Happy After I Separated
"MY WHIMS"

"But Adit's not as good as I'm talking about"

A slap landed on my cheek, which made her feel hot and poignant.

I couldn't believe Dad until he slapped me. He was so angry because I said that Adit wasn't as good as he looked.

.what if I said my desire to divorce.it feels not only will be removed from the family list.maybe I will be killed by Dad.

"Enough Well, what Dad did, Dance is our son" said the mother who broke Dad's anger.

Dad's chest goes up and down quickly.was that angry with me?

"Day't believe you slapped me?"

"That's worth it for you. who can't be grateful. fix yourself and realize your mistakes then you can set foot in this house again"

One word I'm afraid of! You really kicked me out for his daughter-in-law.

"Tari won't admit to a mistake she didn't make"

Dad widened his eyes, and it was his anger at me that began to reach its peak.

mom just shook her head. asked me to shut up.

"Dad willingly decided and threw away Dance for the sake of the man whom I consider an angel, even though his actions are very depraved"

One more slap landed on my cheek.

this time the tears really came out with her rushing.

not only the pain and pain I felt on my cheek, but also the fact that I knew that my father was willing to throw me away for the sake of others?.

"If one day, Dad knows the truth, don't look for Dance, but seek God who shows it well"

I also left Dad's house with tightness in the chest.

all the way through, there were only tears in my eyes, I could not ignore the people who saw me.

when I got home, I slammed my body into my bed and I remembered that I had not eaten all day and there was no rice and no food at home.

I just remembered. I only ate half a portion of porridge this morning. when in the bribe Desi. it was forced by her.

although this stomach does not feel hungry.I cannot torture my baby.he still needs intake in order to be born safely and accompany my day with his laughter.

I also went to the shop next door and bought instant noodles for me to eat with my future children.

with the mouthfuls I forced every mouthful of this noodle also managed to get into my stomach.

"Eating a lot of mama's children, you must be healthy and strong in order to accompany mamah"

I said as I stroked my stomach that did not look pregnant, this,

trying to strengthen yourself is painful.

moreover, healing wounds that had no cure.

not only Adit's actions still shadow me, Father's words were still clearly heard in my ears.

I palpated my cheek, still sore from the slap you gave me earlier.

About 09.00 p.m. Adit was heard coming home.

I heard him open the door to my room and then open the room I now occupy.

"Well, how did you sleep here? why not in that room?" Adit approached me who was lying down while playing my phone.

"What's wrong"

"You're angry, because I didn't come home yesterday.I'm sorry I spent yesterday at my father's house. After I found out you were also staying at Dad's house"

it's smart that you dodge it, but if you're not good at gleaming your tongue, then there's no hatred from my father for me.

"Oh you are struggling? I thought you were here because the bed next room was a mess"

my question made Adit misbehaved.

it was clearly visible from his face.

like a thief caught red-handed.

"Ah time? I miss you so much"

Adit hugged me and almost kissed me on the forehead.I quickly let go of his embrace.

seeing my behavior Adit seemed confused, the reason I never refused to fulfill my obligations.

"I'm in trouble, I'm asking us to sleep apart"

"It's okay just once" she kept pushing me and trying to embrace my waist.

"No. You know it's a sin. You should understand better than you are a child of prayer?"

Adit looked at me and stood out,

I feel disgusted if I have to relate to the man who has been in contact with the woman?

if until they have a deadly disease, of course I will also be infected. and what about the child I bear.

no, I can't harm my son just for the sake of serving a man as big as Adit.

the night passed with me sleeping in my new room.

I only cooked rice from the rice that was left. This time I did not cook vegetables.

"Dear to you" said Adit, who almost kissed me on the forehead.

"Why the hell? Why don't I usually not want to kiss?"

I chose to sit on the terrace and leave Adit alone inside.

a few moments later Adit called me from the kitchen.

"Tar, aren't you cooking? there's no food"

I guessed it before, he must be looking for food.

"Sir"

"Why? what do I eat the same?"

"You bought noodles at the shop there"

"Hem... Yes you bought me dong I laper"

"I'm a males, you bought it yourself"

"Huh. ya already here the money"

I was shameless and did not give me a living, and then betrayed and slandered my parents.

he was still asking for money to fill his stomach.

"Nothing"

"Well, there isn't? you're working"

"I haven't paid"

"You should be sensitive to Tar, you can be kasbon first time I have to be kelaperan gini"

"You're working, why don't you use your own money to support yourself, aren't you ashamed every day just to rely on me? no longer giving a living. Eating should I take responsibility"

I live outside Adit, seen some mother mother in the shop who was shopping glanced at my house.

Adit hurriedly entered when he realized the middle in the eyes of the mother's mother.I quickly entered my new room and closed the door.

"Why did you talk like that? do you want to embarrass me?"

"I'm talking facts,"

"You should understand. I have a lot of needs. anyways what's wrong if you bear the kitchen"

"What need?"

"Yes a lot, and you don't have to know"

"Then, you can still find food for yourself,"

"Absolutely you Tar, what less have I been to you?"

"What are you fighting for?"

my words made Adit silent for a moment.

what did she sacrifice for me?. . Even her mother insulted me in her presence.

"I sacrificed myself to marry you."

"And I didn't ask for it"

"It's so arrogant of you, you think if you're not with me you can get married!"

his words really demean me, as his mother said before, that I would not sell if not married his child.

and now, his son is saying so.

who is he?

if I wanted to, I could marry a man who would appreciate me.

especially if you don't have to give a living.

who wouldn't try?

having a wife without giving it up!.