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154. You Know Me The Best

It's wrong that in my fragile time I can't be complacent because it's about my feelings, but I can't stand the darkness and can't breathe with relief. It was burning and I decided to stop burning until it was charred and was healing this wound. I asked Roy if I was a girl? The answer is no, anger is natural because it is very different environment here that is customary east with that there, although we often stay in the office, still the room women and men are distinguished, still, not the same even sekasur, Roy also not too blame Toby but very regretting this can happen, because it all depends on the choice of each. All the problems of boundaries and how to take care of yourself, not even plunge the same chasm with the scope.

We both enjoyed the clean air and the gentle breeze made my hair fall apart and it felt so good, I lay asleep staring at the very beautiful clouds this time, asking.

“I was quite surprised by what Toby did, considering that as soon as he tried to get my heart, it was my turn to realize his sincerity and put a sense, why did he consciously do this?” I went to Roy looking up at the sky.

“Maybe he was also surprised by the situation there and tried no different, but over time comfortable and began to get used to forgetting there is a heart to be guarded, but,” replied Roy who I only heard without seeing his face.

“She couldn't even meet me because there was a weekend meeting that might be amazingly important for the ranks of important people, when she could have replied that she would try to meet but not this week, and trying to take the time even though I have to go home.” I replied with a daydream and closed my face because it was hot with a hat.

“That if he was serious, unfortunately he never met another woman, the circle was just that, the turn to meet other women felt it turned out the world was so big and had to try with a variety of female characters, he said, until he finds out which is the best new one he got married, maybe yesterday tried to be persistently engaged to you because he felt you had enough, but when he got out of the circle, you were just a handful of dust.” answered firmly and felt pierced by my heart dagger.

Then suddenly Toby phone in HP Roy because he saw the story Roy who knows what it is, this is Roy's estimate before he picked up the phone.

“Halo!” roy said with a little snapping, and on the loudspeaker of his phone.

“Where are you?” toby asked straight away.

“Why?” asked Roy back with a quick response.

“You why come out the same Aca hah? Gausah meddle you Roy,” replied Toby angrily.

“Why? Can't we? What is your use of being the lakinya? Just making a heartache? Not for you, boy you can not solve the problem instead run.” replied Roy and began to out veins of anger.

“Whose run? I just work day job, who runs? The event is too sensitive, it is clear that it is also fine will not be accepted because it does not agree!!” answer Toby who immediately made my heart pierced.

“Yes work, work only time, not even cool party-party ria, rent another girl, even sleep together with a girl tuh, temen or your demen? If you don't run here! Come here, don't you dare, right?” roy answered with anger and I just held his shoulder so he wouldn't be so on Toby.

“Who dare not come? I just can't do it this week! Patience why not just immediately end the relationship unilaterally, if gini who is the boy?” ask Toby who blames me.

“Woi beast you yes, can you please turn on your own girl for your mistakes? Don't have any shame on you?” roy answered, getting angry.

“Napa? Free dong, you're not a nobody!” Answer Roy.

“I work for him, marry him, make life better with him, no other purpose, if my way is wrong I apologize, I say sorry, if kek gini why not prohibit me to move from the past, why now even in question? Just sit down sweetly, which work I hard, hard cake is that? The work was accused of macem-macem.” replied Toby.

“Hey bro, if you want to be trusted give trust that does not give pain to your partner! Not marriage intentions? Relationships are not just a matter of money bro, inget!!” roy nasehatin.

“Entah I feel challenged to be rich and have everything, the point is this trivial problem, if you are married also Aca come with me here, of course I invite out with a circle here, it's a matter of acceptance of Aca, Acanya who does not want to accept.” replied as if he was right.

“Oh that? Thank God Aca still has a brain to think, does not fit the same Aca model of you. Thanks for consciously releasing Aca!” roy answered and immediately turned off his phone with Roy and his HP also turned off to prevent him from calling again. While it felt like my body was limp and tremble to hear Toby talk as if this was all my fault and I could only cry in silence and Roy could only calm me down. I'm very, very grateful to him who has always been on my side from the past until now, it feels like he has always understood how I am, how I feel, how I think about things, how I think about things, he knows best and he is the most patient to deal with it, then because the sky suddenly clouded Roy invites to return and prepare if the rain comes, finally we went back to the bike and walked around again looking for meatballs, my favorite food everywhere and everywhere only the most easy meatballs to find and eat in all the atmosphere.

We found meatballs that seemed to look good and suddenly it immediately rained and were grateful that there was already shelter and food.

“How do you feel now ca?” Ask Roy.

“Hahaha... better than yesterday-yesterday, thanks to Roy!” I answered smiling widely.

“If you need anything I am always there beside you, in front of you, wherever.” he replied with a warm smile.

“By the way the cake gausa pake heart, it's getting in love again with me,” I replied confidently and wanted to joke but instead seriusin.

“If it is so? I hope so, after being able to move on we don't need a fiancee but just get married.” he replied jokingly I don't understand.

“What's that? Pd really, who would want to marry playboy.” I replied jokingly also not to be sad mulu.

“Where is playboy? Yes because we have known for a long time, I know you, you also understand me, why do not we have a more serious relationship, anyway than I had a crush too but not aware.” answer while eating meatballs. 

We were just joking around whether it meant that I didn't really understand either because this heart was still pierced with pain as if it was short of breath, and just made the atmosphere not awkward and horror anymore. We finished the food and waited for it to stop, and then we got ready to go home because the weather was getting colder and Roy was worried that I was sick in this condition.