
Waking up is very light, it feels very refreshing and feels calmer, more calm, I even apologized for sleeping but Auntie Dama just smiled and gave me a medicine that she said vitamins could be taken when I was riled or a lot I heard in the ear. You are very grateful to his friend, I also forgot to ask about the childhood aunt Dama who befriended other creatures but somehow did not have time and this conversation is only about me. It feels strange at the same time do not understand why it can be like this, which I am glad I can be a little more relieved and feel not heavy anymore.
"Where is nduk now?" ask father.
"It's better sir, it doesn't feel too tangled thread fill the head, "I replied with a smile.
"If you have time to play to aunty yaa. we can schedule once a week for a video call, " said aunt Dama.
"Yes tan, thank you very much tan," I replied.
"Together, you also do not get too wrapped up with something that can plunge, better walk calmly, busy my days, especially you also have a fiance who is a support system. " said aunt Dama while the father is busy choosing a menu to buy food online.
"What makes it calm when we do not need to find out what should not know, if looking even shocked and not ready as well. If there is indeed a way to be told the same power, it means it must know. "answer aunt calmly.
After that the father also told how they can be friends, he used to be afraid of aunt Dama because the leak is strange and likes to talk to himself, he said, while the father forced his father to make friends and eventually make friends like his own family until now, the story of the past until finally the food came and we ate together still with the story of the two of them when they were little, and the story of the two of them, what I wonder why they used to be no one who fell in love, it turns out the answer is their different type, Aunt Dama likes a neat and geeky man and it's definitely not the father, he said, because the father is in gondrong, while the father likes a woman who is ayu and sweet, obviously also not aunty Dama, does not mean aunt Dama is not ayu, yes, but because aunt Dama a little rock and roll let alone like to talk alone. Hearing their stories when I was young made my mood go up and feel better, finally Aunt Dama said to go home not to her city but to her parents' house in this city and her father drove her because aunt Dama used a taxi.
I was at home alone cleaning the house and playing with Sunny, seeing Sunny I photos and making it a story after so long it felt really hate the same HP and immediately in the comments of children who he said missed me, I didn't reply because I felt there was no need to reply. I also read a lot of Toby's long messages, his apologies for dugem with the women, and I don't know why I'm interested in reading it until it's over. Am I numb to no longer believe, to lie to guard my heart while there he is cool, do I deserve this kind of treatment?
It feels restless because it may be true said Aunt Dama if I do not like the change and fear of the environment changing someone and in fact it really happened, my feelings are no longer the same, too, I used to be angry but now it feels stupid, no longer any worries that there is only sure he is looking for an alibi for his lies. Not because of anything but he has lied and lied several times he said for my good, while what is for my good? if I'm okay with being lied to, I'll feel calm because he's fine there. While he was there dugem, dancing, dancing until drunk, it could be that he was karaoke with such an environment could be a girl rental in it until things happen indecent, he said, all that could be especially Toby who I know is a good boy from a small town to a big koto with all his efforts to adapt. If later it is no longer with me is also okay, why do I have a relationship with someone who does not let me believe and feel calm. While I was thinking I also brought Sunny to my room and collapsed until we both fell asleep.
Until he woke me up and told me to put food in the fridge because I shop a lot, tonight I want to make pizza and tell me to help him, my father told me to take a shower because I forgot when I last looked beautiful, and I responded with laughter because I myself also forgot the padlock really constantly, finally we made a pizza that had a lot of toppings and smelled really good, the father proudly showed it in his story and I was happy to see this moment. we ate greedily while the father of the story was at his aunt Dama's house and met his mother, his mother aunt Dama was angry because the father had never visited, the father also told me that the father was an ordinary person, while the aunt Dama the son of a rich man so the father often ate well when his mother was aunt Dama, Dama, I rarely visit but I like to send my mother's favorite bread online. The father also said that his father was very smart, so he knew the son of a rich man, his father, Aunt Dama, and they were close friends because they both had the same hobby, his father aunt Dama also made a fish pond for kakung because kakung likes fish farming, whatever it is kakung can definitely solve the problem because it is smart, intelligent mathematics, intelligent science, and so on, and his intelligence went down to my really good father to become a really cool architect. You also said that I was also smart because the father was taught to be able to manage himself and can decide his own choices, so the father never restrained me at all, he supported my decision and was always by my side no matter what, making me more and more affectionate with him. I am treated like a princess in my own house, do I want to be treated like trash from others? of course not, just wait there will be something big going on if anyone plays around with me. I will rise from this crash and prepare to destroy anyone who belittles me.