Whys?
A Little Gift From Teacher Vethie Jolie

Helena placed a flower in the tomb of Master Vethie Jolie who had been buried. His eyes looked flat, but his heart really seemed to regret everything that happened. If only there were no bad people, Velerie, Vethie Jolie's teacher would still be alive, right? Helena turned her head, looking at a boy who was about twelve years old. She cried a hiccup hugging her mother's headstone, moaning with her aching heart.

Why is there such a painful pain in this world? Why in the end humans will only leave each other and give wounds and longings that will not be treated? Why does it always end miserably? Happiness that lasts for years seems only a matter of seconds, but the pain that even happens like a century feels scaitnya. What kind of world is he living in?

"You want to go straight back to the hotel?" Martin asked who had been watching Helena ever since. Indeed Helena seemed to not show any expression, but for a woman, such an expression was certainly an expression that she was able to show to withstand the sadness, but for a woman, also to appreciate himself who can not or can no longer afford to pretend to be happy.

"I'd like to talk to Master Vethie Jolie's mother for a minute, and her son." Jelena answered making Martin immediately nod and ready to wait for Helena to finish.

"Sofia, come with me, okay?" Invite Martin because Sofia has been standing while holding Helena's hand as if she does not want to escape from Helena. Sofia looked up at Helena who was now styling it as well, smiled and nodded so that Sofia would come along with her father so she could be free to talk later.

After Sofia was with Martin, Helena now runs her legs, approaching her mother Master Vethie Jolie and her son.

"I'm sorry to bother you, ma'am. I'm Helena, I came because there are some things we're going to talk about, but I really didn't know it was going to end like this." Helena lowered her head. Yes, it seems that he does have to apologize because most likely teacher Vethie Jolie died because she expressed her readiness to be a witness at the trial later. But because it was known by the concerned party that teacher Vethie Jolie was finished to eliminate suspicions arising from his testimony.

Her mother Master Vethie Jolie was silent for a while, she wiped her tears and looked up at Helena who was standing before her, still looking down and looking so guilty when it is clear the surveillance camera footage has explained that he is not guilty at all.

"Don't bow down like that, you don't deserve to do it, I'm supposed to bow down in front of you." Said her Mother It was Vethie Jolie who made Helena straighten her head, looking at the woman with a confused look.

Her mother teacher Vethie Jolie turned to her right and left, stepping her legs to get closer to Helena.

"Accept this, my daughter seemed to have realized all along that this was going to happen, so she left this to me, and asked me to hand it over to a woman named Helena." His mother teacher Vethie Jolie secretly gave him a small object that looked like it was a USB.

"Son, please don't hate my daughter, I'm sure she's also helpless. He only told me a few, but after the incident his life never calmed down, he often cried and was alone. She must be depressed and have no choice, so please don't hate my daughter." Her mother Guru Vethie Jolie again cried making Helena could not bear to see the eyes let out tears of sadness, pain because it was left forever by a loved one.

Helena hugged her mother teacher Vethie Jolie, patting her back gently even though she herself also felt very shaken by what happened.

"Madam, I did have a chance to hate your daughter, I also once cursed her daughter, blamed your daughter, but seeing you today made me realize that, your daughter has a heart as good as yours. I know what it's like to stay gone for good. I know how evil the world and God are to me, but trust me, Madam. Everything's gonna be okay."

A few moments later.

"She must have had a hard time living her life after that day." Said Helena who made Martin speechless do not dare to say anymore about USB. She could see clearly how Helena felt guilty when she shouldn't have done that right?

Martin saved the USB well because he believed the contents were important enough for them. After that he returned to focus on Helena asking her not to think too much about what had happened.

"Helena, believe me this isn't your fault, not Velerie's. You, Vethie Jolie's teacher, Velerie, you're a victim of someone's selfishness. Stop blaming yourself, your sadness is their happiness."

Helena looked at Martin who had been staring at her ever since. Somehow Martin could always make his heart melt, his ears like so obediently listening to what Martin said.

"Martin, please don't say the words that made me melt down, I'm really ashamed of myself getting comfortable. I don't want to have crazy desires when I'm so fucked up. You, you shouldn't make me feel like I'm pounding when I should be focusing on Velerie and not having any other focus."

Martin was silent for a while, but what felt like that was not Helena alone, right? He also thumped and felt a strange feeling, but he also did not have the courage to face his feelings and only felt quite wishful either way until when.

"Helena, once the case is over, what are you gonna do?" Martin asked trying to divert their conversation.

Helena sighed, staring blankly according to what she thought about the future after the justice for Velerie had been obtained.

"Nothing, I have no purpose or anything. I survive in this world only because I want justice for my daughter, so if this is all over, I hope to see my daughter soon, get back together like before." Helena said that immediately made Martin look disappointed. It turned out that after saying if she felt thumping even Helena was still reluctant to think of anything other than her daughter's justice?

"I'm pretty sure, if you see your daughter, she'll refuse to be with you, she'll hate you too."

Helena looked at Martin with a look of dislike for what Martin said.

" Believe me, he'll want you to live your life, happy with another happiness without forgetting who will always be a part of you, whether it's memory or figure."

Seriate.