Husband's Regret: I'm Not a Little Child
Disbanding

Once dared to hold the husband's phone, Nila did not waste the opportunity. Not because Nila was suspicious, but this was her first time as a wife, from her, the lecturer she had previously admired, to whom she had some distance, she said, now it feels like his even the thing that people say is privacy and keeps a lot of secrets, by which he is allowed to master it at will.

With a carefree heart, feeling flattered and loved, while smiling happily Nila surfed as she pleased with her husband's phone.

Even Nila so open a chat between fellow lecturers, committees, campus officials, where there are some secret conversations that even lecturers do not know everything let alone students. But Nila has access to it.

Nila enthusiastically asked and felt special, Rendi also answered some of what Nila asked, but often also just smiled and instead warned Nila not to kepo, it was not her business, it was the parent's business.

Nila only chuckles when scolded but still almost all the names that chat Rendi, Nila asked who it was. Nila is very cherry.

Without feeling they reach home. Because on the cherry blossom road, asking a lot about the contents of the chat Rendi, Nila did not sleep and spirit.

“Udah, satisfied? U relieved, her mobile toy?” asked Rendi affectionately looking at Nila who was now sitting beside her.

They're resting on the couch.

Asked so, Nila smiled grinning and handed Rendi's phone. “Udah!”

Rendi accepted and frowned to see his wife smiling very cute while bowing her face, like having done something.

“Any mobile phone Mas?” ask Randy again.

“He...,” Nila grinned again. “Liat profile photo, good no?” tanya Nila looked at Rendi expectantly anxious.

Rendi throbbed and then looked at her profile, Rendi just swung her lips and looked at Nila with a warm look.

Nila bit her lips in doubt. “He... good right? Like right?” ask Nila again.

“Why replaced?” ask Rendi flat. Previously it was just a photo of a knight avatar.

Asked by Rendi, Nila pursed her lips. “Nevent liked yah?” ask Nila disappointed.

“Mmm.. like,” replied Rendi.

“Truly?" tanya Nila made sure.

“Likes, mas likes, Dhek. But answer first, why replaced?” tanya Rendi turned out to be just ngetes.

“He. let everyone know, if Mas already has a partner, already there is me and mas have me. Do you love this bracelet?” asked Nila with her face.

Rendi continued to look at this small and sweet wife, nodding and smiling happily.

In the heart of Rendi actually self-actualize, according to Rendi first even when she was young and her peers did things like this, is silly insignificant and stupid. Couple bracelets, made photos, for him alay and not important, but in fact now he does it, even at an age where his friends are busy thinking about children. It turns out seeing his wife smiling happily is more relieving than anything.

“Oh yes?” ask Rendi

“Huum." replied Nila.

"Do you really have any? But from 3 years ago you also have his wife Mas, even yesterday the last few months also yes, when you have been in college, very cute with Mas! Error again!” replied Rendi mocked Nila and insinuated.

“Iih....,” Nila directly pinched the fattened Rendi, and Rendi dodged spontaneously.

“Yes yesterday the same now different. Oh yeah, we're that?” answer Nila shyly. I mean Nila, now that they have done unification, Nila has given everything to Rendi.

“That's what?” tanya Rendi is mellowing.

“Because Mas can't deket-deket like other girls, people should know Mas has Nila, yes have Alloh too, but if humans are just Nila! Just Nila dot.” replied Nila again hottie not shy.

Replied so by Nila, Rendi did not answer, but immediately grabbed Nila's head closer to her face and kissed Nila's forehead, then brought Nila in her deck.

Although Rendi did not answer yes, at her request, but with her hugged and kissed, Nila was happy. Nila also welcomed Rendi's embrace and hugged her back, leaning her head on Rendi's chest comfortably.

They hugged warmly, without a word, Rendi just silently answered nothing. Only his brain and heart are connected. “My wife, seems so jealous, I can't see Vallen again, but should I tell her or not? I don't want to make him stop smiling,”

“Mas laper, eat Yuk!” chirps Rendi then.

Nila immediately removed her wound.

“Ayuk, Nila is hungry too, just ya. Wait for Nila ready!” answered Nila excitedly and then woke up from her seat, even so, Rendi immediately grabbed Nila's hand and asked her, Nila turned her head.

“Why, Mas?”

“You change your clothes. Who is ready!” said Rendi.

“Hoh?” pekik Nila was shocked. “Mas nyiapin eat?”

“Huum?” replied Rendi nodded. “My wife will go home from college, must be tired, mas who slept all day, replace yah!” said Rendi mature and full of affection.

