Happy After I Separated
"NIGHT MARKET"

finally I decided to accept Adit's invitation. There might not be any harm.

after a long struggle with my own thoughts, I finally came out to meet Adit who was sitting on the porch of the house and was playing his phone.

"Later tonight if I go to the news" I said flatly

Adit was a little surprised, he was not aware of my arrival apparently.

"eemm, do you really want to go with me?"

"Yes"

"Hhee, yeah, we're gone, yeah"

after hearing his words, I passed away and left him.

I went back to my room.I think this is the only comfortable place right now.

I am very lazy to go outside the house, let alone just sit in the middle room.

I can not deny. I still have not received all this, especially with my current status.

it all feels like a nightmare.

Maghrib Adhan arrived, the sound of water in the bathroom indicates that maybe Adit was clean enough to go to the mosque.

not long after, I heard my bedroom door on tap from outside.

"Tar, I want to go to the mosque first, later want to pay a salary while waiting isya. You're okay at home alone?" adit said from behind the door.

"Yes"

"Yes, later after we have just walked yes"

I didn't answer her words either, before long the front door was closed. Maybe she was gone.

a while later, there was a sound of the front door opening.

and sure enough Adit didn't hear me call from behind the door.

"Tar, Tar are you ready?"

"Yes'"

I also went out of the room, carrying a small bag that only fit 1 cell phone.not to forget I also brought money to buy something there.

when I came out, Adit was standing behind my door.

as he turned around, it was clear that his eyes were looking at me without blinking.

I wear long jeans tight, and combined with a plain shirt that looks tight on my body, do not forget I wear a shirt as a substitute for a sweater.

the shoulder-length hair that I pulled out seemed to show me the truth.

indeed, since Roni's departure, my appearance looks messy.Hair that I rarely comb, and clothes that are not taken care of.

Adit still looked at me without blinking.

"Come on, don't you go?why see I'm rich, I don't like it" I said

"Oh sorry tar, let's go"

I also walked forward, and followed by Adit who followed from behind. he locked the door of the house, and we also chose to walk. because the location is not too far away.

not a word came out of both of our mouths.

I chose to walk away.

after a while, we arrived at the place we were going.

the atmosphere of the crowded night market is filled with visitors to children and married couples, and maybe even teenagers who are dating there.

clothing merchants, shoe bags, and snacks filled the field.

not to forget there are some games that children and adults can play.

the laughter of the children that sounded seemed they were very happy.

I chose to walk through the field and see if there was anything here.

until I saw a food stand selling grilled corn.

the food that Roni and I used to eat if there was entertainment in the village.

it did not take long, I also approached the stand surrounded by many people.

after a long wait, I got my grilled corn.

Adit was still following me from behind, but I ignored him. This time I wanted to take off all the burdens of my life.

I continued walking while enjoying this delicious grilled corn.

Adit invited me to visit one of the clothes stands there.

I followed him from behind. It appears Adit chose some clothes from men's clothes and it appears he bought women's clothes as well.

he bought a lady dress? maybe for his brother, I don't want to know what he's doing, and what he's buying.

when looking at children who laugh because they play fishing.

I was shocked by the hand that was holding my shoulder.

"You want to buy Tar's shirt?"

it turns out that Adit messed with him.

"No"

"free"

I also followed him from behind.

and he walked towards the woman's sandal stand.

he chose a lady's sandal.

I'm a little surprised, why did he buy women's supplies? is it his brother who wants to buy him.

ahh whatever.

after all, it doesn't hurt me.

after finishing the shopping, we walked and Adit took me to the martabak stand.

he bought a martabak sable with chocolate cheese, after he finished he told me to go around by myself.

because he wants to go to the bathroom, he said.

not much to say, I walked around the market tonight.

I bought a cold drink. Some snacks like fried foods and pop noodles.

when walking my eyes were fixed on one stand seller.which instead he only used a mat to put his sales goods.

traders who were not visited by a single visitor.

it is clear that the seller is not young.

I also approached the grandfather's grandfather and saw his merchandise, he sold old toys made from bamboo.

I bought some toys for my sister and nephew.

the happy face that grandfather threw.

makes me a little happy.

I left after buying 5 male and female toys.

I also went to the place earlier when Adit left, afraid he was waiting there.

but when I arrived, I did not find Adit there.

finally I decided to wait here, so it did not feel I had waited for an hour, but there was still no sign of Adit's arrival.

the night is getting late, the cold air is getting through my shirt.

I decided to go home.

I walked down the road I had been on, until I met the mother of the rice seller's mother.

"Where is the night night from, how is the road alone?"

"Yes ma'am, it was out of the night market,"

"Oh yes, who is alone? "

"No, ma'am, it was the same husband only he paid first, because kebelet to the bathroom"

"Oh yes, let me see you get to the house"

"Yes, thank you"

I also walked, while looking at the rice seller's mother sitting it. maybe she was worried because it was very late.

when I got home, I forgot that the key was in Adit's hands.

and I can't tell him because I don't have his number.

I finally decided to wait on the terrace.

the surroundings were already very dark, and there was no sign of people on the move at this hour.

I also choose to play mobile phone, to eliminate my mind that began to walk where?

the time is 12.30pm, and Adit appears to be walking towards home.

but I saw the face of Adit who looked random, and the groceries he had brought were not there?

ahh whatever.

"Geez you're here? I'm looking for you at the night market around ?"

"Aren't you going to the water?"

"Eemm yes, my stomach hurts, and I'm going to pick you up but you're not there"

"Just open the door, I'm going in"

"Oh yes"

Adit also unlocked the door of the house, it did not take long.I went straight in and went to my room.

it's pretty cold to be outside at night, let alone sitting on the porch long enough.

I lay down on the bed and pulled the blanket over my whole body, which looked cold.

I don't want to think about Adit.'s missing groceries and if he's looking for me. Why didn't you meet? I was standing at the martabak stand for a long time.

whatever it is, I don't want to think about what he's doing.

I intend, tomorrow will go home and give this toy to my sister and pound me.

until I fell asleep too...