Whys?
Hope and Reality

On the other side.

Airi, she actually smiled broadly at how her son could already stomach and turn his body over easily. Now seven months old, even his son has been seen to learn to crawl. For those of you who forget, Airi is Farah's sister, her husband had an affair with Farah.

Today is a weekend, because he is not working so he can be his own son and ask his babysitter for a break or holiday as was the custom of the previous weekend. Airi wants to go to Helena's apartment, she really misses Helena but because Helena tells her that she is going to the prison to see Farah, he canceled his intention and since the day after tomorrow was a holiday aka a red date, Airi would come to that heart only.

The sound of knocking on the apartment door made Airi frown confused, who came? During this time there were only three people, namely, the babysitter, the food deliveryman, and also Helena. Could it be Helena? He came straight to his apartment after seeing Farah?

Airi got up from her seat, because she was uncomfortable leaving her son, Akti finally chose to take her son and walked towards the door to open it.

"Luke?"

Airi rounded her eyes in surprise.

"Darling?" Luke looked at Airi with his eyes looking very long, he also looked much thinner than before, he looked chaotic and also looked so pitiful especially his eyes that really looked sleep deprived and a lot of thoughts.

Airi was really surprised, she couldn't take much longer to see Lukas, so she immediately tried to close the apartment door, but quickly Luke held the door with his hand no matter if because of the strong enough pressure from Airi Luke's fingers to hurt and bleed a little. Seeing that Airi immediately re-opened the door. Sure enough, why should he avoid Luke? What is wrong is not him, who should feel fear and guilt is Luke, Airi solidifies his heart to be strong and also it is time for them to talk about divorce.

"Well, it seems like you won't give up either, right? Then let's talk and agree on what we'll talk about later." Airi's words firmly made Luke only able to nod resignedly, ah! Luke looked away at her eyes, he saw the baby in Airi's arms, he was very handsome, his two clear and round eyes really resembled Airi, but the shape of his lips and nose were very similar to him. Of course Luke immediately realized that it was their son, right?

"Honey, he, is he our son?"

Airi tightened her embrace, she felt that Luke must have had the intention to forcibly seize their child.

Seeing Airi so alert, Luke has no courage to touch his son. Though it is clear that he also misses, wants his son, he also wants to be a father figure for his son. She wanted to have a lot of time for her to spend with her son, but with the situation now obviously Airi would only misunderstand with that right?

Luke and Airi were already inside, sitting on the living room couch while their son was in Airi's lap, and now began to fall asleep.

Airi glanced at Luke who still did not want to talk and only noticed himself and his son, Airi decided to bring their son into the room to be more free for his son to sleep. Meanwhile, the noble Luke rose up and took a closer look at the photo of his son whom I must have not long been born with. Luke touched the baby's face in the photo, it was very sad because when his wife gave birth he could not accompany, and could not see his son growing up until now.

"We need to talk right away, I have things to do after this, so don't waste more time than this." Airi said as soon as she came out of the room and found Luke looking at the photo of their son with eyes of longing and regret. No, maybe Airi was more afraid because if Luke liked and wanted their son, Luke would do everything he could to take his son, right?

Lukas sat back down, briefly he looked back at Airi who looked so cold as he looked at her. Well, of course it was a natural thing considering what he had already done. Luke also felt so guilty, ashamed and remorseful, but he could not deny the overwhelming feeling of loss either. She is not used to being without Airi, she has no spirit whatsoever when Airi is not beside her. He certainly knew very well if he was guilty, he was also very shameless for still searching and trying to get Airi's kembai with the earnestness he had now. Since Airi left, Luke really felt right how much Airi meant in his life after long enough to cheat Airi with his crazy attitude.

"Why did you come here?" Airi asked who of course was curious how Lukas could find his address, even though he had chosen to live in an ordinary apartment and asked the receptionist to keep his identity a secret.

"I've been looking for you all this time, I was really desperate, but when I met my friend, he said that he accidentally met you at the supermarket, he also sent you a picture. Since then I've been coming to the supermarket, every day without being absent, but you didn't come. I decided to search through street surveillance footage even though the probability of success was ten percent. Since then I've realized that you've come here, and I've really done everything possible, maybe more precisely coercion to meet you."

Airi sighed, heard Luke's story and how Luke now looks, it seems that what Luke says is indeed the truth. But unfortunately she did not feel shaky or felt Mom because her heart was like it was completely numb now.

"Since we've met, what do you want to say?" Airi's question that immediately made Luke speechless with all his thoughts and hopes.

Luke hardened his jaw, he suddenly felt doubtful about what he had wanted to do if he met Airi. She wants to hug Airi, she wants to beg for forgiveness and persuade Airi to go home with their child, then they will live happily and forget the painful past. It is ironic that Luke was so foolish as to think it would be as if he had only his heart, he forgot that Airi would definitely feel heartache which was not impossible at all not having interest in him.

"Stop wasting my time, you should know what you think you can never get, right?"

Seriate.