Happy After I Separated
"DEEDS OF ADIT"

when I was about to get up and go home.I saw Adit also rise.it seems like he will leave.or don't let him go home.

it must be dangerous if he doesn't find my presence at home, he will definitely complain to Dad.

finally, without a second thought, I told her that I was staying at Dad's house.

"Yes Tar is okay, you sleep well there" he replied a moment later.

I saw Adit starting to prepare to go. Where would he go?

But he is not alone but with the two women he screwed together.

the motorbike that Adit was driving was speeding and I began to walk. deliberately I told him that I was at Dad's house because I was afraid if he came home and did not find my whereabouts.

I still do not believe if my husband did as before. Where was Adit who used to be diligent in worship.Where was Adit who used to always put me first, where was Adit who promised to be loyal to me?

is everything he does just to lure me in? is he not as good as I used to be?

and is this the real one?

My feet kept going until there were some motorcycle taxi drivers who had gone.

I see the clock does show at 2 am. this hour usually many traders will shop to the market.

I ordered an ojek to take me.

in my semi-consciousness, I even directed the motorcycle to drive me home.

along the way my mind went in all directions.

until the moment I almost arrived home, I saw Adit's motorbike parked on the porch of the house.

is Adit home?

why did I come back here, if Adit asks I'll answer that I can't sleep at Dad's.

after paying for the motorcycle that I ordered, I walked to the door of the house, but I was surprised to find a woman's sandal at the door.

because my mind had begun to control me. Finally I entered slowly, hoping that no one would notice my presence.

I hope that what is currently ruining my mind is not true!

when I came in. it was disgusting that I even heard ******women who were mutually unpretentious. What were they?

I approached the door of my room, which was not closed.

I peek inside.

I'm surprised I still can't believe what I saw,

I held my mouth open for fear that I could not control my voice.

my husband, he is mixing love like a husband and wife, not even with one woman, but two women!

all I could do was grab my phone and record their activities.

after a long time there, I felt my chest start tight.

I also went to the side of the house, which was only a garden that stretched out.

I kept my mouth shut because I didn't want them to hear my cry.

it was so hard to know the fact that my husband did such a disgusting thing with that woman.

I can still accept if he doesn't give me a living, but this I can't tolerate his deeds.

*******

the clock shows at 03.30 in the morning.it is heard that they are out of the house. with a voice that is made as small as possible.it seems they are afraid if anyone knows their actions.

adit's motorbike drove away from home along with the two women.

soon I came in and cried as I was. I couldn't believe what I saw just now.

a painful betrayal.Even Adit did it in my room?

the tightness in my chest made me lose my mind. I grabbed my phone and just the Desi number I remember right now.

the phone rang for a while before Desi could answer.

"Hallo'" said Desi, who heard that she was asleep.

"Des, get to the house"

"Why Tar, what's up?"

"What's up, please come home now"

the phone was turned off by Desi. for about 15 minutes, Desi arrived with his motor matic.

Desi went straight inside, and immediately hugged me who was deep into crying.

"Tar, what's wrong with you? what's up"

I still haven't answered desi's question. It felt like my mouth was so heavy to say the word. This tightness in my chest really made me want to end my life in an instant.

did Desi ask a few times? what happened to me, my crying began to subside.

But when my mouth was about to speak, my head was so dizzy and then only the darkness I saw.

I don't know what happened, but when I opened my eyes, I was already in the examination room.

I looked around and the window.it seemed to be morning.seen the sunlight that had shone on the earth.

I see behind the glass door. Desi seemed to be talking to the doctor there, who knows what they are talking about.

a few moments later. Desi and the doctor came to me.

"How's mom doing now? is it still dizzy in the head?" ask the doctor.

"Just dizzy a little Doc" ..

"That's a natural thing, the mother's blood is quite low. Maybe the mother lacks rest and there's one that I want to tell you about. The mother is pregnant and the age of the fetus has entered two months"

I couldn't believe what I was hearing, Desi seemed to smile at me.

"Is my Doc pregnant?"

"Yes, Mom."

The doctor left me with Desi. ..

"Cie cie, congratulations ya. I'll finally have a pounding too hhee"

I did not answer Desi's remarks. It feels like this pregnancy did not come on time,. when I want to end my marriage with Adit. why did I even get pregnant?

the betrayal that Adit did I can't forgive. But will my son bear all his father's faults?

will he pay for my selfishness?

but I also don't want to continue to defend this marriage, especially after I learned of Adit's actions last night.

I don't know what I'm gonna do now,

I was just about to hand over the evidence of Adit's actions to my father and mother so that they would know who their dear daughter-in-law was.

but, if this is so? do I have to give in to the welfare of the child I bear, because he is not guilty

"Hey, how come you're dumb? congratulations, you take good care of my prospective ponakan."

"Dec, actually"

Desi seemed to sharpen her eyes.she seemed to catch a strangeness in me.

"What's Tar?"

"Actually, I intend to end my marriage"

"Huh, why? What's the problem, and that's why you're crying"

"My husband proved right what people say, that my husband plays in that shop"

"You investigated your husband?"

"Yes"

"When?"

"Every night"

Desi was surprised by my words.

this is not what? from what I saw last night.

"You can tell your husband to stop drinking in the shop there, that way you'll be good"

"You know?"

I stopped my words that made Desi look curious.what I'm going to tell Desi.

right now he is the closest to me.

if I talk bad Adit to Dad, maybe Dad won't believe it.