Husband's Regret: I'm Not a Little Child
Split locket.

“I'm ashamed. Why do you still want to see me?" a woman looked down in her tears.

“Ssttt."

"I'm sorry. I know I'm wrong and embarrassing!"

"No.not to be discussed before! I just want you back to being the Valen I know there are so many great and wonderful things, without me you can achieve. You just need to stop looking at me. Open your heart and see your world!” said Rendi to Vallen with a look of pity.

Inside the nursery, the two men spoke four eyes from heart to heart.

Yes, a woman whose eyes looked sweet and her body weak with an infusion hose taped to her arm, nodding to look at the man beside her who was scathing gave her advice. He is Vallen.

“Iya.., I was wrong. But this is how I feel about Rend. I've tried to forget you, marry someone else. Do what I can. Achievement is known to many people. But I'm not happy, I hurt myself and others. Money, achievements, fame, all can not make me happy, I lost the direction of Rend, I do not know what to do? I think it's all free.., I need you,” continued Vallen again expressed his feelings.

Rendi smiled, lowered her head for a moment and scratched her temple.

“But look at Len's reality. Try to be at peace with your heart. You don't have to force your heart to accept others if you can't.

But you must also accept, not all your desires must be achieved, and do not impose your Happy standards, but accept your destiny with Happiness. I'm married, I love my wife, and we can't be together. Don't make your standards happy only when you're with me. Accept it. You can be happy with your heart! Accept.

We are still friends, nothing has changed. We can still be side by side, you can be yourself, without having to change your beliefs as well, just like before,” continued Rendi again Long.

Yep. They used to argue about their beliefs, about their life principles. Until they split up and Vallen married someone else. But in fact Vallen is not happy and wants to return to Rendi, until ambition.

Vallen since the events at the hotel were so depressed, Vallen was embarrassed, and very hurt. When he humbled himself to trap Rendi, just discovered and found the painful reality, Rendi was precisely with his wife. Vallen was so embarrassed.

Vallen, who is consumed by lust and obsession, is not strong and does not accept to hear and see the happiness of Rendi with others.

Make Vallen, should Rendi like himself, will not be Happy with the couple's choice of parents and will return as before. Vallen believed it wholeheartedly.

In fact, Rendi Jaub was happier than she thought. Vallen was not strong enough to not eat, did not want to drink, did not take care of himself until sick.

His family, especially his father, was in a fog. When he wanted to approach Rendi, the reality found, they saw the accompaniment of the family Rendi look Happy, making a small, closed and so elegant party in the house of Baba Ardi Gunawijaya.

Vallen is getting worse and worse until he wants to end his life.

That's why Rendi's parents asked for help, Axel, Firman, Andre and the others to persuade Rendi to help Vallen's father. So Vallen wants to take medication.

Hearing Rendi's words, Vallen gradually wanted to talk, even though he was still crying.

“True you still want to be my friend?” vallen asked, raising his head and wiping away his tears.

Rendi smiled too.

“Why not? We still have Cooperation that scholarship program and social service Health in remote right? You may consider me brother sister, partner, but I cannot be your husband!” answer Rendi again.

Even with his eyes, Vallen nodded.

"I'm sorry!"

“I'm sorry only if you want to eat and get well. The Vallen I know is smart and charming. He likes to give me creative solutions and ideas. I don't know this crummy and fragile Vallen!” said Rendi again cheering.

“I'm too pathetic huh?” vallen asked a little smile.

Yes they were friends, who worked together and worked hard in the land of people, as overseas children. They Study Together, work part-time and make other ideas adventuring in the land of people in order to survive proving to parents that they can. Their friendship is beautiful. Until Vallen fell in love.

“Very plus, embarrassing!” answer Rendi again gave her Vallen.

Vallen was now smiling, because Vallen just wanted to be with Rendi.

“Yes, have eaten! Quickly heal. I'm not your baby sister!” said Rendi again.

Because Rendi asked for Vallen too.

“As a friend, may I ask to be fed!” pinta Vallen has arrived.

Rendi slightly cleared her throat uncomfortably and glanced at the clock, Nila's pick-up time is 1 hour away.

“I have to go, have grown up eat it yourself!” randy replied, refusing.

