Husband's Regret: I'm Not a Little Child
Rained out.

"Hold my hand!"

"Huh?" pekik Nila was shocked to turn her head and found Rendi's hand in front of her.

When she reached the Babanya house, Nila was tense, her heart was pounding and her steps were doubtful.

Rendi could see that, Rendi also smiled reaching out her hand before moving away from her car that she parked in the courtyard of Baba's house

"Remember that Oma message. Mas Tofu's. Amer, Ikun and Baba are very dear to you. They are very sensitive to what is happening to you. He became very angry at Mas. They will prove it. It will be wrong Mas. I will be happy with you. They will love you as you are. I am not ashamed anymore. Even Sengeyel whatever you are. I believe you are afraid that you will be a good wife to me. And sure they'll come back to support and love us like before? Don't be tense. Do you believe the same?" tanya Rendi assured.

Notya replied, Nila even looked down and thought.

Yep. Earlier at the house Oma, Oma 100 percent support Rendi and Nila because according to Oma they are still husband and wife. Especially if Nila still likes it. Even if Nila wanted to reject it since the beginning of 3 years ago, not now. So it doesn't hurt anyone, nor should there be a word divorce.

After Oma agreed they relaxed together. Then Nila chatted briefly with Bunga, sharing the story in the room because Bunga now has a girlfriend.

Bunga thought Nila had done many things like dating or married people, Bunga asked a lot. But hearing Nila's story. If Nila had just had a lip kiss, it was also Nila being forced and Nila being shocked.

Bunga was amazed and told Nila that Rendi was among the people who were patient, let alone able to take care of Nila for 3 years without touching when they were husband and wife. Even Bunga himself told his relationship with his girlfriend more closely, Bunga anyway keep themselves but they often eat together, learn together also never kiss.

Flowers are not yet Istiqomah wearing his hijab. Dr. Rendi and Doctor Mira also gave the right to Bunga to determine for themselves what he thought was right because Bunga has grown up now has entered semester 7.

Flowers also tell Nila, the world today, even Bunga many meet his friends there are also others out there, the age of Bunga or Nila is a Baby sugar even though they are still in college. Either from the top or bottom.

Nila heard it just nodded even to be horrified. Actually without Flowers tell Nila also know what and how the role of the wife should be.

While Rendi continued to tell stories with Oma. When Oma mentions and tells a lot about Baba, Rendi says that Baba wants to meet tonight. At that time, Oma asked Rendi and Nila to go home quickly, not to be late or make Baba wait and get angry again.

Rendi also called Nila in the Flower room, asking Nila to come home quickly. Nila obeyed and came home.

Unfortunately along the way Nila kept silent thinking of Flower's advice.

"If indeed what Mr. Rendi said is true? And you love your husband. You can not sell expensive let alone fear, he said it is a sin if the wife does not love the rights of the husband, you must already know right? Mr. Rendi is well established. He's handsome he likes a lot, you have to love the best for him. Moreover, you are still halal!

Ingan the actor of today is in the form of a fairy, so you must also be an angel! Do not let you regret, rarely meet men as patient as he. Let alone a good In-law and In-law, it was 1000:1!"

Nila was thinking like that. Especially when asked by Oma earlier, once Baba's blessing was bagged, married officially or the series as it is now, Rendi wanted Nila to go home like the previous plan.

Nila is now even afraid to imagine all the roles that she will run. What if Nila sleeps in the room, then Nila creeps herself, remember the hard object Rendi had that she saw earlier in the bathroom? What if that thing really ripped apart hers? How painful it feels.

Nila instead wanted to postpone asking Baba's permission so that she could buy time to go back to Rendi's house. More than that Nila was afraid of Oma's response. Oma is very sensitive now in contrast to Oma Mirna. In Nila's head was filled with bad thoughts.

"Kneel!" invite Rendi impatiently waiting for Nila who was silent. Because Nila did not immediately reach Rendi's hand for her to make a grip, then Rendi herself who grabbed Nila's hand and grasped it entered to meet Buna and Baba.

"Please be afraid, Mom!" nila is spontaneous.

"What are you afraid of? Excessive fear, let alone suudzon against the provisions of Allah is sin!" said Rendi reassured Nila and took her forward walking towards the doorbell of Baba's house.

"Nila, Rendi!"

"Glegs!"

Unfortunately, not so Rendi pressed the bell, Buna even opened the door of the house first, and found Rendi's hand holding it.

Nila gulped her saliva in a jolt and pulled her hand fast. Nila was scared to remember how Baba was angry before. Nila is embarrassed to gep Buna is getting closer to Rendi.

But beyond all expectations, Nila. Buna smiled and greeted them.

"Alhamdulillah you have arrived. Come inside!" bring Buna friendly.

Of course Rendi was very happy, nodding and kissing Buna's hand.

"Guna look at the dark sky. Lightning was also heard several times. Buna's worried, until Buna calls Oma!" buna said as he walked in.

"Alhamdulillah. We're going to use Buna's car. Rain is no problem!" answer Rendi politely.

"Yes!" reply Buna.

