
After 8pm, Ana left because it was late, and I asked her what she wanted to check, and she just smiled and went home, it pisses me off and wonders why Ana always doesn't want to explain something she's working on or what she's watching, very different from Kris who can always interpret all my movements and explain it clearly, why I thought of Kris suddenly yes, yes, Aca is also a bit restless and mysterious is not clear what our nano-nano friendship is.
“Roy, mom wants to ask you something, can we talk ?” ask mama
“Why? What's up?” ask me with a bete face.
“You seriously don't want to be with Aca?” ask mama.
“Yaiyalah ma, how is this mama, Aca already fiancee Toby my best friend as well and Toby amazingly like, well I'm angep Aca already ke sodara because it's been friends for a long time, mama is weird.” answered me emotions.
“Color mama sure you actually like the same Aca only you are not aware,” replied mama calmly.
“Mama sure where? Friends ma, friends, no other elements ma, jeez this mama is strange.” I answer more and more emotions.
“If you think Aca is just a friend you should be ordinary dong son, just relax, you why emotions?” ask mama.
“Do not know, emotions are asked not clear gini! Mama never asked me and my daily news why suddenly asked this strange right?” reply spontaneous.
“Sorry son, mom is very busy and mom sometimes forgets time,” replied mom as if sorry can change everything.
“Mama is weird, mama is my real mama right? Mothers everywhere are worried about their children, the smallest thing can be big if the problem of children, this has a mom kok laen,” I replied with a sigh.
“Mama does not mean that son,” replied mama confused.
“What does mama mean? What did mama mean? Mama is busy with career but her son never cared, now why care? Inget said Ana who is also a career if having a relationship with the person is a waste of time, maybe mom is also so right?” my many.
“Mama agrees with Ana who is young and her young soul is passionate, so mama is worried about you Roy,” replied mama.
“Loh, what you need to worry about is yourself mama, mama should be able to for work and family time, unless mama does not have family ya gapapa macem mama kek Ana, but, mama has a son with a husband, she acts like she's alone!” I sat with emotion.
“Iya mama was wrong, so mama wanted to apologize and change everything,” replied mama.
“Change with what? Mama should be grateful yes, papa want to support mama with the ideals of mama, not satisfied until now? Udah so big boss can not take care of the household by yourself?” ask me with growing anger.
“You want mom at home?” tanyakanya.
“As for mom, I don't care, it's too late, I can live alone, from baby to baby I live without mom can, I can, grateful to have my second mother bude who cares even more than my own mother.” I replied firmly and then left my mother in the guest room alone.
I went straight to the room and slammed the door either because I was finally relieved to convey my feelings that have been buried for a long time and I don't know what it feels like to be raging, because I have a mother but feel only have a father, aja, so far the backup of all my affairs is papa, who still cares and always calls if there is nothing, papa is more relaxed with his work, if mama is too hot and very competitive.
“Kak why?” ask ponakanku.
“What's wrong, just upset,” I replied directly go to the bathroom.
After taking a shower immediately continued work while my father slept apparently he was soybean, and tomorrow also he was picked up by his parents. Not long Toby called.
“Why bi?” my many.
“You actually like the same Aca ?” tanyanya that makes me emotional again when it had subsided after bathing.
“Your question is strange,” I replied trying to calm down.
“I just need a definite answer, yes or no, because this includes our friendship Roy,” he replied firmly.
“Gak, bi! Why do you think that cake is weird? Obviously I'm friends with him already feels like sodara, why think so strange kek?” just pissed.
“Yes because everything makes sense, but if you do not feel good, okay thanks.” replied and hung up.
Strange indeed, did I subconsciously like Aca? All this time I consciously liked Kris, but why everyone was so suspicious I liked Aca, this is very strange and unreasonable, why could everyone think of a delusion like this. My feelings became raging and very angry with everyone, why no one understood me, before the call, I was quite upset with everyone why again with this Aca.
“Halo ca,”.
“Roy me in front of your house, can I get out?” tanyakanya.
“Hah? Okay wait!” answer me and get out of the house.
I went out and got into his father's car.
“Seriously? Why come out just pack a boxer anyway?” ask her while laughing.
“Anjir I forgot, yauda back first,” answered me and detained Aca.
“Udah no need,” answer.
“What is ca malem-malem?” I asked and panicked and I started the car and wanted to be taken where I was.
“Where are you going woi? Do not wear this proper shirt,” I am annoyed.
“Udah come,” answer.
Along the way we just kept quiet and Aca was just busy singing and screaming with her songs, finally I got carried away and singing too, until I finally forgot that I was upset and dizzy again. Aca also stopped by the drive thru and bought some food and drinks, aca's wits are smart too because I don't wear proper clothes for hangouts and she just takes me around town at night snacking and karaoke in the car too, this I never do, I never do, and said Aca if dizziness is better to walk so that it can be relieved.
I was moved and involuntarily shed tears because I realized that all this time there was any problem and there was any happiness, Aca always there, Aca let me cry as much as I was relieved, then she hugged me and told me that she would always be there, and was reminded again when I broke up when I was happy with my ex-boyfriends, she said, he's been in every story of my life and I'm just waking up now.
“Ca, what if I just realized that I love you?” my question is still hugged and on my shoulder and suddenly he pushed me.
“Well crazy ya you're Roy!” answer with a sigh.
Then we laughed out loud as if he thought it was a joke, but it is true that in any case there is always an Aca around me, but I never realized that I was actually comfortable and dear and there was love in it, so I was as open as that with Aca.