“One bribe only!” pinta Vallen rolled her eyes.

Rendi sighed, because the arrival was indeed asked to encourage Vallen, Rendi was willing.

"One bribe yes!" said Rendi.

Rendi took food and gave food to Vallen.

Vallen ate ravenously until not just one bribe, but asked for more until it ran out, and Rendi was stuck there.

In the gap of the hospital door glass, Vallen's father and Axel noticed them, sighing in relief also smiling happily.

Remember to pick up Nila, even though he did not tell Vallen, Rendi resigned and resigned for work reasons.

“Thank you, yes!” vallen's father said slowly but with a deep look. Vallen's father reached out to Rendi.

Rendi smiled nodding and shook tightly the hand of Vallen's father.

“Hopefully Vallen can mature, Om!” answer Rendi briefly.

Vallen's father smiled softly. Rendi also passed away from the hospital to the campus of Nila.

Rendi drove his car quickly did not want his wife to wait.

****

“What do you like?” muttered Rendi thought he wanted to please his wife.

At the stop of the red light Rendi saw a sword that sells knickknacks bracelet. Rendi smiled, had an idea.

“Young people usually like to decorate right? I see my students like that?” inner Rendi.

Then Rendi bought a couple bracelet made from a series of black straps and there is a Natural stone carving pendant that forms the heart, but split into two, right and left.

“How Much Sir?” ask Rendi to the hawker.

“Pair 50 thousand, Mas!” reply Asylum Trader

Rendi gave a piece of money 100 thousands. When the babysitter wants to find a yellow light change.

“Udah, Sir, just take it back!” said Rendi.

“Oh yes, thank you, Mas. Hope the pairs like. And may you be a couple that ties each other!” said the hawker.

Rendi just smiled nodding and closing the glass door of her car, Rendi drove to her campus.

Because it is not an hour to go home from work, Rendi also drove her car fast, Rendi arrived 30 minutes early, do not want to get bored waiting, Rendi chose to go to work despite the holidays. His co-workers have now started giving away Rendi.

“New bride different aura huh?” seductive friends Rendi.

This time Rendi to the campus did not wear a batik shirt and cloth pants.

“Iya, seger continue..” connect another.

Like the gift of God that was prepared, right then, the Nila class who had just conducted lecture activities with a pantom, seemed to walk in groups through the front yard of Rendi felt towards the class.

Although it looks small because from a distance, but Rendi can catch the laughter of Nila who is so loose with Dita and others, so sweet, adorable.

“Laughs , Dhek. Hopefully Alloh also help Mas, can still make you laugh” Inner Rendi.

But then Rendi fell silent, there were thoughts that infiltrated her heart. “Usia Nila is indeed happy to learn and play, they have several times to connect without safety. If Nila was suddenly pregnant, would Nila still smile like her peers? Will Rendi mention all of Nila's happiness?”

“Huuft, why am I thinking anyway?” rummam Rendi's. “Am I the KB? But already so not yet?” muttered Rendi instead Rendi who was dizzy and wanted to give up did not want to seize the happiness of Nila.

Rendi's daydream was scattered by her theme, Rendi also welcomed her theme and chatted for a moment. Nila's lecture was over and Rendi immediately resigned, approaching Nila.

“Ciee Joked Nila's friends, including Miki. Miki is a student who is also a fan of Rendi.

“What the hell?” answer Nila blushed.

In the classroom yard, Rendi seemed to be waiting, leaning on the hood of the car with her unusual appearance.

“Yes so cute husband people? Come dong see the mess dong!” jest Nila's friends.

Yes, in front of friends, Nila and Rendi are not familiar with each other, Nika also almost never had sex with male actors.

Other than Della and Celine, no one has ever seen Nila make out with Rendi. Mikii and Sania were yesterday looking at the car only from that distance they were just guessing not seeing for sure.

Nila blushed, awkward, expensive selling. Against Rendi, Nila still lowered her head and dared not say hello, because Nila's friends deliberately stood up to see how they interacted.

Because of embarrassment, instead of kissing Rendi's hand, Nila bit her lower lip not staring at Rendi instead directly into the car.

