Happy After I Separated
"IN-LAW'S VISIT"

"Assalamualaikum" said from the outside.

"Waalaikumusallam" I replied.

"Sir Ma'am, let's go in"

"Yes Tar"

my two in-laws looked confused in this middle room

a lot of clothes were blotted out.

these are all the things I sell.

"This what? Lots of new clothes" asked the mother-in-law.

"It's mom. Dance now sells clothes"

"Oh Dance sales. great yes you son. hopefully selling sweet yes" said the father-in-law.

the opposite, the mother-in-law seems to show a less liking face.

"It should be if the sale. his clothes are not stacked gini. so messy" said the mother-in-law

of course I guessed it would be a little piercing.

"Yes Ma'am. later Tari buy a shelf to be neat"

"Hem. good that you sell. so do not rely too much on the husband"

I didn't know that my son rarely gave me money.

but fortunately his father-in-law was very good.Sometimes he delivered fish rice and money to me.

said Adit's father-in-law was still young in fear of his he did not know the obligation about the living.

if Adit's young then I'm still a baby.

our age is 5 years apart.

I also serve water and some snacks of course after I finish all my sales.

"You're not pregnant Tar?" the question that immediately made me surprised was not playing.

"Yet, perhaps God has not given you that opportunity"

"You're right dong. don't be too busy with your business. Besides, how much profit gini business at most."

"Yes Ma'am"

"We want Timang, Adit's grandson. Umaya, who married recently, you still do not get pregnant"

"Udah is Mom. His name is also not in the love of God" said the father who defended me.

I just kept quiet hearing my mother-in-law's words.

it is clear umaya will give birth to married people

I try to give my best.

so as not to be the talk of later.

because I know the attitude of people like my mother-in-law must like to belittle others.

about 2 hours of father and mother-in-law visits.

they finally came home too.

it was also hot to hear her babble again about pregnancy.

how do I know try. people God has not given me confidence yet.why again

when I returned to choosing clothes that had been ordered.

Desi and two of her friends came.

"Dreams continue.until we come just don't know" he protested.

"Who's daydreaming.no really. I'm just tired"

"Not be too busy"

"Yes"

"Let me pick up and choose my own order"

Desi took my place this time.

he picked and put the clothes he ordered into a large plastic bag.

about 30 minutes. Desi came home with what she had ordered.

surely he who has a myriad of kepo it will not be satisfied before interrogating me. moreover I had time to put a sour face.

and finally I told him about wanting my in-laws to have grandchildren from his son, who certainly got thousands of taunts from Desi.

after struggling with my efforts all day, fatigue enveloped my body.

my mother-in-law's words still irritate my ears.

does he seem to dislike me, or is that his attitude?

instead of thinking about what not to do, I take a shower and eat.

after spending 15 minutes cleaning myself, I was done.

*********

it's been three months. Adit gives money a living always less.

even once during one week he did not give a living at all.

his words are always the same.

"You used your money to eat. I'm not holding money"

I also don't think much about the living.

for me my income is enough to cover our needs.

at the end of the day Adit always comes home late at night.

sometimes he never came home at all.

I was worried at that time. Try to stay calm and keep a positive mind.

the distance between work and home is far away.

until then I found Adit coming home at dawn.

his face looked very tired.

it made me stop myself to ask a lot of questions

it's all right, the most important thing is that he's gone home, so I don't have to ask him much.

maybe his bike had a problem on the way home.

that morning, I woke Adit up for breakfast.

"Dit. Let's get up first we have breakfast"

"Eemm is Tar. What time is it?"

"it's 8 in the morning"

"what?"

Adit seemed surprised by my answer, his eyes were wide open.

it surprised me.

"why?"

"Kok you didn't wake me up Tar! I have to do this job bad luck.how the hell are you"

"i thought you were off today?"

"When I'm on holiday I want to get money from where to support you"

Adit passed away leaving me with a million guilt.

have I been so troublesome all this time.

am I just a burden to him?

why does it hurt so much when he says things in such a way.

I tried to calm down and prepare clothes for Adit to wear.

and prepare breakfast for her.

about 5 minutes Adit came out of the bathroom.

but he wasn't wearing the clothes I had.

never happened, he worked wearing jeans and a shirt.

what possible?

ahhh no. I don't think badly of my own husband.

"T-Shirt on that shirt?"

"Why did he? before work I want to condol first"

"Oh yes.where to go? am I not coming?"

"Don't do it. You're at home anyway.you'll have to sell.and I'll also work directly"

"All right"

Adit remains prepared by combing hair and wearing perfume.

a habit that never happened.

"It's breakfast first.I'm cooking"

"Don't go chasing"

"but I've prepared you to eat a little. let's not catch a cold"

"Later on Tar. Oh, do you have a stash, right? I haven't paid for the condo and bought gasoline"

"What if you don't have money?"

"if I had no minjem to you"

"how much?"

"500 thousand only"

I'm surprised, not that I don't want to give it.

but that money is big enough for me because I only profit 5 to 7 thousand from each of my products.

"500 grand? "

"Yes 500 grand. You have, right?"

"there are but these are for our needs"

"Udah lah. here in the first money. later also I change"

I can only resign and give the money Adit asked for.

during these three months he rarely gave me money.

I can even calculate how much nominal he gave.