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119. Roy [4]

We laughed whether what I was laughing at was just stupidity because I just knew my true feelings and just realized this stupidity, so what can I do now if I have to express my deepest feelings because all this time only covered by good relationships like friends turns out this deep feeling is more than that, though he knows every story I tell from one ex to another, he considers me a land crocodile because of the number of my girlfriends and easy to break up looking for new, new ones, it turns out why I just realized now when the warm embrace and entertainment tonight made me waver and want to express the mantle of Aca not a hundred percent like Toby, whether I have to cornering him, whether I have to, during yellow janur has not curved.

After that, Aca drove me home and it turns out that mama was waiting in front of the house because I left my HP in the room, and mama turned out to be pretentious to worry, when she saw that Aca also came out of the car looked once relieved face, she said, because I was afraid I ran away from my mother's house so worried while papa was sleeping because I did not feel well, I told Aca to go straight home after greeting mom and finally she came home, then mama smiled widely and felt victorious because her instincts were right and she was right, all this time I was blind.

“Son, would you like me to help you get Aca, a friend like a brother like you say?” my mom felt like she was winning.

“Udah malam ma, I want to sleep,” I replied coldly.

“Alright, sleep well.” replied mama as if planning something.

The next morning I woke up early because I actually could not sleep, I was like sleeping but I also like not sleeping, until I forgot I was actually sleeping or not sleeping. After shower directly down apparently mama has made breakfast, this is very tumben in my opinion and I am not familiar with the mama who is at home let alone in the kitchen.

“Morning dear,” said mama greeted me.

“Iya,” my answer is short.

“Where do you sleep, soundly ?” I asked my mom as if I knew I couldn't sleep.

“Iyaa..” I replied briefly.

“Today mama anterin papa to the doctor yes, because papa seems to have to check, his vertigo relapsed.” he explained.

“Iya, be careful.” I replied while drinking the juice that mama prepared.

“Today mama also inter-nephew your favorite home,” said mama.

“Yeah? I thought he was picked up.” I replied.

“Let's all the way, you are already neat, son, even though this is still morning.” said mama.

“I met a client this morning, so want to go straight.” I replied.

“Yaudah, this is done cooking mama,” he replied.

I waited for my mother to cook while sorting out my work and checking the readiness of the other children, but in my brain still did not accept that I liked the Aca, though I told Toby that I had no feeling at all that I was blind and that other people could see me, I looked at myself with great pain and fury, it is fitting that other people are very angry with me, I am always interested in other women when near me there are people who are very extraordinary.

After breakfast I immediately went to pick up Ana because I made a deal with her, and I along the way did I have to tell Ana that I like her, because Ana is also my old friend, maybe he understood and I got a solution to this problem. I don't know why I was so psyched, between fear of regret and regret now because I realized too late.

“Iyaaaa....” answered me who was limp because Ana has not been anything like this.

Finally we immediately met the client and discussed about the work very long until finally able to deal, while in the office there are only internal children and other friends on the busy outside, I'm quite worried about the interns whether they can be trusted, but I believe it because they seem trustworthy. It was 2 pm at last me and Ana returned to the office while the other children had not come, in the group they said he would go straight home because it was quite tiring if they had to go to the office first, while they were everywhere and still working outside. 

It turns out there are interns and new employees who work with Aca, while the Aca has not come, they from this morning turned out to have been contacted by Aca if their duties and their introduction officially must be stepped down, so today they are only asked to conceptualize ideas, also pinter also Aca send ideas to them while he takes care of the others. They immediately recognized me he said I was the boss because the other internal children had told him about the ins and outs of this company, I just hope they can easily adapt and follow the work system here, I hope, especially comfortable and comfortable with others. I immediately said goodbye and in my room there I told Ana to come in and bring coffee because there was something I wanted to talk about, Ana's gaze was strange and seemed to see me wrong immediately.

“Why Roy?” ask Ana with coffee.

“There is something I want to tell you and I need your opinion and your solution,” answered me who did not dare to look him in the eye because he stared intently as if stripping me naked.

“What problem is there? What's wrong with you?” tanyanya was curious.

“It's about my feelings,” I replied while drinking warm coffee.

“Your family? Not chatted? How come yesterday it was like your mama needed something to make you lose this family fight, so I said that if I didn't need to be in that relationship I helped you Roy, but that's the fact. They still tell you to get married anyway?” ask with spirit.

“Iya thanks for helping with the problem, my mom is sorry she never had time for her son, this morning I made breakfast and my papa check up to the doctor, he said, she has started trying to be a good and true mother.” I replied.

“Good Deh if that is so, because I yesterday scabbed your house because I was afraid that someone would follow her delicate creatures, it was safe,” Ana replied with relief.

“Gosh, it turns out the intention is that, I think Ana my best friend really cares about my family problems.” I replied disappointed.

“That includes caring tau, it is also protection from me, how the hell!” the answer is not accepted.

“Iya, but there is something else na,”, I said that was full of doubts should I say it or not.

“What else?” tanyakanya.

“But don't be surprised yes, just give me your best advice.” I replied reassuringly.

“Ya what?” tanyakanya.

I took a deep breath and brewed my coffee over and over again until I was completely sure because I needed advice from others and I couldn't rely on my own ego because it was part of the maintaining a long-standing friendship. I told Ana everything that happened yesterday and the embrace that made me realize that wherever I docked, Aca was the most comfortable place I called home.