“Yaaah..., howling is Nila... hug what kiss is it?” Miki and Dita were immediately disappointed to see how their lecturer treated his sweet wife, unfortunately, no interaction except the look on Rendi's face that always made the girl who saw it melt.

Not only Dita and Mikki are disappointed in Nila's attitude to keep the distance, Rendi is also disappointed, because Rendi is already standing in front of the car waiting for Nila. Tangangurin. Rendi immediately shook her head, it was funny that this little girl was embarrassed. But Rendi also understood and immediately got into the car.

****

“Hah... hypocrites everything!” sneer at someone behind Miki and Dita.

Mikki and Dita looked over.

“What do you mean?” ask Dita to Della.

“There is a husband and wife so. Nila is not that stupid! So much fun!” said Della.

“Ya keep having that problem? Are they husband and wife? Not sok alim, maybe Nila is caring and not used to it,” replied Dita cynically.

Della just clucked, then passed away. Della left with a maniacal mouth and grumbled, no matter what she thought.

Mikki and Dita who had improved were just throbbing.

“Why the hell, Della sirik so much Nila?” ask Dita.

Yes, Dita knows the students in her class except for her and other scholarship students that only 3 people are all rich people, including Miki, Sania and Celine.

Dita saw Della's good stuff too, Dita thought, Della is also rich. There should be no reason to be envious according to Dita. Dita who is a college district because even the most simple scholarship is not envied in the least. In their brains just how they can memorize and understand their lecture material.

“Entahlah. Della heartbroken times, her boyfriend is not as handsome as Mr. Rendi!” mikki answered guessing. Although it's a gang, but Miki is different from Della.

They also left.

****

“Other times the car is not in front of that class, Mas! Mas also do not stand waiting for Nila in front of the rich car earlier,” said Nila by pursing her lips blushed.

“Why?” asked Rendi frowning.

“Malu...,” whine Nila with her potent face staring at Rendi.

Rendi also chuckled at him. It feels like to quickly get home and devour Nila completely.

“Then why?” ask Rendi.

“Diliatin many friends. Also do not wear t-shirts and hats like this!” nila's whinek again pointed to Rendi's appearance.

“Well what's the problem? Mas handsome is this?” ask Randy again.

Yes, Rendi does not teach, Rendi wears a shirt that press body so that her body looks strong. Rendi also wore ¾ pants and a hat, so Rendi looked much younger than her age, cool, trendy and handsome.

Answered so Nila added a frown. Nila is not sincere that Rendi looks handsome in front of her friends.

“Just if you go to campus, wear a batik shirt. Same with rich glasses usually, wear this if the same Nila!” nila finally revealed her jealousy.

Rendi was getting chuckled at.

“Jealous well?” ask Rendi.

“Ngak!” answer Nila prestige.

“Terus?”

“Ya let mas still authoritative as a lecturer. So look grown up, if you start a rich fish kid play! What the hell? Nila does not want Mas harassed and not scared anymore!” reply Nila reasoned.

Rendi just smiled, and chipped. Difficult to answer vembur. Want old or young if it is true that Rendi remains respected, right?

Though also the intention of Rendi look attractive, shave the mustache and do not wear glasses to compensate his young wife. Nila also does not know, if Rendi runs out of her spell nengokin with this trendy appearance.

“Mas has something for you!” said Rendi later.

“What?” ask Nila.

“Open car drawer!” rendi Order.

Nila opened it and immediately frowned. Then retrieve.

“This?” ask Nila.

“Funny right? You like it? We wear? Your right heart is left!” said Rendi.

Nila instantly blushed and her smile expanded looking at her handsome husband lovingly.

“Mas like this?” tanya Nila did not expect. Renee also knew such things.

Rendi nodded. “You like it?”

“So happy? How know?” tanya Nila turned out according to Rendi's guess.

“Pakaiin!” said Rendi extending her left hand.

In the spirit of Nila put on her bracelet. While at the pesantren, if the holiday or they are memorized stress, in groups, Nila and friends will watch a romantic movie. Not infrequently they also want to be like other High School children.

The two of them also cursed the cheap couple bracelet. Then Nila took a picture of both of their arms.

Although rare, Nila posted both of their hands, even Nila borrowed Rendi's phone and changed Rendi's profile with their hands.