Happy After I Separated
"FIRST DAY AT HOME"

along the way, we did not talk to each other.Even to get acquainted did not cross my mind.

until we arrived at a house that looked simple.

with brick walls that have not been on the wall. this house does not look managed a lot of grass that grows high.

I got off the bike and was followed by him and then he unlocked the door of his house and allowed me to enter.

although this leg is reluctant to step, but I must still obey his orders.

I stepped inside and saw a very dirty floor and there were two bedrooms.

I kept silent, still hoping that this was all just a dream.he seemed to enter my big bag.

and put it in the main room.

he allowed me to rest in my room, and I entered without speaking.

it seems there is already a mattress and wardrobe that looks new.may be purchased.

I sat on the bed and looked at the whole room.

how am I going to live my life with people I just met?

the tiredness felt by my body and soul makes me want to lie on a soft mattress.I think I want to release all the burdens of life.

I also lay down. looked at the roof of the room that looks paint from the ceiling has begun to fade.

I also woke up in the middle of the night.

I reached into my bag and took my phone. I saw the clock show at 11:00 p.m

the hunger that I felt made me unable to fall asleep again, especially I have not eaten all day.

this afternoon I was offered a meal, but I refused. don't eat. just talk I'm reluctant.

but at this time, my stomach really feels hungry.I also stepped outside the room.

I wish there were food vendors passing by.

but no. there is no sign of a human being who is on the move at this hour.

with my hand on my stomach, I went back into the room.

and seen. Adit is sitting.

he looked at me. I quickly threw away my face and walked quickly to my bed.

I busied myself playing with my phone, and he kept his eyes on me.

don't let what I'm afraid will happen tonight.

"why tar? how to hold the stomach? you hungry?" asked Adit in a soft voice.

I just shook my head when I was hungry.

"ohh.iya if it's okay."

when he was about to go back to sleep, my pesky stomach even rang.

"kkrr"

I suddenly widened my eyes, and he seemed to sit back while looking at me.

"hehehe..are you hungry tar? as far as I know at this hour there will be no food vendors passing by, if you want me to be looking?"

I just kept quiet, did not say what he said, even though I was hungry, I could not ask him to find food for me to eat.

without speaking again, he went out of the room.it appears he went towards the back.

and there was the sound of the stove on.

I don't know what he did there?

after a while, he came in with a bowl of instant noodles and a bottle of water in his hand.

now he sits in front of me. I feel awkward, then back off a little while continuing to play my phone.

"this is you eat this first, make a wedge of stomach. tomorrow morning I'll get food"

he handed the bowl of noodles, though,

I'm still very upset as to why he accepted this match.

because for a while I did not welcome his homemade noodles, he put it in front of me and walked back to sleep.

my great sense of prestige discouraged me from eating his cooking. Moreover I was very upset with him.

but the aroma of the noodle seasoning looks very delicious.

especially I'm so hungry.

I looked at him, and saw that he was asleep.

I put my cell phone down and took the bowl of noodles.I inhaled the smell was very good.

and I very carefully scooped the noodles very slowly, hoping he would not wake up and caught me eating.

bribe after mouthful of this instant noodle into my mouth. a very good sauce to suck.

when the last bribe. it turns out he was looking at me. I was shocked and shocked. because it turns out from earlier he was watching me.

with a smile, he thrust a tissue at me,

I rushed to put the empty noodle bowl on the cosmetic table and drank water from the bottle he had brought.

damn why I got off guard

I lay down to avoid her.I lay behind her but at a glance I heard that she was laughing.

I saw the clock on my phone showing at 12.30 p.m.

then I opened an application in green and logo the phone.

since morning I have not activated my WhatsApp,

when I opened it turned out to be a lot of incoming messages from some of my friends.

they made fun of me because it was going to be my first night.

"cciieee, who wants the first night, don't forget to pray" he said, mistaking my friend

"don't forget the door and window locks"

and some messages I didn't read

what are they thinking? do they think I'm going to have the first night.

they were really strange.had known that I married without love and did not even know my husband.

yes, I will be happy as a newlywed couple.

I closed the app again.

and the eyes started to weigh, probably because my stomach was full.

I finally fell asleep too.

until I woke up to the sound of a cock crowing.with heavy eyes.I took my phone.and saw the clock at 04.00 in the morning.

I'm lazy to wake up. Especially the cold air that se will stab.

I pulled back my blanket and closed my eyes.

it turned out that Adit was no longer in the room.

I had no idea he was gone, but a few moments later he came back with wet hair.

he then goes to the closet and picks up Koko's clothes and prayer mats.

it turns out that he will be performing dawn prayers.

he came out of the room and the sound of the front door was closed.Maybe he will pray in the mosque.

I went on to sleep, without ignoring him.

until it did not feel. it was morning. The sunlight that entered from the window between the bedroom woke my sleep.

it seems like it's morning.

I sat down for a moment and looked at my phone at 07.00 in the morning.