Happy After I Separated
"FRIGHTNESS DADDY"

Because the tightness in the chest is so torturing me. especially I do not know who to say it to. The end of Desi is the place where I express all of it.

All the things I told Desi, including the behavior that Adit did last night at home.

Desi seemed to put on an annoyed face and could not believe what I was talking about, many times she shook her head.

"Pardon Tar, I didn't expect your husband to commit adultery!"

"I still don't believe it"

"I guess he's just drinking there, not to the point of playing girls"

"Yes Des"

"Keep what are you going to do now?"

"I'd like to divorce my husband but I can't sacrifice my son"

Desi was silent for a moment.Maybe he was confused what to do?

the chapter is I also do not know what to do, continue my household with the fact that I know that my husband is not as good as I see, with the fact that I know my husband is not as good as I see,

or choose to stop, continue my life with my unborn baby, but what if my son someday asks for the whereabouts of his father?

What more will you believe my words? it doesn't feel like she's going to easily accept my divorce with Adit.

"Let me think about it later Des, I feel like my head is so dizzy"

"Yes, you don't think much. Remember now you are not alone but there is a baby in your stomach that you have to take care of"

"Yes Des,"

The clock was at 11.00 pm and I was allowed to go home, between them by Desi using his motor matic.we got home, too,

don't know why? my chest felt tight again after coming back and entering the house.

with all my might, I tried to forget what I saw last night.

"Des, can you help me one more time"

"Yes, what?"

"I want to move all my belongings to the next room, I feel disgusted if I have to sleep in that place"

"Yes, I get it. Well I'm helping you"

We moved all my clothes to the next room, and brought all my belongings to my new room.

about 2 hours of our work was completed. I think I have a lot of trouble Desi, it seems,

"Thank you so much Des, you've helped so much"

"It's the same, don't hesitate if you need what?"

"Oh yes Des, can you please get me a motor matic? whatever the brand, the origin is still good and not so expensive"

"For what?"

"Where to take me, I can't keep walking even if I'm just going to the store"

"Oh yeah, well I'll find ya"

"Yes"

after Desi's return. now there is only me in this house alone.just friends with silence.which continues to bring me to remember the events of last night.

I have to go to Dad's house, and ask him if it's really Dad who asked Adit to marry me?

all these secrets must be revealed, I can't be at peace knowing the truth behind me.

after cleaning up, I called the taxi that used to drive me.

along the way, would you be angry if I asked?

but, I have to prove what mother-in-law said is true!

when I got home, I saw Dad sitting on the porch with a slightly dislike look,

why did Dad change this way?

she would rather stay away from her daughter and be hostile to her than seek the truth of her daughter-in-law's words.

"Assalamualaikum" I said as I approached my father, and welcomed his hand.

"Waalaikumusallam, why are you here?" answer me ketus.

"Is there anything that Dance wants to ask Dad?"

"What?"

I went in first and called my mother who was in the kitchen.

"Mom, bring us some guests' drinking water"

O God, how much hatred Father has for me, and how much slander my husband and my in-laws created.until breaking the rope of love between Father to his daughter.

I tried to hold back the tightness that began to feel in the chest. Dad thinks I'm a guest, more precisely.

Mother also came with water, maybe she thought Dad's words were right, who came was a guest and not me?

Mom just dumbfounded to know I was the guest I meant.

I greeted my mother and kissed her hand.

"It's been a long time Tar? you've eaten"

"He won't be long Mom, there's only a need for a moment"

I haven't answered my mother's questions. Dad answered him first.

Apparently you don't like me being here long.

"It's okay Mom, Dance has eaten and there's only need that Dance should ask?"

Mom just sat down, too,

"Sorry before Well, if the arrival of Tari interfered, Tari just wanted to ask if it was true that Dad asked Adit to marry Tari. by coming to their house?"

I think my question is enough,

I just kept quiet and didn't say anything.

a few minutes passed. There was only silence here. Dad didn't answer my question at all.

"Please answer Well"

Mother was just confused by my question.Maybe mother did not know the truth.

mom looked at Dad just as closely as me.

"Yes, why? you want to take that matter, and you want to make that an excuse to be a bad wife and daughter-in-law?"

"So right, you were begging to ask Adit to marry me?"

"You think, will anyone marry you to your condition who keeps thinking about a dead man?"

"Dance just takes time to forget it Well"

"Until when, until you die for shame"

"Thy? You ashamed to have Dance?"

"You know, they're talking about Dad having a crazy daughter"

" And you believe that Dance is crazy?"

My father just kept quiet and didn't answer my questions. I just bowed down without saying a word.

the clear circle that I had been holding since then, I finally could no longer hold.

it flows by itself.

I never thought Dad thought I was crazy!

I just need time, to accept all the harsh realities of losing Roni.

what to do, Dad married me to a man like Adit.

"Dari is inexhaustible, the father that Tari respects and cares for. considers Dance unhealthy and married Tari to a man like Adit"

brugh...

Dad kicked down the table in front of us, which shocked me so much mom, he widened his eyes and looked at me.

"Quite Dance, Adit is a good man and Sholeh. he is willing to marry you who are always tied to the dead.

even he was willing to do anything for you, even to sleep in a separate room, and now you can talk like that"

I didn't think Adit told Dad everything, not that he said let us just know, it wasn't just playing behind me. but she also denigrated me and told me about the disgrace of our household,

Great you Dit!

I don't even know the truth about you?

can you create a gap between a child and a parent?

Can I keep my marriage after what I heard!