You're My Antidote
Insecure

"I didn't hurt you, did I?" The king asked in a position hugging Rani from behind. His fingers rubbed the wife's stomach. Wrestling under the blanket with a plain body. Decompose fatigue after pursuing mutual enjoyment. Reply to a week they passed.

The king was too excited when he did. And now he was worried. Worried about accidentally injuring his wife and son. Even asked if Rani felt uncomfortable even the King did not have time. He is too soluble in the charm of the wife's innocent body. The body that makes it opiate. The body he missed a few days back.

"Some mas." Rani replied with a breath that was still chasing.

"You're making me more opium. It's hard for me to stop." whispered the King hoarsely, tucking his wife's innocent shoulder.

"Aren't you asking for more, are you? Rani is tired." Rani whines that make the King chuckle.

The king was not that relieved to ask for more after one long rally which was quite draining for them to do. After all, he was quite satisfied with the service his wife had given earlier. So for now, he's not asking anymore. Either a few hours ahead or maybe tomorrow morning. The king does not promise.

"Sleep." kiss the King on the back of the wife's head. Who since pregnancy began to be lazy to immediately take a shower after they exercise the night. "Tomorrow morning I have a therapy session. Do you want a weekend at home or at your mom's house?"

Rani's. With heavy eyes, he turned to face her. "At the apartment again?"

King nodded.

After the fainting incident in the tomb at that time, the King continued to do therapy. Because a few days after the incident, the King again had nightmares several times. Even though the King can deal with it.

If in the past the King could never sleep after that dream, now the King can go back to sleep soundly without a dream. Dreams about his past don't come every day. And it is not always that terrible events that come into his dreams. Sometimes, the King only met the papi who rubbed his head or said proud of him. One day, the King dreamed of a mother who looked at him with what gaze. Or he just saw his parents who quarrel and the things he had been through in his life with his biological parents first.

The therapy that King did brought progress quite well. Either because the one who handled it this time was more expert, or the King's desire to heal was higher. Until the urge to be free from the trauma is greater. Because there is something he is fighting for.

The dream disappeared. Replacing with ordinary dreams that sometimes the King does not remember what he dreamed when he woke up.

"How's it going, mas? rani's estimate of lahiran is less than two months. Can I?"

The king himself was not sure what the answer to Rani's question was. The problem of his nightmares may no longer bother him. But for the trauma with the dark and silent atmosphere. As well as a lot of blood, that's what the King is trying to heal. Because accompanying his wife gave birth, it means he must be able to defeat his fear of bloodstains that he will definitely see in the delivery room later.

"I'm trying. Just pray, okay?" The king took his wife in a hug and gave a kiss on the forehead long enough. Give strength to himself.

"Although it will not be possible. Don't force it." Rani asked in her arms. "Rani doesn't want the trauma to get worse. Even without the accompanying mas, Rani will still fight for our child born safely."

"We'll see." said the King closing their night.

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"Are you sure you want to stay home?"

The king who was wearing his jacket again asked Rani. I don't know for a few questions since they woke up.

"Yes, mas. Rani's at home. Males. Tired." Rani returns with the sneakers belonging to the King.

After neatly complete with his shoes, the King stood up and hugged his wife with one hand. Sprinkle kisses on the lips and forehead.

"Yes already, I'm leaving. If there's anything call me directly."

Rani nodded with a smile. Come down with the King . Below is Maina who asked to come accompany Rani. Because their housekeeper's off on a weekend. The king did not have to leave Rani alone at home.

"Titip my wife ya Mai. If there's anything, let me know right away." The same message the King gave to Maina.

"Beres Brother. Sister-in-law will be safe under my watch." Maina replied giggling.

"Yes papa." Rani replaces her son to answer.

What they did in was laughed at by Maina who instantly fell silent as the King stared intently.

After Rani escorted her husband to the terrace, she joined Maina who was watching television in the living room.

"If you want to watch a movie, just go up Mai."

Maina shook her head with a mouth that did not stop chewing chips and eyes that remained focused on the television screen that was streaming a Korean drama that was on going.

"I'll be here to get you, Ran. Not a nonto movie."

Rani chuckles. What a difference it is with what Maina is doing. Just different places.

"May?"

"Yes.."

"You know a good yoga place for mothers who have given birth?"

Maina who was interested in Rani's question mempause the drama she was watching.

"Why yoga now? don't you take a yoga class for mom to give birth?"

"But there's a special birthing class. There is no postpartum" said Rani. "I'm so fat, aren't I?"

Honestly speaking. Seeing Rere's body that still looks good even more sexy while pregnant, making Rani less confident.

In contrast to Rere, Rani's weight even rose a lot during pregnancy. Besides her stomach, her body was growing. Yes although it is still large which is quite normal because it does not exceed the limit. The reasonable fat.

"There's nothing wrong with your body." Maina said wisely. "It's only natural that your weight is going up. Her name is also pregnant. Is the King's brother protesting as much as your weight?"

Rani shakes. The king never protested. The King's attitude is also no different even though he eats a lot and widens. Even the King was getting clingy to him.

But still, there is a sense of insecurity when seeing other women still look beautiful while he...

Rani is afraid the King is not telling the truth. Rani is afraid the King is tempted by the beautiful creatures out there. At least he wanted to try his best to keep the King from glancing at the others.

"Keep what's wrong Mai.. Than later brother King has glanced at the others and I just regret that there is no use right."

Maina nodded in understanding. However, the weight problem is quite sensitive for women. He could not blame what Rani felt. Because if he was in Rani's position, maybe he would do the same.

"I'll ask my friend. She also just gave birth. Who knows if he has a place you need."

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