HATE Before LOVE
Husband wife's bucin.

Ardan looked at the tired face of his wife after their heat struggle in bed. He got rid of some of the children's hair that covered part of Elif's face that was severed peacefully. His blanket pulled, covering his wife's innocent body, he kissed Elif's head, then fell asleep while clutching the woman he loved tightly.

"Thank you, my wife." she whispered.

Until the morning, Elif wriggled slowly. His body was like a crumble, yet he felt an overwhelming comfort hugging his roll. A moment later he sensed something was different with the bolster, Elif palpated the fine feathers on the bolster he was hugging. As soon as his eyes opened, he was slightly surprised by the sight he saw. But just for a moment, the shock turned into a smile of embarrassment given the activities of last night.

God, I must have been so embarrassing last night. For him to remember in his heart who was initially so embarrassed but then his body did not go along with his shame.

Ardan moved, hurriedly Elif tried to get up from his comfortable position, but at once the female part felt sore and sick.

"Akh!" He grimaced with his own shock at how he felt.

"What's wrong?" Ardan immediately opened his eyes, rubbing Elif's head gently but his gaze was worried.

"sick." Elif

"What's sick?"

"That's..."

"That?" Ardan.

"Yes. that's.. um, that's me sick, um. peri." replied Elif embarrassed, then covered her face with a blanket.

Seeing the behavior of his wife who was still embarrassed even though last night Ardan had seen everything, making the man become anxious, wanting to devour the woman again. But, Ardan knew himself, he couldn't possibly impose his will. He could not hurt his wife just because of the desire of his desire.

"I'm sorry, yes, yours is so sick and painful." Ardan Sesal.

Elif put her head back out from under the blanket, her hands outstretched touching the handsome face of her husband. He smiled, then said, "It's okay, I'll take a warm bath, it'll get rid of the pain."

"Okay, I'll get the bathtub ready with warm water, you wait here, okay?" Ardan kissed Elif on the forehead and got up from the bed.

"God!" Shouted Elif, he immediately covered his face.

"What's wrong?" asked Ardan turning around without any sense of sin.

"Wear clothes first!" Omel Elif's.

Ardan laughed as he grabbed his shorts that he threw on the floor last night. "That last night you were so amazed to see it."

"God!"

"Hahaha, alright, I prepared the warm water first." The man went into the bathroom, leaving Elif still hiding his innocent body under the covers.

He rubbed his face, looking at the ceiling of the room with a smile that adorned his face that morning.

It feels like a dream. I don't want my real father. I'm the one my stepfather hated. I hurt Ardan. I made someone have a grudge and tried to harm me and others. Now, I lie here, with a heart full of flowers, loved, loved, appreciated and respected a man I once hated. It's still like a dream. Do I deserve all this love? This happiness? Oh my God, why does it feel now I am afraid, I am afraid that this is really a dream and I am re-awakened in the bitter reality that I have been living.

No tears were coming from the corner of her eyes.

"Honey, the warm water is ready." Ardan came out of the bathroom.

Hurry Elif rubbed his eyes.

"You why?" asked Ardan, sitting on the bed, touching his wife's face. "Crying why? Is that sick? Oh, yeah, what?"

Elif shaking. "Not that, I just. I'm just afraid all this is just a dream."

Ardan smiled, helped Elif to sit down and hold him, sniffed the scent on the pile of Elif's megar hair, then kissed his forehead long enough.

"It's not a dream, baby" said Ardan softly. "I can vouch for it."

Elif nodded.

"Alright, don't cry anymore, okay. My wife should be happy!" ardan said as he pulled over the blanket that covered Elif's body.

"God!"

Slowly Ardan brought Elif into the bathrub which was filled with warm water with a soothing therapeutic aroma.

"How's it?"

"It's safe." answered Elif honestly.

"really?" Ardan raised his eyebrows. "Then I want to."

"Eh, what do you want?"

"You're soaking baby too, while rubbing and massaging your back." replied Ardan casually as he took off his pants.

"Can't you take off the pants not in front of me?" Elif Protest.

But the man just chuckled and then went inside the bathtub. No need to be asked where Ardan's hands traveled in the bathtub other than massaging and rubbing Elif's back.

"Why are you laughing all of a sudden?" ask Ardan.

"I just feel funny."

"What's so funny."

"You're a CEO who's very admired, authoritative, charismatic, sometimes you're cold, who you lead is not just one company, but right now you're rubbing my back."

"Hahahahaha, what if a handsome CEO like me rubs my own wife's back? I'm a human too, baby, a husband who's afraid of wives."

"You're afraid of me?" Elif looked back, seeing her husband in disbelief.

"Of course."

"Am I mean?"

"Hahaha, that's not it baby, I'm afraid you've stopped loving me and you've turned away from me." replied Ardan honestly, like a bucin.

"I'd be crazy if I did." Elif turned around, looked at her husband and summarized the face with both hands.

"It is precisely I who fear, many more beautiful, rich, clever women who flatter you, praise you, seek attention from you that they may not care that you already have a wife. I'm afraid you're hooked on another woman."

"Yes you may be right, many are like that, but even if they are salto in front of me, they still won't get anything from me, because they're not you." Said Ardan while chanting Elif's nose. "There they're gonna be kicked out by Teddy for blocking my way before I even see them."

That morning the couple said their fears to each other which led them to the laughter that filled the bathroom room. Chat relaxed until the water that fills the bathtub is no longer warm.

After bathing and dressing, Elif dries her hair with a hairdryer, she always has trouble drying the back of her hair which eventually makes Ardan help her. Of course it became a bit long as Ardan was intermittently tempted to peck at the nape of Elif's neck, or drown his face in Elif's hair.

"Why are you so happy to drown your face in my hair, anyway?" asked Elif while giggling amusedly.

"I told you, I really like your scent."

"Well, let's have breakfast now, you'll be late for work."

"Ah, I'm so lazy to go to the office." Ardan complained, turning off the hairdryer machine and hugging Elif from behind. "I want to be home with you."

"Don't you say today there's an important meeting."

"Hmmm..."

"Let's have breakfast."

"I'm sorry yeah, we should have gone on our honeymoon, but I've had an impromptu meeting like this."

"It's okay, we can have a honeymoon every day."

"really? Is it okay if we do it every day?" asked Ardan grinning.

"Hurry up, huh?" Sindir Elif seraya out of the room.