Husband's Regret: I'm Not a Little Child
Me why?

“I'm really sorry, Nila. I want to fix everything, you want to?” said Rendi in front of a large mirror in the walk in closet room in her house. 

“Huuft... instead-not this way, it's less soft!” rendi commented to himself.

Rendi sighed again practicing. “Ehm... ehm. I'm sorry I hurt you. You... You still have that feeling, right? We can start from the beginning, right? I'm sorry?” said Rendi again, chattering herself like crazy, even Rendi also looked nervous as if Nila was real in front of her. 

“Haissh... not so!” muttered Rendi again random shuffling hairna felt not fit.

When yesterday Rendi had sent a piece of letter that she slipped in Nila's book, managed to make Nila contact him, Nila failed to meet him there must be something, Rendi was sure. So at this meeting, Rendi was determined to convince Nila to just refer. 

Unfortunately, the old Rendi still felt nervous to meet Nila. Even to prepare words of apology, Rendi had already stood up for about an hour. Frustrated to feel that he had not received the right words, Rendi chose to take a shower and then prepared to come to the party who married Rendi and Nila at that time. 

Rendi desperately wishes for Nila to come and she has the opportunity to apologize and speak heart to heart with Nila. 

Hose for a while Rendi arrived at the destination. Unfortunately in the parking lot there are no parked cars. Rendi gulped her saliva, her heart began to arise suspiciously, but she was positive of theking, she came early and did not make waiting for others. 

Randy then sat waiting. For the sake of his future, ending the status of a lonely man in his home, as well as the predicate of an old bachelor on his campus, and improving his extended family relationships, Rendi willingly absent from his work. 

Unfortunately, 20 minutes later, no one came. The joints that were used to being so complex and disciplined started to panic.

“Do I belong, Baba Ardi's family is also used to discipline? Why haven't they come?” muttered Rendi looked at her watch. 

Rendi also waited again with meyibukan themselves read some articles in the world of politics as well as education and sports. Until it does not feel Rendi has read 10 article titles, also watched dozens of videos still interspersed with replying to messages from friends and coworkers, approximately 1 hour. Rendi was still alone and no one came. 

“Udah hour half 10 why not come too?” rummam Rendi's. 

Because it's been a long time, Rendi was increasingly convinced there was something. Rendi gulped his saliva began to fidget and came pain and disappointment. 

“Did they not come? Do they no longer care about Nila's status and really consider us divorced? But does not divorce also still have to be his pledge?” batin Rendi began to despair. 

With a speck of hope, Rendi called Farid, because, Rendi had been blocked from all access to the Baba family phone. 

“Om can't help, phone to secretary number Amer only!” answer Om Farid briefly. 

Even Om Farid like no matter Rendi and reluctant to help. 

Rendi gulped her saliva bitterly, it seemed that indeed the Nila family wanted to cut off the relationship from the side. Instantly, Rendi's body instantly weakened helplessly. In fact they treated Rendi unprofessionally and reneged on appointments for the divorce trial. 

Rendi also called Amer Secretary. Amer secretary also replied that in 15 minutes Amer came along with his mediator. 

Surely, some time lapse Gunawijaya family car came with the people they scheduled. Even so, Amer did not say hello to Rendi at all even though Amer had always respected Rendi. 

The trial began, Rendi expressed her guilt, apologized and wanted to refer. But the Nila party who brought and declared a power of attorney for Nila remained adamant that Nila asked for divorce.

The Nila family also conveyed all the mistakes of Rendi and what happened. Rendi looked down a lot and did not say much, against Amer who stirred and showed anger and hatred. 

Since it was not a KUA marriage, and only betel marriage, the trial went so fast. Even so Rendi was still not satisfied and coxed. Rendi wanted to fight but was not given a chance.  

“Don't bother my sister again. My family forgives you, but don't hurt our family!” said Amer approached Rendi before leaving. 

Rendi gulped her saliva down, feeling defeated and sick. Rendi's heart said, it's not this kind of situation that she wants to be in. 

Not waiting for Rendi's reply, Amer left and walked away from Rendi. 

“Should I be happy with this decision? nila and I, what's going on? But why am I this sick? abi and Ummi forgive me right? Have I tried? But why do I still feel pain?” muttered Rendi again. 

"There should be Nila, right? Why does it feel so heavy?"

Rendi was silent for a while, because her head felt so, tired. Randy also intends to leave. Rendi remembers, Axel wants to get married. Rendi then contacted her friends. 

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Flashback elsewhere.

“Cekreek...,” action room door finally opened. Adip was confused to go in and asked the midwife or doctor, but apparently all the employees in the room were busy with their work. And Adip woke up as soon as one of the workers could get in. 

“Kok closed the door Doc? My wife is fine right?” ask Adip nervously. 

“Oh her husband doctor Orange yes?” ask the nurse. 

“Iya,.my wife is fine right?” 

The sister smiled too. 

“Congratulations yes Sir. Doctor Orange is already born,” said the nurse. 

“Alhamdulillah,” says Adip spontaneously. His face was bright and full. 

“from earlier, Mr. wantedin but there is no, because there is an action so our door is closed and there is only one waiter who accompanied the doctor Jingga,” continued the nurse 

Adip nodded and could not wait to enter. 

“Doctor Orange is being stitched Sir. Come with me to the front desk, you have to sign!” said Sister again. 

“Ya... I met my wife first, Sus!” adip Ngeyel replied impatiently. 

The sisters could not refuse and let Adip enter. arriving inside the orange was in a lithotomy position and sewn. Adip was a little horrified. However, seeing a small baby on top of the chest of Adip Orange, was moved and immediately approached Orange and kissed him. Unfortunately the orange was silent with no expression and not even a word came out.

Nila was thinking about leaving because Adip was coming. Unfortunately the orange hand immediately grabbed his hand and gave the code to stay.

“Congratulations ya Darling... Thank God our baby was born. Thanks yeah.. Brother is proud of you!” whispered soft Adip. 

Disappointed orange Adip left when he spelled, even manyun. 

“Udah sana diresin first his business!” jangga expelled Adip. 

Adip nodded and resigned to Nila. After that, Adip took care of the birth administration of his daughter. Although they are free due to the family of the skit house owner, Adip signed some consent actions. And Nila who kept the orange until it was finished until Opa Nando and the others came. 

All rejoiced, no one remembered or thought Nila should the congregation. 

“Kakak has taken care of a lot, all night you will also stay up late. Sleep geh!” say Orange to Nila. 

Nila who was very tired and sleepy just nodded she did not have time to see what time it is now because only remember the new dawn prayer.

And just by leaning back on the sofa, Nila fell asleep.