Happy After I Separated
"FLASHBACKS"

our parents have given each other permission, and even because of our closeness since childhood.

which made both of our parents had wanted to match us in adulthood.

but it was our love that made the plans for our two parents come true before they expressed their plans.

both of our parents decided to marry us after Roni graduated from high school.

because according to Roni's parents, so that his son can get a good job after marriage.

I agreed, we got engaged in front of our family.

at that time I had just graduated Junior High School and Roni entered High School.

we never lost communication. always contact each other, even if just asking for news or eating.

we always talk worthy of his friends as before.not like lovers in general. who are filled with seduction and cribs.

I decided to work even though I did not get permission from Roni and his family because they think I have become their responsibility after the engagement.

but I am sure that I also want to have experience and by working can help raise money for our costs later.

.the end after a long time of talking and convincing.

permission and blessing are also available.

but Roni never forgot to send money even though I was working.

even sometimes the money he sent was not used up. because my needs here are not so much.

because eating drinks has also been prepared.

only occasionally if you want to snack outside.it is not often. because the restaurant is always crowded makes me tired if finished working hours.

getting a long distance relationship does not make us worry about each other.

it was our trust in each other that made us never quarrel.

once upon a time when I was still in the 9th grade

I forgot to do my homework.

because it just so happens today is a day where the famous teacher is fierce and very assertive.even he did not hesitate to scold students in public if wrong.

I was indeed one class with Roni at that time.only Roni sat in the back seat.with 2 of his friends who are currently entrepreneurship with him.

when the task must be collected. I can not dwell. because the task was not done.

Al-yes made the teacher angry with me.

and punishing me. stood in the middle of the field when the lesson started.

the heat was scorching.it felt through the head to my feet.

but when Roni came and stood beside me?

"What are you doing?"

"Nemenin you what else"

"you're in the law too?"

"Yes"

"What color? "

"I also forgot my duties"

I looked into his eyes, and I clearly saw the lie there.

he can't possibly not do the job. Roni is a very good student.

he always got first place.

even in some races at school it always gets a ranking.

in fact, he always said that we must be smart in everything, so as not to be easily empowered by others.

if we are smart, others will appreciate us.

so there was no way he would neglect to do the task.

we stood until the break bell rang.

the children all went out to class to rest or lunch.we still stood staring at the thud in front of us.

up to one Genk child who often bullied and mocked me came.

yes it's Desi and friends.

they came to us and mocked us.

"Jeez. sosweet very yes y'all" he said while laughing with satisfaction.

we did not pay attention to his words. For me and Roni this is just a small Bulian. even Desi had locked me in the bathroom.

after they were satisfied with their bulian, they left us with ridicule and laughed at us.

soon, Roni's friends arrived.

"we envy you guys, it seems like you're really a soul mate"

I responded with just a smile.

"want to buy you a drink?"

"Tar, Roni is really a pity to you. Even he was willing not to give his home duties.just for the sake of your nemenin here" said another.

I guessed it. Roni lied with her words earlier.

I lyrically towards her, and she just shudder signifies not knowing.

this guy's base.

then he took out the money and asked his friend to buy a cold drink.

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about 5 minutes his two friends came with cold drinks.

and Roni gave it to me.

I refused, but he insisted on thirsty to drink quickly.Fearing that he fainted.

I told him to drink.

but he refused. Before I drank he wouldn't drink.

that's what made me melt and Ter loved him so much.

he always put me before him.

I took it and drank it, and after I drank it, he drank it.

I am so lucky to have a man who loves me as much as my father.

he was the man I loved after my father.

our togetherness makes our friends envious.

they always make fun of us..

they say that our love is like the story of Habibi and Ainun.

but I refuse to respond to it.

even 1 time. when I birthday he took the time to go with his friends to see me at work.

surprise and doll gifts that I still keep today.

2 Years working in this restaurant made me have a lot of experience.

not only experience but also new friends and new knowledge as well.

in the year that everyone will be.

the year we wait each year.

that night, I was at work because there was a wedding at the restaurant where I worked.

exactly at 09.00 p.m.

I walked to my mes because I happened to have my work hours over.

and how surprised I was when I got the call that Roni was in an accident.

without a second thought, I asked my father to pick me up.

at that time it felt like my soul was really destroyed.he arrived at the hospital.I could not see Roni who was being handled by doctors and nurses.

at exactly 11.30 p.m. the doctor announced that Roni was dead.

crumple was clear I felt at that time.even this leg was not able to stand perfectly.

both of Roni's parents cried as well as my parents.

this chest feels tight until these eyes begin to feel dark..

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we are now at Roni's house.

chairs lined up outside, neighbors came to worship.not spared our teacher and friends were present.