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173. Anne [15]

As long as he told me I was just silent, yes it was his fault, yes indeed he was not a father figure, I said in my heart, yes, but in contrast to the response of my brother who seemed to understand the situation while holding his father's hand, in my heart I still do not accept why he did not try well to be a father figure and husband figure, he said, even tend to resign and blame themselves, see my mother figure strong woman who was crushed whatever trying, among her brother she was the poorest trying to be able to be, and, well, my brother's father is not clear, it's good to go home if you don't bring money, so all this time only my own mother who takes care of us with her hard work, and my mother also did not demand he always had a lot of money that important figure of the father was at home, this even there is no telling continue to be sick even though he was silent. What kind of man is in front of me it feels like he wants to get angry straight away but he is sick again. Strange but real, not very clear, life is difficult to move and move rented even my mother never complained, not begging also his brother, this is even really weak.

"Keep you're calling us for what? honestly frankly? a kangen? need money? whahuh? why not just from the past, why now? " my question and immediately scolded my brother because I asked with judes.

"Na, mature na can't do that," said my brother while glaring.

"What kind of "adult do you ask for? if I grow up like this father, I don't want to! have thrown away his family never nyamperin, so weak so men do not have a sense of responsibility, this pain just asked to be found out why? I just ask you directly if the point does not need to be complicated, tomorrow after the market directly home, Sunday I want to rest at home! " my answer was cranky and straight to the point.

"I'm sorry dad ya na, I'm really sorry. I was so stupid and so wrong with Dari, Ana and your mother. " The answer is crying.

"Yes, yeah" replied my brother, shedding tears.

"I'm sorry to be forgiven, but when told to forget? obviously can't. You have absolutely no influence in my life, father, have you ever been a father figure in the house? oh obviously not so straight away what does he want? " just ask me again out loud.

om Ismail came in and calmed me down to give me water so that I would not lose control, om also apologized for not trying to improve the relationship between father and son because he felt he had no power and the father was stubborn, he said, om just ask often at this time to communicate because it will make a sense of health in a sick body. Om also does not ask for any money, just care about your father, so he said and I just still feel not accepted, why we as children who must always give up when the stupid ones are his parents. Om also said that the house became strange since the father's girlfriend was not married, probably made bad because of heartache so om asked us to look and make his house back to normal, he said, I replied that I could not be like a shaman, usually we just see and sometimes communicate that ngusir ya obviously can not. Then my brother who will try to see why the atmosphere can be bad in this house, I'm really excited and immediately out of his room.

I came forward looking at the stars because it was quiet enough here that only the sound of crickets, then aunty came and gave me coffee and fried food, and then I got it, auntie knows I like it only she's sorry because there's only black coffee and I don't mind it. Auntie said the story that the father's girlfriend often came here just to throw the ground, whether it's the cemetery or what, a lot of strange events, a lot of strange, there was even a sound like an explosion above the house when it was searched for nothing, and my hunch was indeed a shipment of hatred.

"Why didn't he marry his girlfriend? " tanyaku.

"The color of your father is still in love with your mother, but I myself as a brother-in-law also not so pagam want your father because it is quite stubborn and aunt husband also patiently ask for forgiveness," he replied frankly.

"Tante ciloknya still no? I want to try, "my answer is not connected.

"Oh there is mbak, I don't think you want soan jajan see mbak Ana very good body, wait ya. "he replied while hurrying back.

"Tante, tomorrow I will go home, may I not buy for me to share with office friends only, " said me while eating.

"By mbak, do not buy later I make it, "he replied.

"Don't dong aunty, this is really good friends I would like, make it 400 thousand lilok yes aunt, "my answer.

"That's a big one I only trade sometimes a day only 160s dapetnya, "he replied again.

"But auntie can? tomorrow will be a trade for me, "my answer.

"Thank you mbak, "the answer is happy and moved.

"Tante only uses this bracelet, believing it can not be an antidote to crime, " I said and gave the bracelet I was wearing.

"This is serious, ma'am? " sanyanya.

"Depending on aunt, if aunt believes it could be yes if not yes no hehehe." I replied with a laugh.

We continued to chat about the story of the father and his girlfriend, whether he cheated or not obviously no one knows because of fear of misunderstanding, though have a family that is patient and good but the father even like that. I finished my coffee and my brother came to talk and eat, stories until night and finally we slept because sleepy and cold enough, I was dreaming, I was dreaming, the dream of a figure who became chaotic in this house, a large figure is the housekeeper but there are other figures who try to penetrate, this large figure of family trust to always be safe, and there are other people who try to penetrate, but who tried to penetrate this small figure that can sneak, serem heck but really males debate the same demon, same man aja ogah.

In the morning, I took a bath with a separate bathroom from the house after that follow the love of goats and cows and we ate, corn rice and side dishes that were excellent, me and Ayu say goodbye to shopping, there Ayu is very excited and very happy, I buy her clothes for her brother who is in the cottage as well, her mother and father also I buy, I buy her clothes, buy a lot of toys including his favorite barby, dolls as well, do not forget the shoes for Ayu, he was very happy to cry. Arriving at home turned out to be ready cilok turned out to be aunty staying up late to make it, my sister also gave an envelope for aunty while I love pocket money for Ayu and her brother in the lodge, they were moved and happy, they were moved and happy, don't forget we took a photo together and it was time for my brother and I to go back home.