"Buna called Oma?" ask Nila.

"Yes. Oma told me everything!" buna replied stopping her way and looked at the two of them

Rendi and Nila fell silent.

"Buna agreed with Oma. Buna is convinced Oma's decision is best! Buna support you!" buna smiled at the two.

"Thank you, Bun!" reply Rendi politely and briefly with a sparkling face full of vigor.

"Well!" buna replied and continued.

Nila also walked along Rendi and Bunanya.

"Oh yeah? You guys just got home? Have you guys had a shower yet?" ask Buna outside Nila's expectations for what to ask for a bath.

"Hhhh!" pekik Nila's.

"Not yet!" rendi answered quickly.

"Yes already. Nila get your husband's shirt ready. Did you ever wear clothes in your room? You rest and take a shower first! We'll talk to Baba!" buna.

"Yes Buna!" answer Rendi quickly.

While Nila immediately swallowed her saliva. Rendi was already bathing, she also forgot that in Nila's room there was a Rendi shirt. Why does Nila have to be prepared. Why Buna gives blessing so quickly.

"Where is Buna?" ask Nila quickly.

The purpose of Nila was to meet Baba first why Buna asked Nila and Rendi to take a bath all there is Nila event that is ready again, what this means Baba has clear blessing.

"Propa called the office person, he said there was a job that needed Baba. Amer hasn't come home yet. You guys rest first. Baba's coming home still late. Sister and Oma Rita in the orphanage, Buna is also going to follow!" reply Buna.

Nila glanced at Rendi added a wave. While Rendi smiled happily.

"Yes Bun. Rendi can rest in the room, right?" ask Rendi without wasting any chance.

Nila added annoyed to Rendi, why even more willing to rest in the room. While Buna even frowned smiling shyly to herself.

"Yes. It was okay before, right? Nila's room is also your room, right? Sok. Buna to the parlour first!" buna replied, leaving.

"Yes Buna!" answer Rendi again.

"What do you want to do to the parlor?" tanya Nila paused, still did not want to be left behind Bunanya. It feels strange that Rendi in her house even wants to be left again.

Buna breathed for a moment. One of the children of the home died. Oma Rita who heard directly asked for a study at the orphanage, also gave another encouragement to better be a student and keep the association. Founder of Gunawijaya Kan Oma Rita. Of course Oma Rita cares about everything related to Panti.

"Some of the house's children died? Buna and Oma would like to send a prayer," Buna replied.

"Died?" pekik Nila's.

"Tomorrow Buna story. Served your husband well. Buna go first!" buna said briefly while patting Nila's arm softly and flattering..

Buna seemed to walk into the kitchen somehow to ART. Buna called the driver and left.

Nila and Rendi looked at the eyes. At home other than ART there are only the two of them now. Rendi smiled victoriously while Nila gulped her saliva.

"Don't suudzon be the same Allaah.Look right? Allows to ease our path. Remember the word Buna. Your husband, get ready for clothes!" said Rendi.

Nila could not answer, willing to forbid, Nila remembered the message of Flowers.

"Is there any clothes in my room?" tanya Nila lirih looking for an excuse.

"You forgot? Before you left for the cottage, Mas also never entered your room and brought a suitcase. Put it in the closet by your shoe rack!" rendi replied, I remember where she put the clothes in Nila's room.

"Hhh..," Nila just sighed.

Yes, Nila now remember. But the door was almost never opened.

Rendi lowered her smile at Nila's expression. Without permission Nila Rendi sailed first to Nila's room. Moreover, there is no Baba, Ikun and Amer, of course Rendi more freely.

Nila saw him not staying silent and immediately chased after him.

"Wanna go to our room?"

"We? Really pede?"

"That Buna word?"

"Who can enter without me? Very excited?" sindir Nila's.

"Said Buna it's my room too! Spirit." replied Rendi confidently keep walking in.

"Ish...," said Nila, "Sokay? the key is in me," muttered Nila stopped her way to let Rendi walk alone and wait for Rendi to return.

If Rendi returns Nila will not let in and let it take a bath in the guest room. Baba's house is big there are still many empty rooms.

But unfortunately the time that Nila expected Rendi back through. Rendi did not return. Nila was curious to check. As soon as he arrived in front of the room Nila widened his eyes. "Astaghfirulloh, I forgot to unlock? Haish" muttered Nila this morning.

Now Rendi was confidently already inside Nila's room. Very deliberately targeting the room, taking the opportunity to both. Nila followed by bending her face.

"You want to go first? Or was it just then?" tanya Rendi arrived. Rendi doesn't care about Nila pouting or anything. Anyway it's his room.

"Huh?" pekik Nila did not understand.

"What do you want to be with?" added Rendi now while rolling her eyes.

Nila frowned.

"What island?" ask Nila.

"Haish." hiss Rendi.

"Don't you freak out!" answer Nila.

"And said Buna before we met Baba we took a shower? Just yuk!" answered Rendi inviting and rolling her eyes again

"Glegs!" Nila instantly glared and hissed while shaking her head goosebumps.

