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25. Personality

The morning felt very weak, considering that the mother will come after work. I like mom but I also hate her, is this a natural feeling. Batara told me that she was afraid of her mother, but she was also kind and pampering her, our mixed feelings we could not understand.

Father and mother came after a long trip immediately greeted us and gave a lot of souvenirs, we were happy and rushed to open all his souvenirs while shouting for joy. Looks mom very happy and satisfied to see our happiness. Father and mother then decided to rest, in the form of grandfather came with the Dutch grandmother, they came because they missed us and awaited the birth of the 3rd grandchild. Grandma Dutch very good and spoiled with grandfather, as if grandfather can be good and quite have a good connection with the invaders thanks to grandma Dutch. But they don't have children, I never saw my grandfather's first wife, not even his face I don't know.

We all sat at the dinner table and ate the dishes that had been prepared, Batara was just silent, while I really wanted to go back to the room immediately. Imagine whether I would marry a Dutchman or a native, given that many of my friends were married or forcibly married.

I was afraid and trembling when I saw my mother looking at me sharply as I got up from the dinner table, and at once she threw me a glass until it hit my temple. I was just shocked to shut up and cry. He immediately called Mbok Darmi and told me to treat me, while he yelled at his mother and scolded her. Batara was just in shock watching the anger of mother.

"Mbok, mother why exactly? what's wrong with me? " Task me while wiping my tears and feeling pain.

"Non, nothing wrong. Mommy's probably just exhausted". Answer her while treating my wounds.

"Is mom crazy? you were yelling at him like that? " Tell me again.

"No non.. mom just hurts". The answer is short.

"Honest answer, I won't tell anyone. I've had enough fear and sadness". Answer me while crying.

"Mother is just sick, sometimes mother can be very good and very evil. Non just have to be nice, don't piss me off". Bright mbok Darmi while hugging me.

I cried myself to sleep and in my dream, I remembered that I was Aca. I'm being carried away by the past roles, I must not forget my identity or else I will be trapped in this other dimension.

Fortunately, I realized that I was Aca, not Amini. It would be terrible if I forgot and enjoyed the role of Amini.

"Son, I'm sorry, you're a bad mom, but you didn't mean it. I don't realize son, I'm sorry yaaa". Asmirah said as she sobbed in tears.

I'm confused as to what to answer, whether I say scared or say it's okay. What will Amini answer as a young girl.

"Amini is scared of mom, weird mom.. ". I want to see his reaction.

"Did Amini not like her mother? ". Ask her.

" Fear... Amini fear... ". Answer me while taking off Asmirah's arms.

Then Asmirah just looked at me sad and then out of the room and Mr. Broto took turns in the room. Mr. Broto explained that Ms. Asmirah is in a confused condition, sometimes dear sometimes hate. All of that was realized by Mr. Broto when Ms. Asmirah knew first that Mr. Broto's mother died. Maybe that's what traumatized Ms. Asmirah.

Though the fact of the Asmirah bu not know first the tragedy of the murder as if suicide, but it was Asmirah maam who hung the mother of Mr. Broto as if hanging herself. I feel very sorry for Mr. Broto, no one can expose this crime and Mr. Broto loved Ms. Asmirah until it was dark to not find out more why his mother killed herself. Yes, Mr. Broto was convinced that the cause of his death was because the father of Mr. Broto married again. Why is Mr. Broto not thinking clearly.

Maybe it's because I'm going back in time. My job is to open Mr. Broto's heart to find out the real problem. Will this have any impact in the future or no impact at all and why won't my friends look for me who's lost in the past?