Whys?
Heartsickness

Helena frowned when she looked at her social media and got the news that her mother was sick, and it had been two days ago. For a moment he just sighed while moving his phone away. Actually Helena also felt sorry and sad, but considering how their debate last time, Helena felt if meeting her mother now was the wrong choice. Wouldn't his mother be bothered by him being there? Awkwardly will also be felt by the two so Helena decided not to see her mother first.

Helena decided to clean herself up under the shower, then briefly sitting on the balcony of the apartment while enjoying the heartbreak she felt because of Denise's funeral really made Helena remember how she also cried so completely just like Melisa did.

Helena sighed, closing her eyes trying to calm herself down that was so fragile. It had been several months since Velerie's departure, her heart still hurt, angry, and so kindled herself that she blamed the world, as well as God.

After a long time on the balcony Helena decided to go inside, she accidentally looked back at the screen of her phone that was lit so she was moved to see it. There were three phone calls, and also several incoming messages. Again, it was his older brother as well as Freya. Helena decided to just take a voice call from her brother because she knew when her brother had more than twice contacted then if not in ladeni would be the length of his business.

"What's wrong?" Ask Helena as soon as the phone is connected.

You want to be childish until when?! Mom is sick, shouldn't you have received a message from me? You want me to come and beg and rest at your feet, huh?!

Helena let out her breath, really she really did not know why she had such a self-limiting feeling. It was true that she often got injustice in the family, but the feeling of being away was completely out of Helena's control.

"You want me how? If I came, you'd just blame me for everything that happened, wouldn't you? It could be that you're gonna keep yelling at your will and make me sicker."

Don't you fucking know! What if I light you up? From the beginning I always thought about you the most! From the moment you decide to marry young, then get pregnant and give birth to a disabled child! Not to mention getting divorced and having to pay for a troublesome child when in the end he still died right?! If only you had listened to what Mom said first, if only you had just sent the child to an orphanage and continued to live without your disabled child, You will not have frequent headaches and blood pressure that often goes up!

Helena clenched her hands, shouldn't what her sister said be enough?

"True, I decided all my own way of life, but in the end I also fought alone right? Instead of continuing to pry my faults, how about if you look at your monthly bank bill, I might just see that bill you haven't paid and get shocked and get sick." After saying that Helena immediately pressed the button to end their phone call. Really confusing, isn't it? Come or not still he would be the most wrong person, so why should he hear so much nonsense?

Helena wanted to go to bed immediately, but when she got the phone call back from Airi, Helena immediately canceled her intention and received the call first.

Helena immediately hung up her phone and moved out of the apartment. The goal is to come to the apartment that Airi rents because Airi needs an asian pump. Instead of not being able to buy online or ask others to come, it's just that Airi trusts Helena for now. Helena stopped by a baby supply store on the side of the road to buy what Airi really needed, and then she continued the pace of her vehicle to Airi's apartment. Really Helena is really impatient because it has been a few days since she did not meet in person with her baby Airi named Diego. Helena felt so excited that without her realizing there was a car that had been stalking and following where Helena went.

As soon as she reached the apartment Airi Helena rushed to enter, then with a smile she returned Airi's greeting. Airi actually decided to become a single mother, even Airi's money operation yesterday forced Helena to accept it otherwise she would not be able to live quietly.

"How have you been these past few days?" Helena asked as she approached Diego's baby basket.

Airi smilingly looked at Helena who was now looking at Diego and looked at her gently.

"We were really fine, at first it was difficult especially this was my first experience of being a mother. Now that we're really living well, hopefully it'll stay this way."

Helena nodded in understanding, she also had a very difficult time when she had to be a mother at such a young age, in addition Velerie had several health problems, especially with her lungs and heart. But all he really has been through even though the road is really difficult because he has to face so many problems. At the reject of in-laws, the biological parents who were such unsupportive, David who left them both with his tears. Well, it's pretty heavy and painful besides, especially when David beseeched for mercy and beat his own face because in the end he gave up and Haris left Helena as well as Velerie. Given that it feels like Helena is still feeling upset and disappointed, but because she began to realize that David was also helpless at that time, Helena decided to slowly let go of everything that happened in her life, which was not the case, make it all a process to become mature and strong.

After Airi's apartment, Helena decided to briefly come to her mother's house because her older brother continued to send messages with threatening sentences that were not clear.

An hour's drive, Helena finally arrived, she had wanted to go straight in and see the state of her mother, but hearing what was being talked about by her two brothers made Helena freeze, and then she could not help herself, he stayed quiet for a long time and listened until he felt enough.

Helena immediately moved away, she walked with her shaky footsteps in tandem with tears of anger.

Seriate.