"No. Please. Mas first. Nila go down first!" answer Nila quickly.

"Remain down? Remember the word Buna. Your husband? First meet the needs!" answer Rendi.

Even Nila did not deny the word Rendi. Rendi now has a weapon, "said Buna"

"Let's make a drink for Mas!" reply Nila reasoned.

"Oh..," replied Rendi nodding. It was also one of meeting Rendi's needs.

"The closet key is still attached. The perfume. Insya Alloh is still worth wearing. Choose it yourself yes. Tilapia down!" answer Nila quickly.

"Don't take long. We're asharan together!" answer Rendi

"Yes!" Nila nodded.

Nila quickly went down leaving Rendi in her room. Actually, Nila didn't want to make a drink. But Nila avoided Rendi. Nila also did not want to shower awaited Rendi.

But because already said, want to make a drink Nila also make a quick drink. Then back. And when he got to the room, Rendi wasn't finished. Nila thought bad again. What's going on inside.

"Buck...!" call Nila doubt.

"Yes!" replied Rendi.

"Ehm..," dehem Nila was confused as to how he asked. In front of the bathroom Nila squeezed her hand turned around and bit her own lips in confusion. Want to ask shame, no, he's a sin? He's also illfeel if the prejudice is correct.

"What, Honey?"

"Glegs!"

Apparently without Nila asked what is Rendi doing? Sensitive joints. When Nila turned around and thought, Rendi had already opened the door and stood behind her. Nila the negative thingking so flutter again.

"Ehm..," dehem Nila lowered her head so that she was creeped out to see Rendi.

The joint just wrapped around the towel covering the lower body, that's all just up to the knee. Besides being caught all in the netra Nila, suddenly Nila became cold hot, moreover there was still residual water dripping from Rendi's hair, the smell of Nila soap was also still smelled.

"Mas wudzu's. Move over!" said Rendi flatly, asking Nila to stay away, because Nila instead froze holding her heartbeat.

Nila became misbehaved and all bleng wanted if there was a Rendi in her room.

Hearing Rendi's words, Nila was again embarrassed. Why Nila is always into the wrong behavior and mistaking. But Rendi wasn't as bad as she thought. Nila also moved aside.

"Quick shower. We're pilgrims ashar time is short you know!" said Rendi again made Nila jerked embarrassed again.

"Yes!" answer Nila quickly.

Because there was Rendi, Nila took the full outfit and took it to the bathroom to change inside. Once out Nila was wearing full clothes.

Nila was surprised, it turns out that Rendi had held a prayer mat and wore a complete koko sarong bercei. Rendi was waiting for Nila to pray. Even Nila he prepared.

Nila also rushed to close. Nila was ashamed because her heart was constantly exposed to prejudice. Rendi turned out to be very good.

They also worshiped Ashar. The prayers and prayers were apparently out in the rain.

"Drink first! Looks like anget's tea!" said Nila to point out the drink that Nila had made on the table.

Rendi nodded and sat down to drink it.

Nila was still clumsy and confused by herself. Both in the room moreover, want to sit, it feels embarrassed, strange. Nila thought she wanted to go down with Mbak Ida and the others.

"Sit down!" said Rendi again always like know the contents of Nila's heart.

Nila gulped her saliva again always into the gep. Nila wanted to run away.

"Mas rest. Nila get down first!" said Nila.

"Udah there's a drink. Want to let alone?" ask Rendi

Nila twisted her finger to find an excuse. But not yet Nila replied Rendi had directly spoken again.

"The company is here. Mas very sleepy. Can you please just lie down!" said Rendi.

"But it's late afternoon? Not good to sleep! Come on down, Yuk!" answer Nila.

"It's because it was late afternoon. Keep coming back to not fall asleep. Really tired. Mas's foot-jaw can't it?" said Rendi again asking.

"Treepers?" pekik Nila looked at Rendi biting her lips hesitating to pijit Rendi.

"The husband's penis is a reward!" continued Rendi quickly did not want to hear Nila's reason.

"Ehm..." Nila just cleared her throat and snorted.

"Quickly. Bentar doang!" said Rendi.

Finally Rendi rose on a mattress lying on her stomach and thrust her soles of her feet for a massage

Nila throbbed, with slow and hesitant steps, her hands started massaging. Because Nila was clumsy herself, Nila did not invite Rendi to chat. Rendi also quietly spread her body quietly.

Nila focused on massaging Rendi's feet. As a child he also loved to massage Baba. Until without feeling, Nila sweat out and sound soft snoring Rendi.

"Ish, is she sleeping?" hiss Nila wiped her sweat and examined Rendi.

"Mas!" call Nila. But Rendi didn't budge.

Nila glanced at the clock around 5. Maghrib is long.

"Hhh..," Nila sighed as it turned out to be just massaging the husband's leg was exhausting. "Ck!" decak Nila could only stare at her husband who was sprawled back and snoring. "You maghrib's sleeping!" nila Cibir.

Due to fatigue and heavy rain outside, Nila intended to lay down her body for a moment. Because Nila was also tired and the rain of intention was only a short fall. But Nila fell asleep.