“Emang can?” answer Nila. Actually Nila was quite moved by Rendi's attitude, but Nila was a bit hesitant.

“Hemm...,” Rendi thaws. “You forgot, your husband is 30 years old, making his own food is common!” answer Rendi.

“He...,” replied Nila grinned. Yeah, Rendi's been living alone for a long time. “Oke, wait, Nila change yes. Later Help!” answer Nila.

“Beautiful dress!” answered Rendi, rolling her eyes, Nila blushed and immediately walked to her room to change her clothes. While Rendi headed to the kitchen.

Rendi's heart continues to be pursued in order to make Nila Happy. I don't know, maybe as a substitute for guilt, or thanksgiving has a wife as beautiful, innocent and innocent as Nila. Moreover, Nila has made Rendi feel the paradise of the world. Rendi also did not want Nila to fate like Vallen.

The one in his brain right now, just wanted to continue seeing Nila smile.

Because Rendi was only wearing a black shirt, with lues, Rendi immediately took a knife and wrestled with all the tools of war in the kitchen. I don't know what he wants to serve his wife.

Nila's heart also continues to flower, glorified, and pampered her husband makes it radiant series, all things feel fun.

With the spirit of 45 Nila changed clothes, because both with her husband, Nila was wearing a beautiful dress without arms, a gift from her brother, simple but with a button model from top to bottom in front, maybe her brother deliberately chose clothes that are easy to open.

Nila could not wait to see her husband cook, did not want for long, Nila immediately turned cheerful down to the kitchen to approach her husband. Rendi also seemed to be slicing some spices. Nila came closer, intending to help.

Unfortunately when Nila helped, Rendi did not like, Rendi instead spontaneously raised the small Nila and was placed on the marble board kitchen set.

“Ma.as..,” pekik Nila was shocked, Rendi likes to suddenly hold him up to the mentang he was small.

“Udah sitting sweet here. Wait until it matures!” answer Rendi.

Nila was just chopping spoiled, then sat sweetly on top of watching her husband cook.

Yes, it turns out that Rendi cuisine is another. Nila alone does not know what Rendi cooks, like kebab but not kebab, martabak was different shape, more like spring rolls, but the contents of vegetables, egg and meat seasoning, there is also rice.

In a short time Rendi managed to cook it. He cut it like milk.

“Ak, Cobain!” said Rendi gave her bribe, not with a spoon like when helping Elen, but with her hand.

“Please eat yourself, Mas!” answer Nila.

“No! Anyway tasting first!” said Rendi forcing.

Unfortunately the piece that Rendi held was too big, Nila was chewing while manyun was upset because her mouth was full, when in fact Rendi's food was delicious.

Not only that, even Nila had not swallowed Rendi had already taken some more food for Nila.

"Entar was Mas. Nila swallow first!" answer Nila manyun. Wonder why her husband is so sweet today.

Rendi just chuckled.

Nila to reject the feed of Rendi who is umpteenth because of fullness, but Rendi forced spent.

Like a child who plays, Nila was clever, grabbed Rendi's hand and then bit the food in Rendi's hand. Rendi did not want to lose taking off her food so that the food turned on some even though Nila did not swallow it full.

From there Rendi was a fad, grabbing food in front of Nila's mouth so as not to fall. No matter the dirty or disgusting, for those who are gulping at the sweetness of marriage, everything becomes beautiful and pleasant.

Until their afternoon meal ended with a hot contest in the kitchen. Although not doing unification, naman enough to make Nila fly.

Not only eating food that Rendi cooks, but Rendi devours sterile drinks and sweet fresh fruit. Quite filling even if only in the illusion.

“In room only yes!” whispered Rendi with a hoarse voice when they equally wanted more.

Nila sat limply leaning back, her front shirt buttons were all open and her body trembled floating. He just nodded.

Rendi immediately carried Nia to the room.

Unfortunately until the room, after Rendi laid Nila down, Rendi did not immediately execute her.

Though Nila knew very well, both himself and Rendi were the same in the middle of a blistering explosion.

Nila was also upset.

Not long ago Rendi Back approached, it turns out that Rendi was preparing to continue his journey, even so, it turns out that Rendi happened to pause earlier to take Amanah Baba's goods, and in front of Nila he also wore them.

“Why wear it?” tanya Nila so her mood is reduced.

Rendi did not answer but in front of Nila she put her own thing given by Baba.

"At least, we're trying!" answer Rendi.

