Husband's Regret: I'm Not a Little Child
Divorce Me Well.

Inside the quiet and cold luxury house, two people who were 15 years apart were looking at each other for a moment, throwing communication connections. 

Nila hopes, the question becomes a connector of hearts hoping to find a point of understanding each other. Because for Nila it is time, to get an answer from every question on his lonely nights. 

While Rendi suddenly wavered, she was still reluctant to give an answer to the honesty of her heart. Rendi did not expect, Nila the little boy who used to look obedient, dared to throw the question. 

Rendi decided to look at Nila. Rendi's guts shrieked facing the clear eyes of Nila who asked with honesty and courage. 

“Indeed Oma heard what? And why are you asking that?” answer Rendi. 

“Ehm...,” dehem Nila so feel clumsy. 

Actually, Nila also held her heart pounding hard against her husband Rendi. Even under the dining table where she was facing now, Nila's hands were intertwined, twisting her own nails against the trembling. 

For Nila, the figure of Rendi that she saw first when she often visited her home, pedekate to her family as her sister's future husband is a perfect husband, so high for her to reach. Rendi handsome, dignified, sholeh, independent, polite not much of a whimper and well-established. Nila had indeed silently kept the taste in her heart and expanded until now. 

But Rendi enough to make Nila's heart broken, after 3 years of waiting and ignored, Nila always waited with longing and all my heart to be greeted as his halal wife. But never did he get, Nila was still kind enough to think and keep all his hopes neat, but the reality that came out of the mouth of his loved one was enough to slap and wake him. 

Nila must fight against her admiration and desire to get honest happiness. 

Nila is mature enough to distinguish the meaning of love and love, understand about desire and reality, ignorance or happiness, especially when it comes to the laws of his religion. 

“Why did Mas Rendi never visit me? Why did Mas Rendi never meet me? They come home often, right? Is it so hard to meet me!” ask Nila again gently. This time it was Nila. 

Hearing that, Rendi instead smiled smirk with a face still haughty and did not feel guilty. 

“Do you not accept? Why indeed?” answered Rendi haughtily, but Rendi did not dare to look at Nila and looked stupefied. 

Nila looked at Rendi for a moment, then looked down again swallowing her saliva, it turns out that Rendi is indeed annoying unlike her handsome face. 

“Sorry, Mom. But I'm your wife, right? You married me?” answer Nila again. 

Randy is smiling again. 

“Are you suing me to act as a husband against you? So you mean?” ask Randy again. 

Nila was more confused how to convey her grief, Rendi's response was really unexpected, Nila was even more convinced that Oma saw and heard right. Yeah, well, there's no way Oma would lie to Nila. Suddenly Nila's heart felt someone gripped her hard so it hurt. 

Nila lowered her head to hold her heavy eyes, as her eyes began to flood with water. Nila tries to hold back so that the water recedes quickly, Nila must be strong. 

Seeing Nila looking down Rendi was not to blame. 

“You remember my warning? Before we got married I told you, I don't love you little boy. Why do you want to replace your brother, your duty of school is not to get married!” said Rendi, this time a little rough and very straightforward to hurt Nila. 

“Mas!” pekik Nila immediately raised her face cut, Nila's heart was very sick at the sight of indecision, Nila's defense was also eroding, Nila's eyes began to glaze over. 

“Ehm...” Somehow Rendi did not dare to look at Nila again and felt uncomfortable. 

“I mean, you should be grateful, I respect your father, I let you develop as you should. So don't sue me to be a husband like Adip! Don't be too high expecting me, who else told you to be my wife!” answered Rendi instead carrying the name Adip. 

Nila who was crying sad suddenly became amused and increasingly receding her admiration to Rendi. Why does Rendi sound so childish and laughable. 

“Mas!” pekik Nila again now dared to look at Rendi.

“What's the connection with Bang Adip? Why bring Bang Adip?” asked Nila bitterly. 

“Yes you dream I can be the husband you want. I don't love you, so accept my fate and don't have to demand much!” answer Rendi again. 

Nila swallowed her saliva, although this bittersweet was the fact, even from the beginning Nila already knew. 

“Nila don't sue Mas!” answer Nila again. 

“Then why do you ask that, it is clear that you are still in school why I found you!” answer Rendi again. 

Nila could only tighten her jaw to hear all of Rendi's statements. 

“Somebody told you to marry me!” said Rendi again still feeling right. 

“Hh....,” Nila then sighed beginning to lose her grief. Nila wiped her tears and held her body facing Rendi.

“Did Rendi regret marrying me? I am willing to replace Kak Jingga, because I do not want Baba and also the family of Pak Rendi embarrassed. Even so I always try to accept this marriage sincerely. If Mas Rendi blames me, then why would Mas Rendi marry me?” answer Nila smoothly. 

Rendi was again made silent by the woman he considered as a little girl. 

“No need to ask you should know, oh yes I forgot you were a kid!” answer Rendi again. 

“Everyone wants to marry the one we love Mas, but Nila believes, the soul mate is written in lauhul mahfuds and Allah who decides the way either with love or not. And what Nila knows for sure, loving the person we marry is an obligation!” nila again. 

“Tau what you about love!” said Rendi again still continues to underestimate Nila. 

“Nila does not know anything about Cinta Mas, but Ummi who always taught Nila. Mas married me consciously, should Mas if treat me as it should be.” 

“How should it be? Wow really you yes. today's child, terrible!” randy answered wrongly. Though the intention of Nila at least Rendi to pay attention and get closer to communicating well. 

“Why does Mas Rendi keep saying I'm terrible?” 

“Yes you are terrible!” answer Rendi again.  

“So really that Oma heard?” 

“Sound what?” 

“Is it true Wednesday lunch at Golden Park with friends Mas?” ask Nila again. 

“Ya..., know where?” is from answer the steady Rendi. 

Hearing Rendi Nila's reply came back with tears. 

“Haish little boy crying again, I have no candy!” answer Rendi. 

“Why did Mas Rendi tell your friends that Mas is single? If Mas Rendi regrets marrying me? Yes already, tell Baba and Bunaku, divorce me in a good way Mas!” said Nila with a sob.