
I woke up from another world, looked at me with the worried face of Mr. Broto and Asmirah and there was a grandmother who knows who. My head hurts so much, even breathing is hard. I seemed to be playing 360° from another realm and returning to another realm, nauseous and hot throat, I just lay sweating and begging for water.
"Aminis... Amini my son, why you son? " Task Mr. Broto while brewing water on me.
"You stopped breathing, son, we panicked and called Mbah Marni. " Say Asmirah with worry.
"Have not been asked first, let Amini breathe and rest. " Mbah Marni said.
"Yaaa. but this is why? my son why? " Task Mr. Broto upset.
"We better talk outside, "said Mbah Marni while walking out of the room, accompanied by Asmirah who was holding her husband.
While my head was very sick and my ears were buzzing, there was so much I heard, that I could not concentrate and had a panic attack. I screamed hysterically while covering my ears. Everyone went back inside and was hysterical as well because I was thrashing. Mbah Marni is like reciting a spell or something that somehow makes me a little calm, in give me a drink like herbs and pacified me until I fall asleep.
In my sleep I was somehow calm, black, dark, silent. I'm really asleep. When I woke up, I slept for 2 days. I woke up hungry, bribed by Asmirah who was painstakingly taking care of her child. I don't talk much because I feel like I'm talking like a lot of shadows ready to break through my consciousness. The spirits are like preparing to want me to know the contents of their hearts, while my rejection also has an impact on my health. When I fell asleep for 2 days, I didn't know what was going on, but I felt more relaxed and refreshed.
Asmirah also did not say much, even she became a good mother who was quick to take care of her child, she was also so painstaking without any relapse with her mental health. Batara also stayed at Asmirah's parents' house, for the sake of his health and so Asmirah and Mr. Broto can take good care of me.
I'm a little curious about Mbah Marni, if she's really smart then she should know with this family, but why she's calm and full of mystery but also very graceful. I want to see him again to make sure of something. If he knew he shouldn't have behaved so calmly.
"Son.. Would you like to take a shower or a washcloth? " Ask Asmirah.
"I just want to take a shower. " Answer me limp.
"Wait a minute, let me tell the mbok panasin water. " Answer Asmirah as she left the room.
I am still staggering this feeling that until when I play in this body, I am tired, fed up, my energy is wasted, even here I feel very sick. I miss my house, everything I miss, I don't want to be here.
Unconsciously I cried until my eyes felt heavy and fell asleep.
"Son, wake up, the water is ready. " Said Asmirah.
"Yes ma'am, "my answer is lethargic.
"Why you? " Tanya, while rubbing my hair.
"Actually why mom? " I asked with the view of wanting an honest answer.
"You just need a lot of rest. " She answered me while picking me up from the bed and walking to the bathroom.
"But I feel so heavy mom, sick and dizzy. " Answer.
I soak in a bucket big enough, it feels good and warm to make me a little fresh. I closed my eyes while rinsing my body, not my body but Amini's body. Where he was, I closed my eyes while calling his name. Suddenly I heard someone say my name. My name is Aca, yes I heard someone calling my name.
"Milk.. Aca.... " This voice is buzzing in my ear.
When I opened my eyes, it was a pity that I remained in Amini's body. Asmirah came and told me to take a shower. I put on clothes and tucked my hair, used powder to look fresh. I look up, Amini is very beautiful, very beautiful, very similar to Mr. Broto, Indonesian faces are very ayu.
"Mom.. Amini is pretty, right? " Tanyaku.
"It's so pretty, son, your face. " His reply was, sticking his face close to mine.
"I look like father yaa? " Tanyaku.
"Yes dong, the daughter looks like her father. " Answer answered with a smile.
"Mother, how are you? " Tanyaku.
"Well, son, why are you asking? " Say Asmirah.
"I just feel, today's mom is nice to me, there's no anger, just a shady look. " Answer.
"Sorry Amini, if you often behave badly, maybe this is because your sister is in the womb. " I answered while stroking his stomach.
Yes, this may be the hormone of pregnant women, a messy feeling, but also on the other hand he was haunted by guilt for his in-laws and heartache towards Sri, but why Sri could die yes, but why, I didn't see Sri's story until the end. Whether they were actually married or thwarted by Asmirah or there were even more murders.
Things like this that don't know have to look for answers that make me desperate. I sat in the house and ate bribed by the mbok, I ate with a gluttony because I felt I really needed to eat in order to be fresh. Whether I need to come to the house of Mr. Broto who used to be, must still be in this city alone, or different cities. I had to ask Mr. Broto and find an excuse so I could visit the house, the only time I found an answer.
The atmosphere of the house looks lonely because there is no Batara, Mr. Broto is busy with his paintings, Asmirah with his fabrics. I was alone and missed Batara. Until when she's at Asmirah's parents' house. I am starting to get healthy.
"Mom.I miss Batara," I said as I watched Asmirah sew.
"You miss your sister, son? wow so cute. " Answer answered with a smile.
"Yes.I'm lonely. " Answer.
"Are you going to pick up your sister ? or you're home, don't go out first, then mom's picked up. " The answer is doubt.
Then I saw again the shadow of Diajeng maam in the corner with a very creepy form, I was shocked but tried to stay calm and went back to my room. But when I entered the room, there was a woman in white who was vaguely sitting on my bed. Because I was shocked and afraid to scream, until Asmirah came and wondered. I could only cry and hug Asmirah because I was so creepy.
Asmirah took me to her room and told me to sleep in her room. He gave me a drink and seemed to understand that I could see spirits. I don't know why what I went through was like what Asmirah experienced. Has Asmirah been aware that this house has many other residents?