"Mas don't want to have a child with me?" nila answered, the mood was worse.

"It's not so, Dhek. I don't want to take away your happiness. You're still in college. I want you to enjoy your youth. Look Aisha. So mommy's not easy!" answer the adult Rendi.

"See also Fatma. The boy is a gift. Brother Fatma does not berKB, if Alloh has not given yes there will be no children, even they try to get here and there. Why even avoid?" nila replied outside of Rendi's expectations.

"Yes, I want to have children too. But I don't want Baba to be disappointed in me! Mas promised to Baba to accompany and deliver you according to your ideals," replied Rendi again.

Nila throbs again.

"But don't make Nila selfish either!" answer Nila again.

The joints are cringing more.

"Agois?"

"Why Mas and everyone thought only of Nila's happiness. The impression is only Nila who wants to be happy without thinking about others. Nila knows Mas's peers, even Bang Adip who is younger than Mas already has a Baby right? Nila also does not want, Nila's son has an old father later. Baba would love it if we had kids! Abah and Ummi also want to nimang grandson of Mas. Abah is old, Mas," answered Nila increasingly makes Rendi stunned. Nila's heart turned out so good.

Rendi nodded.

"Some of yesterday - yesterday it came in. We don't know what it is yet? Indeed Mas and Baba know what the mind of Nila?" ask Nila again.

"What indeed?" ask Rendi.

"From the beginning to be a doctor is not the mind of Nila!" answer Nila.

"What?" pekik Rendi was shocked.

"Said Buna, the most important as women we must have value. Nila chose a doctor, because she thought our marriage was over. Seeing the struggle Kak Jingga was born in Baby Dipta, Nila decided to take medicine. But actually Nila wants to be a nutritionist.

And in principle, any field of science, its ok. Nila just wants to be like Ummi and Buna. Even if you work without time. The glory of women is at its point of time, right?

Nila wants to be like Buna who takes care of Oma Rita, Doctor Mira who takes care of Grandma Nurma, Nila also wants to make Ummi happy to have a daughter-in-law like Nila, also become a madrasah for her great children," nila replied long beyond Rendi's expectations.

Rendi was stunned, even her little sister was slacking off.

"You mean? You want us to go home to Bamboo Shade? Didn't he say people lived with the in-laws in hell?" ask Rendi.

"Hell for the incapable, right? But Allah promised reward and glory when we can be filial right? Nila Kasian to Ummi and Abah, Mas. Ayesha and Fatma are with their husbands. Baba and Buna here have Kak Amer, Kak Ikun, Iya Iyu and also Vio. But Abah and Ummi are alone. They are old, you know!" answer Nila again.

Rendi gulped her saliva, her eyes so bright that she heard Nila's answer.

Even though they are not wearing clothes. Because they are equally lost mood. Hot burning hot air changes the heart vibrations that make the atmosphere haru.

Rendi really did not expect in the balin sweet face Nila stored a lot of thoughts that she never even thought of.

"Mas Rendi does not want to go home to Bamboo Shade huh?" ask Nila again.

"People are comfortable living here. I think you're happy to live here, near Baba and Bunamu! In the Capital all are easy to get," replied Rendi.

"If you speak comfortably, then. But did you never love Abah and Ummi when you were old?" ask Nila again.

"It has a lot of faithful santri. There are Fahri and Syamsul as well. I don't deserve to be there!" answer Rendi again.

"What's that?" ask Nila.

Finally Rendi's story will fill his heart. As Abah's child who every day hears people teach, somehow in his teenage age Rendi is saturated to continue to be in the santri environment with all the rules.

Rendi was challenged, wanting to go out and see the outside world. I even want to hang out with the ones who don't like him. Rendi wanted to see the outer side of the world full of order and obedience.

"What was that time?" tanya Nila did not expect.

"Combre! Yeah how else. My heart continues to rebel. I don't pantes there Dhek. Fahri or Syamsul more entitled and deserved. They santri, they also studied in Yemen" replied Rendi.

"But, right, Abah's son is Mas. Ummi and Abah were born and born. Mas's? Ummi and Abah often tell Mas you," replied Nila reassured her husband.

"Get to the current position Mas work hard, and not easy!" answer Rendi again.

Nila just sighed hearing that, then looked at her husband.

"Mas really more comfortable with life outside the pesantren?"

"Yes." answered Rendi firmly.

Nila was a little disappointed.

"What kind of life can you have when you hang out with your friends? Disappointed with religion? Are you coming like them too?" ask Nila again.

