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150. Sadness

Somehow I feel melow, full of sadness it feels like this body feels weak and tired, it feels fine but when I myself somehow makes me think more and feel sad, it feels sad, am I pathetic?

life like this just straight through and trying to be okay suddenly something bad happened, something bad happened, not only that but many things and factors that make it related and I am saturated with everything that happens, very saturated. I was not okay, I unconsciously cried lethargicly with Sunny and she just went to bed next to me spoiled.

I did not go to work but my salary still entered because I am the founder of MMA, it feels good also not dizzy but the salary remains full. I was thinking about going out shopping, when I went out of the room I forgot that my father should have gone to work and there was a note in the refrigerator if he went to work and was told to have cereal, I told Sunny to go back to his own room to pee and eat, it turns out that all night I was with Sunny, fortunately he was not beol but schedule beol him the morning after he ate. I still feel the obscurity. Eating while daydreaming and crying somehow I responded, I opened my HP and read a message from Roy that read, take your time, whenever you want to go back to work just come. A simple message that can make me cry harder and not melodious, finished breakfast I clean the house and plan to go out shopping plants alone rather than having to go to the mall.

I took a shower and got ready to go to the flower market, saw a street I hadn't been on for a long time and thought only of what to buy, until there I look for plants that can enter my room and also cactus, around until it does not feel like it is noon, I stop by the meatball stall to eat first before going home, it feels good and I haven't been culineran for a long time, after that go home and arrange the plants I bought earlier. Long time drifting in my activities and chat with Sunny, whatever I told you, whatever I told you, then it looks like there is a guest who tucked the fence and I came out there was a new neighbor who introduced himself if he lived in the house behind the post, and I opened the fence and told him to come in because he brought bread, I thanked him and changed the bread plate and he waited on the porch and played with Sunny.

"His cat is so beautiful, what's his name? " same.

"His name is Sunny mbak, gemes yaa. "I replied.

"Who is his name? " sanyanya.

"I'm Aca, moving into a family? " tanyaku.

"It's just me and my son" she replied.

"Oh yeah? I'm sorry I thought I was a college boy hehehe, "my surprised reply.

"Yes, young marriage, my son is still one year, my husband happens to be in service and we moved because the old environment is less safe to live with the child, "he replied shady.

"Yes, here it is safe, the post is always crowded with fathers and young people here, even often there are citizen events here tuh." I replied.

"Yeah.I also have a cat mbak, sometime stop by the house yaa, I say goodbye to go home first because my son was sleeping," he replied while standing up.

"Yes, Goddess, come by sometime, thanks for the bread, "I replied with a smile.

"Yes to Aca, let's "answer him and go.

I went inside and ate the bread, it seemed to make it myself because it was delicious and soft, again cool to eat Toby phone constantly finally forced after a long time I lift.

"Hello! " i said in a high tone.

"Honey, where are you, hard to contact? I've been horrified by the children but please tell me, I don't want you alone, "he replied with compassion.

"No! " my answer is short.

"I'm sorry, I've had a lot of fuss with you and made you not believe me anymore, "he replied again.

"Certainly? " tanyaku.

"Ngertiin what? how does it work with drunk dugems? collation to what job? let's go friend? " manywhat upset me.

"Yes make a relationship, and I have to insist on following, "he replied.

"Yes whatever, if you find your food in such a cake way, just end this relationship look for aunty-tantean dugem spec and your relations, "I replied annoyed.

"Well, what is it? don't want me! " answer.

"Certainly? " tanyaku.

"Yes you trust me enough, I won't be weird" he replied.

"Had it been bi, it ended up here anyway, I will not be selfish, you like it there, later I will come to your house to see your mother and mother princess to end this well, " the answer I said is not using feelings anymore but logic that speaks.

"Ca. I don't want to baby, you don't mutusin unilaterally gini dong, just because I'm not honest, it's for your good, "he replied.

"Which one of my kind? got a guy doyan dugem, karaokean same boss rent cewe? that cake? da? " ask me with emotion.

"Sorry baby, I can't refuse, "he replied in a clear manner.

"If for my own good, I have had enough of this relationship here, I would not be with a lying man, it's bad your behavior, that's all I know, I know, do not know again if you love other girls for the sake of work, work partners become favorite partners, "my answer and immediately turn off the phone.

I block the number on my HP and quite very enough, please work diligently with bad things until your money becomes a lot, please, I immediately prepared to meet Toby's mother but before that I called the big MMA boss Roy first.

"Hello Roy, "I said.

"Yes ca? What was? you sick? " he's a crazy question.

"Son, is there something I want to talk about, you're in the office? " tanyaku.

"Yes, after the meeting, why? " sanyanya.

"Can you come here now? " tanyaku.

"Can I go straight there now, "he replied.

"Don't tell the kids I'll wait, "my answer and hang up.

While waiting for Roy, I thought I'd return Toby's home certificate, I was thinking about moving office again because it was Toby who made it and I had to know the office finances and what belongs to the office not from Toby's money, all this time I have always believed and never checked the office finances but because there is a problem like this I must know and return it to the ones who have, but, the office has to move because I don't want to be in touch with Toby anymore, am I selfish? because the break up just went away and didn't think of anything else? but I have to ask the main boss first.