey what she was really thinking at the moment.

"Honey, later after we get married I decided to move to housing only. Looks like living in an apartment is still uncomfortable for us, do you agree?"

Helena nodded her head, actually she was still not willing to leave her apartment, the apartment she had rented for several years that held so many memories with Velerie. But if Helena thought about it again, wouldn't this be the same as forcing Martin to live in an apartment? His apartment only has two rooms, one living room, kitchen into one with a dining room and television room. It would be very narrow, right? Her mother also lived in the apartment, and Martin, Helena and Sofia, would be very full.

But now, it wasn't the apartment that Helena thought of, just one, but she still felt hard to tell Martin.

"Darling, you'd say you didn't want no activity, you'd think about what kind of activity you wanted. As long as it's not too much to make you tired, of course I'll support it."

Helena nodded again, Martin now completely aware that Helena was more quiet than usual, and clearly she could tell if there was something Helena was thinking at the time.

"Honey, just tell me what you're talking about so I can understand."

"Martin, i....."

Martin's deep salivary, no! Somehow Helena's expression made her feel afraid, if what Helena was going to say was something she didn't want, wouldn't it be better if she didn't have to ask, didn't need to listen, didn't listen, and don't understand, just pretend to be stupid.

"Martin, if we get married later, then if I get pregnant, and if our child has a deficiency, will you be able to accept it? Is your family going to blame me?"

Martin was stunned, he looked at Helena who avoided the look in her eyes, hiding herself from wanting to cry. Martin sighed for a while, grabbed Helena's hand and grasped it tightly.

"Isn't he still our child for how he is? No matter what he looks like, he's part of us for what should I object to? Children are still children, whether until when we only need to fulfill our obligations as parents, right? You also can't think about my family, my mom's dead, my dad, stepmom, and Win, you think they're gonna take care of us? No. gabe. I promise I won't change no matter what happens, how our son will be, and how you'll be."

Helena looked at Martin's eyes, the man was completely honest. He told me what he really felt. Helena cried, then hugged Martin tightly. Whatever happened to Velerie was very painful. She and David of course accepted and loved Velerie, but the people around her were not at all like that, even Velerie also had to accept blatant humiliation. It was enough that she was injured because her biological child was being run over by her own family, she did not want her other child to feel the way that Velerie felt.

"Darling, please don't feel burdened. What happened to Velerie back then is definitely not your fault. You've been a good mother, you've met her needs well, only the people around you are not good. But trust me now, everyone will be at the vanguard to protect you, protect our son."

Helena nodded, she hugged Martin even tighter and said a lot of thanks in her heart.

Descendants, lives, the future, everything in this world is of course because of God. Although it is not only about happiness, at least the pain in life is a race to be more grateful when happiness comes.

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