Rendi immediately smiled rubbing her head

"Yes not. Mas also in fact keep your marriage." replied Rendi.

"Khamr's drink?" ask Nila again.

"No!"

"Mas bergzi na?" ask Nila again.

"Other than that?" answer Rendi again. "Yes didn't you see for yourself yesterday we were just as awkward right? Mas left Pesantren instead of abandoning Mas's faith, Dhek. Yes Mas still live life with the belief Mas. But, living as Abah's child in the village, all things that were wrong were demanded into the spotlight and reference. A little wrong Abah's name must have been brought. Everything has to be a perfect example for many people. Mas must be it must be it, Mas bored. The ordinary man. I want this to want that.

Being here, without anyone knowing, doing as you please, hanging out with anyone, is fun. I also learned a lot of lessons!" answer Long rendition.

Nila nodded in understanding.

"Oh thank goodness! Yeah, well, how good is it?" answer Nila lirih.

Want like anything, it is indeed Rendi's right to determine her career and life path.

"Promise me that it's off, go back to Ummi!" answer Rendi.

"Don't promise. If you can't fulfill it, it's sin!"

"Yes, I'm trying. From now on we will often return to Abah!" said Rendi again.

"Hemmm what were the friends that Mas told you yesterday?" tanya Nila remembered Rendi's guest yesterday

Rendi nodded.

"I don't like them the same!" nila was honest.

Rendi also explained who Axel and Firman.

"Hm... Oh yea. How is my friend? What pain? Is it healed?" ask Nila again remember when Rendi pampit.

"Glegs!" Rendi immediately wavered, bowing her face. Head Rendi suddenly dizzy.

Hearing all Nila's words, Rendi's heart trembled, her admiration for the little girl who had magical thoughts unlike her age increased many times.

Rendi is very grateful and wants to continue to be happy Nila. Nila the jealous must be sad to hear that Rendi is looking at Vallen. But otherwise Rendi's story feels guilty too.

"Mas!" call Nila again.

Rendi answered and looked at Nila.

"Don't be angry!" said Rendi at last.

"Kok's mad?"

"Look at you, Vallen!" answer Rendi.

Instantly, Nila whose mood was reduced added frowning and his mood not only diminished but dispersed.

"Vallen? Who met you at the cafe? Who gave you a drink to Mas? The one who was Mas?" replied Nila immediately pouted.

Rendi lowered her head and approached forward to Nila.

Nila immediately cupped her open clothes to close again and scruffily scowled away face.

"Sorry, Honey!"

"Then I stay up, Mas, wait for Mas. Why look at the nights. Why wasn't Nila invited? Twice he looked!" nila protest nagged exactly as Rendi had suspected.

Rendi immediately approached and grabbed onto Nila's two shoulders, for Nila to look at her. But still Nila shook Rendi's hand and threw away her face.

"He's depressed, he's suicidal! His parents know him, ask Mas for help to persuade him to eat!" randy finally told the story.

Hearing that Nila immediately rounded her eyes.

"Woh. Is she?"

Rendi nodded.

"That's why you have faith!" said Rendi.

"That's ridiculous. What's that over there?" ask Nila again.

Want to not want Rendi any story as it is.

"Oh so Masakin Nila, bribes Nila because of the same brother Vallen? Woek... Nila doesn't like it!" nila was angry again.

"Haish is not that. The bribe was with Dhek's spoon. Just a little too!" rayu Rendi explained.

"Keep later if he calls asking to wait again. Did you come again?" nilah

"Yes, no. He is conscious. Promise not to go again! I don't see him anymore!"

"Yes!" said Rendi promise

Nila swallowed her saliva thinking.

Rendi immediately rolled her eyes.

"Yep, yuk!" invite Rendi to complete her pending wish.

Nila was silent, but her hand that was clutching her body weakened so that Rendi managed to open it again. His little sister woke up again.

Rendi also smiled happily when her two favorite foods are now presented to her. Unwilling to wait, Rendi lowered her face about to devour that delicious choco chip. But suddenly his phone rang.

Nila's mood was broken again, Rendi's face was removed from her chest, and Nila's hand was immediately grabbed. Instantly Nila returned pouting.

"More. Vallen again!" said Nila pouted and closed her clothes again. Nila threw her phone and inched down.

"Haishis... Dhek. Where you going?"

"Sea!" nila answered and walked up to her feet in the bathroom

"Geek!" call Rendi after.

"Shelves...." Unfortunately Nila walked over quickly and directly slammed the bathroom door.