Happy After I Separated
"MY ATTITUDE"

"Then where is he?" I said without looking at Anita.

"I don't know Tar" he said, bowing

"At a time like this he should be around"

Anita just glanced at me. Maybe she was shocked at my change in attitude.

I just can't stop thinking. already know his son is sick instead of his coming home even don't know where his whereabouts.

what a pity Adinda's fate.

she has a mother who willingly lets herself fight for life.

and the father who doesn't know where he is even feeding his family doesn't seem to.

I hope I don't meet that guy, because I don't know what I'll say if I meet him.

the doctor has not been out for an hour.

I don't know what they're doing in there, I hope they give me some good news.

the clock is 07.00pm and the doctor is still not out. I see Anita still sitting down.

"Take this. You eat first outside let me wait here because I will go home" I said while giving money.

"I'm not a Tar laper"

"Eat first even a little. if you are sick will be more troublesome later"

Anita just looked at me. I don't know what she thinks of me. I don't care.

I don't know why I'm disappointed in his attitude towards his own son.

Anita took the money from me and walked out of the hospital.

about 15 minutes Anita left, she came back

when I got up from my seat I was going home.the doctor who handled my sister came out.

"Dok. how?" I'm just impatient.

"Look ma'am, the condition of the mother's daughter is very weak.more than no food that goes in for a long time. when I examine the hull.for some time we will move it to the ICU room. to get more accurate handling."

"Well doc. do your best"

"Good ma'am, please take care of the transfer"

I also took Anita to the registration section to move Adinda. because it happened that Anita knew their data.

after everything was done, and I saw Adinda was brought some nurses to move.

I saw that little girl just shut up without a wiggle.

with an infusion hose attached to his hand, and an oxygen hose that helped him breathe.

I can't imagine how much pain she felt. had to endure hunger for 3 days before she got sick and had to survive and die for 7 days.

after delivering Adinda to the ICU room, I also paid back to Anita.

"I want to go home. You keep it here and I hope you don't stay with Adinda"

"I won't go Tar. Thanks a lot and sorry I always bother you"

"Yes"

I also walked home when I was out of the hospital. I was confused looking for public transportation. about 5 minutes walking to find an ojek that can take me home.

finally my wait arrived.I saw there were some ojek who were riding at the crossroads.

it didn't take long for me to approach them and order to be delivered home.

all the way my mind was still disturbed by the fate of Adinda. somehow she suffered at a very young age.

when I passed the market, I saw Adit was in the shop with some people.

I stopped the motor speed across the road to make it easy to see them.

and luckily Adit was not aware of my existence because his position was turned back to me.

but when I look at it for 3 minutes, I can't find any sign of liquor there.

Ah maybe the mother's vision was wrong, or maybe they were wrong because I saw Adit just chatting and laughing.

I brought back the motorcycle I rented.

until arriving at the home.

and after I paid the motorcycle and was about to enter, my steps stopped when a voice called out to me.

"Neng." call the rice seller's mother.

I read that he ran a little towards me.

"Yes ma'am, what's wrong?"

"So there's a neng in-law who's a girl here, but there's no one"

waduh.so mother-in-law came.

of course this will be a weapon that is ready to hit me. surely he will say more painful again.

"Oh yes, ma'am. long ago here?"

"Lumayan lama. was waiting at mom's shop"

"Oh yes ma'am I just happened to send my friend. his son is critical"

"Oh my goodness neng. But looks like in-laws like to say yes?"

What does this mother mean? why did he say that? don't don't let mother-in-law make a move here.

geez, this is how it feels to have in-laws.if I know this, I will not obey my father's desire to get married.

"How do you mean, ma'am?" ask me I don't understand

"Yes so it was her in-laws neng. nonggain neng continued"

I guess, my mother-in-law likes to talk about me behind the back. If her attitude in front is so. what else behind.

"How's Mom, by the way?"

"Sorry yes neng. he said that neng was stingy with husband.until husband neng did not hold money for a real motorbike"

geez, he could have twisted the facts

. said that I was stingy. whereas his stingy son who gave me a living 300 thousand every month.

"Let's just say ma'am, maybe he's in a lot of trouble" I said trying to be wise.

"Yes neng."

I walked into the house and left the rice seller's mother.

afraid if long time I'm outside.I will be provoked, let alone my emotions are not okay.

when entering the house. I immediately turn on all the lights. because by chance before I left earlier. nothing I turned on.

I immediately slammed my body into the bed. It feels so tired today.

tired of body and mind if it is explained.

after feeling quite calm, I also walked to the bathroom to take a shower.

I wish this water could take away everything I see and hear today, hoping I could forget all about it.

why does my mother-in-law hate me so much. until she uglyly impale me on this person.what does she mean?

what does he want if I am hated and looked down upon by the people here.

somehow thinking of himself.if he really does not like me. why previously he allowed his son in a match with me?

she should have rejected this matchmaking from the beginning, not judged me after her!.

thinking about my mother-in-law this makes my head even more dizzy.I also stopped my bath and walked to the room.