Happy After I Separated
"MY GREATEST DECISION"

"When you play home" I bargained with Desi.

"Later I play deh. should be mumpung now you are here. play yu to my house" answered his enthusiast

"Where are you?"

"Don't think much"

I also accept Desi's invitation does not hurt either right.maybe we will be close after this. it is not good if you continue to fight.

especially considering the past.

I also drove a motor to the house desi.tak long we arrived.

looks a house that has been minimalist with flowers neatly arranged in the yard of the house.

"Ayoo in" he bargained

"Yes"

I was also allowed to sit in the guest chair.

desi's house looks very neat.

"What do you want to drink?"

"Ahh no. I've been drinking a lot"

"You want to eat"

"other times"

about an hour I talked to Desi.

hopefully our relationship will improve after this.

"I'm going home first"

"hhh really good at playing"

"later play again."

"Yes already"

I got on my bike and was about to walk home.

desi's remarks about Anita made me a little burdened.why is Anita so? what because of love she is willing to be the second woman if it is true news about her.

should she as a woman know how it feels?

but hopefully all of that is wrong.

hopefully Anita's husband is not a married man.

but I remember Desi's words.

because he chose not to rush to get married because he was afraid to choose a husband

and strangely I even told her about my marriage?

so stupid of me.

but Desi's answer got me thinking.

for the past 4 months I have been suing Adit.

"Jeez Tar. should if you do not accept this marriage you refuse from the beginning.not even silent but torturing others.such as your husband love you deh same you. that's why he's willing to wait the first night for 4 months"

desi's words seemed to ring in my ears.

it's true that there's also.I shouldn't involve Adit in this matter.

he is also a victim.

"you've accepted him, and he's your husband again."

again Desi's speech penetrated my brain.

I'd better start all over from the beginning.

I had no other choice.

parting ways I can't because Adit's been nice to me all along.

maybe Dad was right. Adit's a good guy

and I can be happy with him.

isn't everything too fast for me?

will my decision not make me regret it in the future?

especially the words of my mother-in-law who called me barren before knowing the truth.

*********

along the way my brain was disturbed by Desi's speech.

now I'm home.

the smell of smell came from within.

when I entered, Adit was busy in the kitchen.

"What are you doing?"

"Oh you're home. Here I'm cooking fried rice. "

"Do you want to help me?"

"Can you help me taste less?"

after I finished cooking, Adit invited me to eat in the tv room.

and sure enough my estimation must be the cuisine is delicious.

"Enak" said.

"Eemm, why don't you go find another woman?"

my words arrived, which made him choke a little.

"Kok you said that?"

"Over these 4 months, you won't get your rights from me. Have you no intention of looking for another woman"

"I'm married not for that, but for worship.if you're not ready then I'll wait"

"Until when?"

"Until you want to"

"I don't know? I'm honestly starting to be amazed by your attitude, but I don't think it's like it"

"then?"

"maybe it's just admiration"

"I love you so much Tar"

adit's words that surprised me.

I'm surprised not to play, because he can usually say that

yes, although it is not wrong if the husband expresses love to his wife.

"You want to accept me?" said again.

"i don't know. It feels all too soon.Give me 1 week to think about it all"

I walked away from Adit with his question.

I entered the room with a thousand questions in my mind.

one Week I'm proposing.

can I love him in such short time?

but if it is true that I have sinned for leaving my duty to my husband.

what Desi said before.

am I not getting worse?

I can judge Anita for marrying someone's husband.

but I do not reflect. how bad I have left that obligation?

this question drives me a little crazy.

I think I'm going to be really crazy..

am I going to betray Roni.

am I really gonna keep Roni out of my life.

all these questions give me a headache.

I finally decided to lie down.

*********

That week is over.

for that one week. Adit seems to be acting ordinary.

he still put me first.

he even gave me some gifts

and take me to a pretty good place.

she told me that she did not want to date and chose the wrong woman.

because he believes that his father's choice must be the best.

especially when she found out that I was resisting this match, she did not back down because she said she felt what I felt.

losing someone is not an easy thing.it is because he remained faithful waiting for me all this time.because he knows I love Roni very much.

and I would have done the same to her if I had accepted her later.

that's what Adit said...

a little bit of making my mind travel.

is it true what Dad said.

he really is a good man.

"Well, I'm sorry, all this time if I wronged you. I didn't mean to.

and teach me to accept you a little"

the decision I made still leaves a bit of a heavy heart.

but I can't keep this up.

on the 5th day of our wedding.

a very big decision was made.

I opened a new chapter in my life.

a piece I hope is the best decision.

right that night, I gave my whole life and body to the man who married me 5 months ago...

I made this big decision after several times thinking about it.

I hope what I take will be the best path for me.