An Inner Lent to My Wife's Cousin
Yani and Dana are exchanging their thoughts

Yani lay in a pensive bedroom bed thinking about the problems that befell her household. He was still thinking about what steps he should take to solve everything. Yani is actually quite easy to make a decision. Choose Divorce or Survive? Only two options were on Yani's mind at the moment.

If he divorced Herman, what would be the fate of their three children. Would Yani be able to be a mother and father to her three children if she chose to divorce?

Yani is not an educational person like Nana who has graduated S1 in high school. Yani is just a high school graduate with no job experience. It is quite difficult to find a job that only relies on a High School diploma.

Life in the city and the village is clearly much different. Here people rely only on the produce of their farmland. Then there are also those who build small businesses in their homes or in the market. If Yani wants to make a business from cake or food, it takes vehicles and funds to open the business.

Yani does not have that much money to open a business, especially if you have to buy a vehicle that Yani himself is not good at riding a motorcycle. Relying on her husband's money alone is just enough to finance the daily lives of families and children's schools. Although sometimes Herman gets a big bonus from his work. However, that was not enough for Yani. He had to think about the future of his three children if he and Herman separated later.

If he chooses to survive, will he be able to live his domestic life with Herman? Can he cast a shadow over Herman and Nana's relationship? Is he willing?

Yani sighed at the thought of it all to the point of making her head throb. He could not make a decision immediately because he had to think about his three children who still needed a complete parent.

Drrt! Drrt!

Yani turned her head after hearing the sound coming from her phone on the small table beside the bed. He picked up the phone and saw who was texting him.

Funds

[Mbak, can we meet?]

Yani grins in confusion after reading a message from her husband Nana.

'Where to ask for a meeting? For what?' inner Yani wondered.

^^^[What's up, Dan?]^^^

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[There's something I want to talk about the same, ma'am. About my household and my mother.]

Yani was silent and confused. Did Dana ask her to discuss Nana and Herman? thought Yani.

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[I just want us to brainstorm on this issue, Ma'am. I don't want to take such a hasty step that it hurts so many people. Especially children.]

A follow-up message from Dana made Yani immediately agree to Dana's invitation. He is also just like Dana as well as curious about what steps Dana will take after knowing the actions of his wife.

^^^[Where are you meeting?]^^^

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[Where is a safe place to talk about this without people knowing?]

Yani thought for a moment. He was also confused looking for a privacy location for the two to chat. There's no way Yani's taking Dana to lonely places. People will think if they are doing pervert at that location.

^^^[Where in the house of Mother Desi? We talked at her house and asked Mommy to give us some privacy time for us.]^^^

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[Don't, Ma. It's not good to talk at people's houses. Not necessarily Mother allows us to chat together.]

^^[I will go there and ask permission first with Mother. Take it easy, Mother the person does not kepo and interfere in the problems of others. You can guarantee that it will be safe there.]^^^

^^^[Partially if not at the Mother's house, where else is a good place?]^^^

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[Jude, Ma'am. It'sit's okay. Just let me know if Mother has given permission.]

^^^[Ok.]^^^

Yani got up, got out of bed, took a hair tie and put it on. This afternoon he will discuss with Dana about their chaotic household problems. If Dana has made a decision, then she must also immediately make a decision for her household.

Yani comes out of the room and sees the children and Herman is playing on the porch of the house. Arham and his father were busy making crafts made from plastic bottles. They form a large ball in adhesive glue so that the bottles stick to each other. That's not all they do. Nadia and Citra helped their sister's school work by making plant pots made from plastic bottles.

Yani looked at them. Seeing the familiarity of father and children makes him have to think again if he wants to divorce from Herman. There is a child's happiness that he should think about. He cannot be selfish if he only thinks about his own feelings.

"Where are you going?" tanya Citra saw her mother come out. Herman glanced at his wife who was walking up the stairs.

Herman just looked at it without asking what his wife would do Mother Desi's house. He understood that Yani was so depressed about their household problems that she chose to leave the house to find another activity. Herman did not prevent and let Yani out for the sake of his wife's peace.

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Yanva POV.

