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144. Don't you Worry
What I remember most about Toby last night was not to fret and not to think negatively, do not worry and believe him, because he was there also working for a better life, he said, not that I'm excited and happy with my cool career choice, he also said he would keep his heart for me, so don't fret because he's just mine, although the sparkling capital is crowded and various kinds of people with their characteristics, there will be no infidelity if the man is strong and true faith, he said, while Toby himself is also traumatized by the affair so he will not follow in the footsteps of his father. I just need to believe and stay next to Toby no matter what, because I'm also tied to him so I have to be strong with all the tests faced by both.
This morning made me sad, because I almost forgot that Toby was the one who loved me first, and I just need to take care of his love and develop my love, lest there be a disturbing demon, he said, I remember Ana's message too, and my father's message telling me not to be too rude and emotional, don't be selfish because men are trying to make me a comfortable and prosperous life. My father always made me enough, my father never left me alone and was always by my side even though I was also a little naughty because I did not obey parents who wanted their children to go to school again abroad and work there, he said, where can I leave you far away, besides, I work for my own company and I'm proud because I live the life I want without pressure from others and live as I want, so I'm grateful to have a father who understands so well my will to be my own boss.
“Why do you nduk?” ask father.
“No papa sir, I just feel a little sad,” I replied.
“Why, what's the problem?” ask me to worry.
“Do not know sir, not clear too, suddenly sad,” I replied.
“Yes may change the atmosphere, so you feel there is an empty,” replied the father.
“Iya also sir,” answered me lethargic while fried eggplok.
“Yaudah, you must be slowly getting used to it, Sunny from morning ngeong-ngeong mulu, just as you saw it was eating out, the cake she was starving,” said the father.
“Gosh sir, I forgot to eat last night,” I replied while looking at Sunny who was sleeping.
“Don't forget again, pity, you were busy last night, so don't pay attention too,” replied the father.
“Iya sir, duh kasian the Sunny, gosh usually I forget,” my nagging nagging myself.
Today I was picked up by Ana again, for some reason she picked me up like this, was she worried or was there anything, I don't understand, either, turns out he said that his mother wanted me to hold the cigarette pipe, Mr. Broto, and I was willing, but I waited a bit normal because I was a little sad again, and Ana was happy and would wait for me until I was ready, because Miss Wulan was also somehow not translucent and could not see what was behind the cigarette pipe, I'll say yes and don't tell me Toby's afraid he's worried. I also told Ana that if I want to play next month to Toby's place because Toby told me, Ana is very happy to want to come because she never traveled far, because she never traveled far, but he realized that the cost was good and he also knew himself. He was also very happy I was better than Toby was not emotional anymore, I also became a happy follower because there are others who are happy with our relationship which is quite horror if you think about it.
I immediately worked on the designs that many revisions, this, sometimes I also back Tiar's work because he is also overwhelmed and still dizzy with the many revisions because he is less able to change styles except the style he likes. Not only that Adam also splash Toby phones because there are those who have not been taught by Toby, the office today is quite crowded, because there are guests who are also chatting in the guest room with Ana and Ambar, who are also in the office today, while Roy invited all interns to go around to meet other teams out there so they would know other artisans. The spirit here feels because it is busy alone. I also saw Adam funny also fussy himself, Kris was also excited because he was also metered with his work because he was busy with his marriage as well so yes reasonable, yes, I want to help you can't because I'm full enough.
At lunchtime, Ana and Ambar invite guests to eat out, here only leaves me, Adam and Kris who eat rice box catering bu Wulan is unmatched. Today's menu is fish and vegetables do not forget sambal should always be there, especially today sambal squid my favorite, we eat while watching TV to see there is gossip what today is Kris's favorite, I'm the same Adam ngikelaji, Adam is also VC his wife because his son is crying, gales also the same son Adam is very nervous. Suddenly my head was dizzy because I was working too hard to forget this unclear anxiety. It was time to go home and the children had not yet come and I decided to go home first to stop by Toby's mother's house and bring them my favorite aceh noodles and Toby.
At his house the three of us ate and discussed Toby who wanted me to see him, and indeed the family was very agreeable for fear that I was always prejudiced, so having to see clearly from Toby's glasses, I also feel bad because I always fight with his son but they also realize that it is difficult in the beginning because they are always used to being together, because they are always used to being together, so they want me to have a big heart and extra patience, she also told me to always keep the heart and place Toby in my heart, I feel impressed because this family loves me very much too. When I finished, I went home because it was already night. At home I immediately feed Sunny and play with her, I also give her vitamins so that she is healthy and her fur is smooth. You also haven't come home I usually accompanied by Toby now so feel something is missing.
Then Ana called, please,
“Halo ca, are you back?” tanyakanya.
“Udah, I ran out of his mother Toby's house,” I replied.
“Why not wait for me anyway,” he replied.
“Yes you come home the night is clear, and I'm missing want to cepet-cepet go home.” I replied.
“We want to eat Korean food, would you like to come?” tanyakanya.
“Gak deh, I have eaten with his mother Toby the same princess, already full, so you guys aja.” I replied.
