Happy After I Separated
"REQUESTING A MAMAH PERMIT"

Today, I decided to meet Sinta, after my working hours were over. I told Sinta and decided to meet her at the Cafe yesterday.

Of course Mamah did not know that I met Sinta. if mamah to find out, of course he would scold me because mamah knew Sinta was married.

About 10 minutes wait in this cafe.

Sinta also arrived.

By wearing a tight shirt and jeans that are not so tight. combined with pasmina wrapped around her neck.

"Hi Bim, you've been waiting a long time?" say yes while sitting in front of me.

"It's okay, Sin, what's the matter?" my answer.

"No, I just want to meet you" he said.

"What if your husband finds out you met me? he won't be angry" I replied.

"He won't know, he's a bad husband.he doesn't care about me at all Bim. I'm so sorry to be married to him" he said

"Why do you say that? what happened to your husband?" my answer.

"He was Bim's evil husband, he used to scold me and yell at me and didn't even give me money for the house" she said.

"Then, what about your son?" my answer.

"They were taken care of by my husband's mother.I wasn't even allowed to take care of my son's child" she said, wiping her tears.

I don't think, the household life of this woman I love is so miserable.I guess she lives happily. he was not allowed to take care of his children.

"Why didn't you report your husband? does your family know?" my spoken.

"No, I don't want to make my family burdened with my problems" he replied.

"Then, what are you going to do?" my spoken.

" I don't know what Bim is, I actually want to divorce my husband, but I don't want to be away from my son. if I go separate ways, I will definitely not be able to meet my child" he replied.

We continued to chat, until we remember when the school was first.he was so famous as the chairman of OSIS. until many admired him and of course I was one of them.

But I was not lucky.he rejected me. because I was very ugly first. I guess after almost two years did not meet. Sinta is happy with her new life, but everything is inversely proportional.she suffers so much that she makes me feel the pain she feels.

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After our meeting, Sinta and I often met and walked together. I think Sinta has started to like me. but her status is still someone else's wife. if my boss knows I am close to someone's wife. I can be doubted and can be dishonorably stopped.

However, I was so happy when I met Sinta. how not, she was my first love.

That day.......

"Bim, do you want to be my girlfriend?" suddenly Sinta's words made me choke.

"What?" my answer.

"Bim, I really love you" he said.

"Aren't you still married to Sinta?" my answer.

"I'm taking care of my separation letter, if you want to be my husband I'll be strong apart" he said, holding my hand.

I could not refuse Sinta's invitation, however much I loved her. Especially during these almost three months we always walk and meet. makes me love this woman more and more.

"I want to sin" I replied

"really? you want to be Bim's girlfriend and husband" he said.

"Yes, but before that. You should have already settled your divorce with your husband. Child matters I'll help you take care of your child's custody" I replied.

As if I got an immeasurable news.my heart is now so happy.I finally can have a woman who from the school era has stolen my heart.

I didn't tell mama about my relationship with Sinta, but not mamah if she doesn't know for herself.

"Today you notice you come home late, and often receive calls and spend time on your phone screen?" tanya mamah arrived.

"Bima is doing a lot of work, so come home late. "my answer is evasive.

"You're not lying to Mom, are you?" he said he was looking for the truth in my eyes.

"Listen son, you're in your stomach for 9 months, you're breastfeeding for 2 years. Mom always stay up until you're 5. and mama who raised you with her hands and sweat mamah, from you in 6th grade Elementary.so who knows you better than mamah?" he said it that made me unable to pucker up.

Mamah kept looking at me without turning her face away from me.

"If you feel mamah don't need to know what? I just hope what you do is the truth" he said

"Mah.." I replied.

"What?" said it.

"Will you be angry?" my answer.

"Mamah will not be angry with you, son, you are the only mama soulmate" he said.

"Well, actually Bima is in a relationship with Sinta" I replied.

I saw my face change.

"what's mad mama?" I asked mamah, because for a while mamah was silent.

"Have you forgotten that Sinta is married?" answer with a flat face.

"Bima knows mah, but Sinta is in the process of divorcing her husband" I said

"Are you the cause of their divorce?" the answer.

"No mah, before we were in a relationship Sinta had decided to divorce her husband because her husband was very bad. and Sinta could not take care of her children" I said.

"Have you investigated all of this?" answerable

"No mah, Bima felt no need to seek the truth because Bima strongly believes in Sinta. Bima knows him mah" I said

"That's how big you feel in your heart for Sinta son?" he answered with a still flat look.

"Well, Bima really loves Sinta. mamah knows that all this time Bima can not forget Sinta in the heart of Bima. and maybe now when Bima united with Sinta" I said.

"If you have made such a decision, can you still say?" he replied as he walked away leaving me.

Are you angry at my decision?

but I can't fight my feelings.

Three Months Later.......

Sinta's divorce trial was over. I brought Sinta to meet mamah. although lately the attitude of mamah changed.he no longer asked when I came home, or what would I eat today?

didn't even ask why I came home at night?

when I was home, I noticed that my mother was in front of the TV. I and I went inside. I asked Sinta to kiss my mother's hand. at first he refused, but for a long time he followed my orders.

For a while there was no chatter between the three of us.

"mah" I said trying to melt this stiff atmosphere.

"What?" he kept seeing the TV.

"Bima wants to propose to Sinta" I said.

Instantly his mama's face changed, he looked ahead with a view I could not understand.

"Then?" the answer.

"Did mama agree? if mama agrees. Bima will apply for Sinta with money from Bima's salary" I said.

"Is your money still there? wasn't it all this time that you've been wasting your paycheck on her expenses?" mamah's reply instantly shocked me.

How did mama know?

indeed, all this time I often throw away my salary to fulfill Sinta's wishes, even spelled out the cost of living is very high.he did not even hesitate to ask for arisan and gather with his friends. which can cost up to 3 to 5 millions.

but, all this time I never told mama, then mamah knows where?

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