
Since the kiss I rarely could look into the eyes of Aca because somehow it felt very awkward and we started the days as usual just awkward and sensitive is Ana, he asked me if I and Aca were fighting, or if something was happening. I am confused to answer how, but I only answer if it is busy each of them just so gaada fight, let Aca fancied miss me, because all this time only I was chasing after him, so I was not going to fight, asked him and he just accepted, I don't know why I wanted to be answered because he never said he liked me.
Ana is just a headache because I want to be missed by Aca, she told me to talk about this later Acanya even misunderstood and more complicated just because of kangen aja.
“You are really, really, really good too.” Ana.
“Yes how else would like to know he is sensitive and miss me because there is no me in his scope.” My answer.
“Maybe this is also my reason for not having a relationship first.” Answer Ana.
“Why na? You're a cute lot of men who like.” My word.
“Gatau, males aja has a tie that is dizzying, ribet,” he replied annoyed.
“Yes do not look at my relationship, look at Kris who is happy, my relationship is not going smoothly at first but will definitely be happy ending.” I answered while convincing myself.
“Yes you know, I am concerned about the condition of my own family, the relationship between my parents' husband and wife is not good, how my mother who struggled herself to maintain the household while my father is cool with his own world, selfish and loser.” He replied annoyedly speaking as his eyes glazed over.
“Now where is your father?” my many.
“Tuh back to his village I don't know what he took care of there, herding goats there.” Ketus answer.
“You never asked her or contacted her?” my many.
“Create what? Egoist cake that, never thought of my mother's feelings from long ago, cheating with other people at will, did not go home because it was not in love with my mother. Then with a cake that means he also threw away his son.” Ana replied with a furious and quivering tone.
“What is your mom ? is he still in touch?” my many.
“My mother is only considered a crazy person like him, just because the mother's family can mostly see other creatures, and the father who does not believe in it all, there is no such thing as longing, my brother also has talked to my father to go home because he is old, here it is good to have his grandchildren. Eh it's weird, ah I don't know maybe he's there with a young wife.” Ana answered strongly withholding her emotions.
“And that makes you not want to have a relationship ? but your sister also just gave birth, right?” my many.
“My brother tried hard to forgive and forget all the traumas, because he was the one who knew the truth about what this family member was, with a father and mother who were not warm, he said, very hard dad with mom who is also just as hard.” Answer Ana.
“Hopefully your sister's husband can treat her trauma.” My word.
“They both have trauma, and they treat each other, so my adorable niece was born, look at my wallpaper, beautiful is my ponakan.” He answered while showing his HP.
“The name is Kirana, ah you did not come anyway when this was born, only the same Ambar Aja who went home.” Said Ana who was upset because I didn't go to her house.
“Yes sorry, first why didn't dateng, forgot me.” My answer.
“If you do not work the cake, keep other children do not know where, whereas my house is closest to the office but rarely you hang out in my house.” Answer Ana.
“Decet color and because your house is always crowded, because your mother open catering right, so the cake does not want to take aja.” My answer is self-defense, but if we gather there so eating will continue to be not good, sung that.
After chatting with Ana in this meeting room, because actually I was talking about the client but for a long time the discussion became everywhere. After that there was Aca who entered the room and wanted to chat with me alone, finally Ana came out and Aca who came in and sat opposite me, while I still did not want to look at her.
“You why bi? These few days have been avoiding me a lot.” Ask Aca who I find her gaze intimidating.
“Why-why, how you feel it.” I replied while playing HP, either open any application I am confused.
“Can't talk to my eyes,” he said in an annoyed tone.
“Well yes, I'm busy.” I answered and stood up to go out but was arrested by Aca.
“Sit down bi,” he said and instead moved to sit next to me.
“Why else ca?” my many.
“You sick?” he asked while holding my forehead to check if I was hot or not and raised my chin so I could look at him.
“What caa?” ask me who is not looking and looking which way.
“Already if you don't want to look at me, but really it was my PC blue screen.” Answer the emotion and then leave the meeting room.
Ah, I don't look gentle and was very upset, very doubtful but I can't express my feelings to Aca, because he also difficult to tell his feelings, finally I went out and fixed his PC, so I can not express my feelings to him, though there's Robi why she didn't ask for help with him anyway, why should I be more embarrassed.
After that I left the table because our table was no longer next to each other, so it was arranged according to the division, it turned out that he was making coffee in the pantry and I was also embarrassed, he said, why he could be ordinary when he finished kissing, whether he was used to kissing, this makes me overthinking and more confused, time passed when it was time to go home but I had to check where the house next door had arrived, because I also have to save for the furniture, the cost of building a house is very expensive let alone the contents and other prints, other, seeing the contents of the savings that really reduced drastically scared me if no money came in. Because long enough I save and spend it can be as fast as lightning, I was concerned with the office building first that is important because the office used every day, I think, while the house is really slow and suffocating because of the desire for a really strong house.
I also communicated with his father Aca about the house and others, his father also helped even want to be repotinated really and I am very, very grateful for being helped to choose ingredients and others so as not to waste too much money on unnecessary things. I don't know if I often contact his father because I really want him to know if it's okay. This is part of my gift when the contract will be in the form of a house.