“Yaudah if so,” replied Ana and then hung up.
While I relax while watching TV with Sunny and also open a laptop studying corporate finance that is very neat worked Ambar, very, very neat, from income expenditure and everything, and everything, as well as a lot of other files from planning and planning, even Toby's file on office funding is also complete, he's done this much for the office and on my name name that I don't know, I just know the house, indeed Toby prioritizes the construction of the office rather than the house, because until now the house is also slowly built, and I do not know about this, about office money spent on maintenance costs and office needs. I just relax, and apparently Roy and Ambar are indeed spend money for interior and indoor and outdoor purposes if the building is all Toby.
It's crazy to be Toby, so he is intensive with other efforts such as his coffee shop and the main salary of work more than UMR and now which is definitely double digits and additional UMR salary here and bonus and somehow additional from where else, he could save well like this. Very dizzy to see these numbers and indeed I do not interfere too much with finances because believe it and the idea when cheating myself makes dizzy. Then Toby called shortly and he said he misses me a lot and I miss him too, he's also allowed to eat tomorrow with his colleagues at the hotel right back home from work, and I just because I don't want to think weird because tired also think weird is a waste of energy.
Then my father came,
“Dah home you nduk, I bring this chocolate,” said the father.
“Thank you sir, take a break,” I replied.
“Iya, that's you phone Toby huh?” ask father.
“You're good if you're better, Sunny has eaten yet?” ask father.
“Bapak nanyain Sunny is not his son,” answered me and only answered laughter by father.
I went straight into Sunny's room and door locks and into the room to make a bed while continuing the call with Toby.
“Bi, you can have a lot of savings so how can you? I saw the total number was shocked,” I said.
“Long time I mourn, and very save, mama also know my destination so I am supported and always reminded,” he replied.
“Emang why really can think of such a cake?” my many.
“Yes because I think far ahead dear, for us to make our family, mumpung still young and capable all must be done to produce and the tube is mandatory,” he replied in a crisp voice.
“Kok can ya you kek that, I'm still astonished.” I replied.
“You're astonished? Sure enough? You are amazed times, hahaha.” he replied with a laugh.
“Iyaa... I may be amazed because I am loved by a man who thinks highly of the future with me,”.
“Iya, who loves her cake more I,” she replied.
“If anyone loves me and love you cake exactly what dong?” ask me to try asking.
“Emang any?” tanyakanya.
“Yes if there is,” answered me who is a bit scared.
“Yes if there is no papa, indeed you deserve to be loved deeply, but I am the only one who must have you, only I am one and no one else can follow,” he replied.
“Hmm... so you're not afraid I'm taken by people or I like each other?” my many.
“Fear! But if later do not match what would be forced, if you love others do I have to roar not accept?” ask her wisely.
“So you have no effort to keep me?” my many.
“Obviously I will keep you, I have tied you up, already engaged, and that is the form I am obliged to have you hahaha.” he replied.
“Yes too, obviously you are afraid I will turn, be and be tied up first and then you go-go,” I replied.
“Iya I go temporarily, later also come back, if we marry I also do not know if we will LDR after marriage also?” her tanya was confused and I was also confused whether I should go with her and not work in the company that I built myself just to accompany her and obey what the husband said, I have not thought of this, I have not thought of this, and how to deal with this in the future.
“You asked me to leave my own company and focus on taking care of our little husband and family?” ask me to make sure what he has in mind.
“You can work remotely right, WFA can also,” he replied.
“Later deh, I think how good it used to be, I have been working constantly suddenly have to be at home mulu with the busy household and the rush of laptops and office work, and, I don't know if I want to live like that either,” I replied doubtfully.
“So dear papa, I know and understand, we will see in the future what it is like, you are calm I will not force my will, we must be diligent in discussing,” he replied calmly.
“Thanks yes bi,” answered me and I say I want to sleep because my HP runs out of battery.
I became thinking how my life ahead, I also do not want to be far from the father, so all confused and upset himself, but already seneng there is also a hoopla and problems that are always there, but there are always, I was sleeping but I was dreaming, my dream this time was real, it felt so real because I realized it was a dream I realized I was waking up in a dream, because I was at the house of Mr. Broto who was in the beautiful village, I was very shocked and stunned by the beautiful ancient atmosphere, because it was morning and I did not wear sandals, she said, can breathe with cool air, can feel the dew in the cold leaves and fog that I very rarely meet in my own home. There is a granny sweeping the background with a broomstick with a typical sweeping style with her head down while her left hand is behind, then I also saw the grandfathers who were plucking the weeds that were disturbing the plants, there were cocks crowing and it was so sad that I somehow shed tears.
When I looked back I saw Mr. Broto with his blangkon and long mustache was laughing with his best friend, I don't know what was discussed but I seemed to want to take pictures because it was very antique, indeed, I was dreaming and I was free to do anything because I realized I was in dreamland. I saw the mother and her son who were giving the oil with the hair of their long son and then in the braid of the two children's hair, he said, they only wear rags to cover their bodies and some even have breasts that look and this is me enjoying the past life, very beautiful and I can walk around freely.