
This time I want to get closer to Asmirah, isn't the nearest enemy the closest person, so I plan to approach Asmirah in order to slightly understand her position how. It's just that I'm still dumbfounded by everything I've been through and the dark story behind this house. Whereas in the past I only wanted to rent this house just for the office and basecamp we work and work. It is unexpected if there is a dark time behind this beautiful house.
Today Mr. Broto went to invite Batara to find inspiration, while I wanted to come but this is a chance to get closer to Asmirah. I helped her make traditional dutch cake poffertjes, maybe now like pancakes that taste soft and delicious. On the bright side I can eat typical food of the ancients. Asmirah is very painstaking even in my opinion in this era she is among the people who are wealthy, because she is a mixed derivative that can make her native husband rise.
Or Mr. Broto became obedient and good because it played a role in the many financial problems of Asmirah. This house in the present day is a house of sufficient people, while in my vision Mr. Broto's house is very simple. But Asmirah can also adapt to stay at Mr. Broto's house, only he's a killer.
"Mom. " I told you to please her heart.
"Yes, my mother also really likes it, especially plus honey. " The answer is full of smiles.
"Mom, remember not when I was scared yesterday? " Tanyaku.
"Yes, why? " Task Asmirah, as if knowing where this conversation is going.
"Mom.this house seems too big for our family, I'm afraid because I saw a ghost of a black shadow. " I tried this conversation to relax.
"Not big, this is a house that is enough for all of us, your sister will be born soon, son, and this is a house that is suitable for the next generation in the future. " Reply calm.
"Why can it be so mom? " I'm confused.
"So, this land will become expensive and enter the elite environment in the future, so later your son or your grandson can also feel good and enough. " The answer is while looking at me.
"So good to be inherited, ma'am? " Let me again.
"Yes, son, the thing we are trying now is just to make our children and our descendants live well, at this time we are difficult in colonial times, he said, hopefully, as our economy grows, there are good things that we pass on to our children and grandchildren. We live for family. " His speech with a very gentle tone was even very sincere.
"Why do you think that? " Tell me again.
"You'll see if you have children, how we should put ourselves as a wife, as a mother, or as another. Living just to please others is painful, living only for yourself is not good. For me, living for my family is what I do. " I answered with teary eyes.
"So I'll be like mom? " Ask me.
"No need, be as you want to be, mother and father just prepare the way so that the road that you live is not steep and winding. Like the path of mother and father who go up the mountain down the valley and even through the ravine, all we want is the happiness of our children." Answer again.
Indeed, no matter how evil, no matter how dark a mother's behavior, her love remains all the time. The bad thing for her may be part of the bitter story of her life, but if it's a matter of children and family, the mother is the only conditioning in the sultry of the house. That is the responsibility as a mother.
"Mom, why do you like father? " Task me wanting to know.
"Your father is hardworking and kind. In the eyes of the mother already knows that the father likes the same mother. " Obviously smiling.
"So .. Daddy used to love mommy? " Tanyaku.
"Yes. someday you also have to meet a man who loves you very much, if on the contrary maybe your heart will be slightly hurt because your love is bigger, so the opposite proposal is yes son. " Obviously while stroking my hair.
"So you never hurt mom? " Let me again.
"There is no guarantee that if we are loved then not if ever hurt, because the father of a good person sometimes good he makes the hearts of others hurt. " His reply while wiping away the tears that suddenly rose.
"Mom, why are you crying? " I'm surprised.
"Nothing son, I'm just in the past. You have asked a lot, now is the time to eat the cake. I want to take this cake to the oma opa first yes. " It was clear as it passed away.
Asmirah is a good person who turned evil because of disappointment, that's just my summary right now. I haven't been able to do much, indeed sometimes a very good person can turn evil because of something that is very disappointing. Like many of the movies I watch. Had he also felt disappointed with Mr. Broto because of Sri, is it true Mr. Broto married again.
Asmirah was like keeping something she couldn't reveal, it made me more curious and headache, wanting to know immediately what was behind this dark story. I want to go back to the time where I deserve to be.
Evening arrived, the wind came back, the weather was very cold and dark. I don't know why I feel so foreign but I'm getting used to this house. The house is not the same as the office because there may be a lot of home improvements and updates. But this house is very comfortable because there may not be a cemetery in this house so feel safe. It's just that I remember that Diajeng ma'am thought Asmirah was a bad woman, whereas what I discussed earlier with her, she seemed to be a good woman towards her family.
I felt like I was fooled between right and wrong, whether I should trust a human or a spirit who was demanding revenge. Whether all this is upside down or indeed this is the truth. I became confused and chaotic all of a sudden. In movies it is usually evil demons, but whether the spirit can lie to the vision that I see and feel, it is impossible if the spirit can manipulate the situation first.
But isn't Satan full of manipulative and evil properties, but how do we categorize these good demons, these good spirits. How about this I suddenly thought in detail and found no way of truth. If you have strong faith, do not believe in the deceptions of Satan. While I have no learning of the problem of demons like this, or any other creature of God that not just any human can see.
So, how can I explain all this? What am I supposed to do?