I'm waiting for Dana on the second floor of Mother Desi's house. I have sent him a message if Mother Desi has allowed the second floor to be used by us to discuss. On the second floor the situation is already quiet because this place is only occupied by the children of the relatives of Mother who are entrusted and school here. Mother Desi and her family lived downstairs and looked after her sales shop.

"Mother."

I looked over and saw Dana had appeared behind the stairs. He came to me and sat beside me.

"It's okay if our Mother's house makes a meeting place?" tanyakanya.

"It's okay, I asked Mother's permission earlier and gave us privacy to discuss our household issues," I replied.

"So how, what's your decision right now?" I asked and was curious about the decision that Dana would make.

Dana took a breath and turned to look at me. "How about yourself? Have you made a decision?"

"Ck, how come you're back? You should have answered Ma'am's question first," I'm upset.

"Hmm .. I'm worried about your decision. I was thinking about separating from Nana and bringing the kids."

"But I discussed with my mother-in-law what steps I should take in the future. There's a child's feeling I should think about if I take them and keep them away from their mother."

Dana's worries are the same in my mind. We can't be rash to make decisions on this matter. There are feelings for children to think about.

"I'm just like you, Dan. I also thought about the fate of my three children if they separated from their father. Then what about my fate that will be a widow later. You know I don't have a job, experience or business here. How can I support my three children if all this time I depend on the living given by Bang Herman" I explained to him.

This is what I consider. If I part with Bang Herman, I have to make a living on my own and finance the lives of the children. Although Bang Herman still sent the children's living if I and he separated, but still it feels difficult to find income in the village.

I only have cooking skills. It's so hard to make money just relying on my skills here. In the village there are many like me who are experts in cooking. There's no way I'd sell cookies or food if people here only know how to make it.

"Don't want to go to town looking for a job?" fund Proposal.

I let out a breath. "If I'm looking for a job in the city, I'm going to have to find a place to live and take care of my kids' school transfer. Not necessarily I get a good job if the expenditure there alone exceeds my earning capacity later."

It was hard to find a job in the city and live there. However, I was rethinking about spending if me and the kids lived there. It is not easy to live in the city just relying on gastronomy. I also doubt if I open a business there. It can cover expenses or vice versa.

"Do I have to defend my household with Nana, Ma'am? For kids?" dana asked for my opinion.

"I don't know, Dan. It's all in your own hands. You're the one who's living it with Nana if you keep it going" I said wisely. I don't want to give him any other opinions that make Dana even more worried about his decision. He is the one who is living it, not me. Even though I was the same as I was confused by my decision.

"I didn't expect that all this time they both played back for two years. Are we so stupid as to not know their cheating? Or are they the only ones who are good at covering?" dana said and raised her head.

I know how she feels because we're both hurt. We both did not expect if our partner was in a relationship to be determined to do their second marriage secretly. Their minds were really based on lust not thinking about our laws and feelings.

"Bak don't feel about their relationship?"

I'm shaking. "No, I didn't think anything of them because I believed in both. We're here to have a family. There's no way they're hurting our feelings."

"But that was the day Rani told me about Bang Herman who had come to Nana's house at night according to Yadi's testimony. And it's people's time on break. Even Rani said if she ever saw Herman come out of Nana's house early in the morning."

"That's the day I got eaten up and talked about it to Bang Herman. However, Bang Herman's reply led me to believe. He said he fell asleep there after chatting with Nana about the matter of building the second floor in your house," I obviously remember the events of that time.

"I didn't think about anything back then and completely believed in them. Even Bang Herman sometimes do not spend the night at home and reason often stay at his friend's house. Almost every month he stayed at his friend's house several times and gave him freedom because I believed in my husband. But I didn't expect it to turn out that Bang Herman's been staying at Nana's house and .. You know what they do if they're both," I don't want to detail their relationship that makes me hurt too.

Dana fell silent and rubbed her face roughly. "Then what is your decision at the moment? Survive or release Bang Herman?"

I leaned my back on the chair and stared straight ahead. "I was also confused as to what steps to take for the future of my household."

We both fell silent. I think of my three children if they were to be separated from their father. Are they happy or happy?

And maybe Dana's just as like me.

Come on guys, leave your trail again! hehe...