
the clock was seven o'clock in the evening and Desi and I decided to go home.
after saying goodbye to Anita, Desi and I walked home.
"You're feeling weird, didn't Anita know her in-laws' house?"
"Yes I feel weird too"
after walking a few meters from the hospital, we finally found the base object.
we boarded it and went home to each other along the way my mind was disturbed by Anita's words.
how could he not know who his in-laws were?
when I got home, I turned on all the lights and prepared to clean myself.
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one month this store was finally crowded by visitors. instead I had to order a business package on Anggi 2 days once.
if compared to my spending helping Anita first. this is really more.
Allah will not sleep if we give alms sincerely without expecting a reply, surely Allah will ease our fortune.
I am so grateful that I can save for my future.
because of the condition of the store that is always crowded with visitors, I finally asked Desi to stay to help me in the store.
without any rejection Desi also received her. of course she was selling to be a reseller.
when the state of the store was a little quiet.just left a few visitors. arrived Desi pulled my hand.
"That's Anita's husband" Desi said, pointing to a man standing across the street.
"Which one?"
"That's wearing a black jacket"
after my eyes went around, I finally found a figure who was standing across the street and turned his back to our shop.
but why does that jacket look like the one Adit wore this morning?
ahh do not think that is not. lest I make the same mistake one month ago.who suspected Anita because of the box meal.
.
"I can't see his face? you're sure he's the one"
"Yes, he was facing here, so I know him"
when the middle of the pokus saw the man, I was shocked by the hand that touched my shoulder.
it was a visitor who wanted to pay.
finally my detective show is over.
after finishing with the buyer.I walked forward and the figure was already not in his place.
"What's it looking for, ma'am?" said Desi while being soft.
"Ahh no. I'm just curious about Anita's husband?"
"What would you like to do if you met?"
"You want me to slap him with flip flops.Let him know his degree don't want to abandon the wife's child"
"Waduh. serem is also hee"
we also joked while tidying up some clothes that had been messy.
"Des. Should I hire Anita here? than he's unemployed.after all here is also crowded continue."
"It's up to you to pay."
"How do you think?"
"It's good that Anita has work, so she can support her child"
after talking to Desi and asking for her advice, I will think back before making a decision.
after the store closed, Desi and I separated at a crossroads.
when I got home, I had my mother-in-law on the porch.
geez I have to mentally prepare to listen to his babble.
"where are you from?"
he didn't answer my greetings, he asked?
"Dance to work, ma'am"
I opened the door of the house and entered and allowed my in-laws to enter as well.
"Where's edit? is he not home yet?"
"Adit won't be coming home at this time ma'am, he always comes home early"
"What's? Adit came home early in the morning. are you not looking for him or worried about it. Why even relax gini?"
"How should dance, Mom?" I said as I walked into the kitchen to get some water for him.
"Yes as a wife pay attention to her husband dong. when the husband comes home late at night there is no intention for nyariin"
"It's good to be ma'am"
"Know where you are?"
"If you are curious.try looking at the market later there is a coffee shop at the Adit intersection must be there"
instantly my in-laws were silent, he did not answer or blame me anymore.
"Eat you if you become the right wife so the husband does not wander"
"What's true, how's Mom?"
"Yes you must obey your husband equally"
am I trying less? having a husband but foraging for themselves.seeking for their own needs and kitchen.
even this one month Adit did not give me money at all. he knew I worked and had a salary of 300 thousand. Then he did not give me a living.
"Dance less so, Mom? working for money to eat Dance and husband, looking for the needs of his own home.In fact, it has been one month Adit does not give a living"
deliberately I talk so. so that my in-laws realize that the mistakes that their children make do not always have to be justified.
and the truth that I do should not be denigrated.
"Why did you become Tar's calculating wife?"
"Day no calculations. just talk the truth"
"What's wrong if you make money to eat you and Adit?"
"Not wrong. the wrong thought of the mother's child. can usually give a living not even up to a quarter of his salary"
"You're still talking about that"
"If mother were not like this. Dance was reluctant to discuss it"
I saw the face of my father-in-law that was red, it signified that he was angry.
it is not a strange thing.the reason every time he comes must always be so.
"I'm going to complain to your parents about your disrespectful attitude toward the in-laws"
with a high speech.he walked out of the house and was not going where?
honestly I am getting tired.tired with this marriage.how not to be tired. all this time I spend funds for the needs of home and food.
I have a husband, but he doesn't want to give me a living.
added again with his attitude which now makes me start to grow furious.
he was married.is it appropriate if every day just gather with friends his friends until home late at night.
even at the time of his salary is quite large, he did not participate in the least to help me even though just to pay for electricity.
and added again with the attitude of the mother-in-law who every time insulted me, humiliated me, and always blamed me in everything.
I want to end it all, but what I'm gonna tell Dad, he's not gonna take it.
I know Dad didn't believe anyone else's words easily before he saw his own.
but how?
I dropped my body on the bed, hoping it would all end well.
I hope my marriage will be okay and everything changes.