Happy After I Separated
"MISCARRIAGE"

One week after my move to my new home, I accidentally deactivated my phone number, all of which was intended to make me calmer and not always think about my problems.

The problem of the Desi store that set everything up. I only ordered goods on Anggi through the house.

Thank God, Desi is a good friend.he can be relied on in all things.

His kindness is not in doubt either. I owe him a lot.

Right today I decided to go into the store and see how things are going.

But after I activated my no. either there were a few hundred missed calls from Adit. some incoming messages were inevitable.

"Where are you dancing?"

"Tar, answer my phone?"

"Tar, I'm sorry baby. Where are you?"

"Dear"

"Tar, come on, don't do this"

"Thank you for my phone"

"Tar, how dare you!"

I just read some of the messages that Adit sent. I accidentally did not reply. I think I no longer want to be in touch with him and his family.

my decision has been unanimous. after giving birth I will sue for divorce Adit. It is okay if Dad is angry or even Wrath.after all he is currently angry with me.

a few moments on the way I also arrived at the store. from afar I saw the store was quite crowded.

Praise be to Allah, I give my thanks unceasingly.

"Assalamualaikum" I said as I entered the store.

"Waalaikumusallam" answered simultaneously.

I rushed to sit in a chair with my pregnancy growing up. I started to run out of energy.

The road is a little tired.

I looked at the order book and the sales records.

all is good.no obstacles

"You're healthy Tar?" said Desi approaching me.

"Thank God, I've improved"

"Thank God, have you eaten? can I buy you something?"

"No need Des, thank you"

"Well, I sort it out first yeah"

"Yes"

The day went well. A little bit I helped Desi serve some visitors.

of course with a big stomach makes me a little difficult to move like before.

"Eh," I said, causing Desi to rush up to me.

"What's wrong?"

"Hhee, it's okay, Des. It's motion"

"Taste the hell"

"Yes" .

Desi held my stomach and made sure what I said was true.

"Ih, yes it's like his hands deh" Desi was very enthusiastic.Thank God, you still gave me a good friend like Desi.

"Yes,"

"Look, until it stands out like this, I can't wait to carry it"

"Prophey, wait another two months"

"Yes Tar, you are calm, Dek, later Aunt will take care of you if your mother bothers" said Desi while stroking my stomach.

"Yes aunty" I answered.

When we were joking, my mother-in-law came to the store.

"Oh, here apparently you. basic wife no adab, leave the house without saying goodbye"

Desi was about to approach my in-laws.I could immediately stand it. I don't want any commotion here.

"What do you want here?" I try to stay calm.

"You what? go where you are. Oh don't don't go to your cheating house huh"

"It's not mom's business"

"Bare you yes, just being a lackey here has been belagu. until leaving the house"

"I'm free to stay and go"

"Go home"

"For what? For Hina's mother again, or mother wring again"

My mother-in-law's face had already started to pale. The anger had already begun to overwhelm her.

"If you don't come home, I'll give it to your father"

Plaque..

One slap landed on my cheek.a pain of course. after a week of my departure from the house.this is the first time I got a slap back.

Plaque..

Unsuspectedly. Desi slapped my mother-in-law.I didn't expect her to be stirred with emotion until she dared to slap the old woman.

"Who are you, how dare you slap me?" my in-laws said to Desi.

"That's not much, compared to what you did to Dance"

"Oh, so the woman*****this complains to you"

"Yes, it's lucky you, because I didn't report your actions"

My in-laws looked at Desi with eyes that were almost perfectly out.

I kept trying to calm Desi down, but Desi was still motionless from where she stood.

"I'll make the calculations for you"

"Please, now get out of here and never dare to set your foot here"

Before leaving, my mother-in-law looked at me with hatred.

Desi told me to sit back in the cashier's seat.

"Are you okay Tar?" ask him to make sure.

"It's okay, it's used to me" .

"You can't be like this, you can't just shut up if that little granny slaps you"

"I don't want to fight older people Des"

"Huh, if an older person is like that, you have the right to fight so that the brand does not consider you weak"

"Sorry Des, you got involved because of me"

"That's not a problem,"

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That afternoon I still ignored the words of the in-laws who were still coming to the store.just just told me to go home and curse me.

the debate always takes place between the mother-in-law and Desi.

when desi and I finished closing the shop, we decided to eat a little.

"Eh Tar, I forgot his lock key hasn't been picked up is still hanging" Desi returned to the store.

"I go to the rice shop first, I'll order it" I told Desi.

"Yes," Desi walked a few steps behind me after picking up the shop key.

Bruukkkkc..

Suddenly the pain enveloped me. There was a warm liquid I felt coming out profusely in the forbidden section.

I saw Adit looking at me on his bike.

Why would he hit me?

At first glance I saw Desi crying hugging me and people coming. Samar Samar Adit left me. drove off on his motorcycle.

until the dark is inevitable....

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I do not know how long I lay in the hospital. My head is still dizzy. I see Desi sitting while playing her phone.

he still didn't realize I was conscious, but there was one strangeness I felt.

My stomach, I feel my stomach no, nothing what? where is my baby. Have I given birth?

I can't wait to hug and kiss her.

"Dec,"

"TARI, thank God you've come to your senses"

"Where is my son Des, have I given birth? I can't wait to hug her"

Desi didn't answer my question, she just looked down without saying a word.

"Des?"

"You're patient, I'm sorry I can't take care of my nephew"

Desi was sobbing in tears as she continued to apologize to me. Actually what happened? why is Desi crying and where is my baby.

"What do you mean Des? where's my baby"

"We've lost her Tar, the accident made your womb miscarry"

Jamb..

Like there was lightning striking me right in the heart.

desi's words seemed to make my world really collapse...

Sinful what am I?

until I was not allowed to take care of my baby for a while, even I did not get a chance to see it...