Husband's Regret: I'm Not a Little Child

Husband's Regret: I'm Not a Little Child
Immunizations


“Ngapain is it? Why not do it?” answer Rendi without guilt.


Still with the face of the pillow and the eyes growled with annoyance, Nila turned her face away from Rendi, ignoring Rendi who suddenly became a annoying man for Nila, Rendi's authority disappeared instantly when she was in this room.


Nila also tried to fix the clothes hook wrapping her newly blooming assets. Also buttoning his sleepwear again to be closed, it feels embarrassed to be opened-open without being familiar.


“Why closed?” ask Randy again.


“Maas, doing something intimate without that approval could include, raping you know!” nila said to thaw.


Of course Rendi heard him laugh straight away.


“Ish even laughing?” siss Nila.


“Well how is the story? You're my wife, this is in my room, in my house, why would Mas?” replied Rendi defending herself.


“Where is the proof that I am Mas's wife? Mas can also I report the kidnapping if Nila wants!” nila replied again threatening. Rendi was more stunned.


“Astaghfirulloh...., really do you want to report? Said love? Oi... We are married!” said Rendi chuckled at Nila, knowing Nila only threatened impossible to do that.


“Yes but if in the eyes of the law there is no proof, be patient first, until Mas it has proof that Nila is Mas' wife!” answer Nila smartly.


“Hhh....,” Rendi immediately sighed then sat down cross-legged leaning on the shoulder of the Mattress. “Insya Alloh the day after tomorrow we have! Day after tomorrow!” answered Rendi reassured Nila.


“Yes already, that's why Mas, stay the day after tomorrow right? Sabaar,” replied Nila asking.


“Hh... mas less patient especially? Mas 3 years you far away to be mistaken Mas mainin you!” answer Rendii reasoned and defended himself again.


Hearing that, Nila immediately fell silent and bowed her head in confusion, yes also Nila should also look from that side. But from there Nila did not want to abort the praiseworthy predicate for the patience of Rendi who was only at the end of time.


“Mas want to ask now!” said Rendi fashion seriously did not give Nila a chance to talk.


“Ehm... yes,” replied Nila.


“In religion, we are halal, there is no reason to delay."


"Who said?" cut Nila.


But Rendi immediately moved her hand asking Nila to be quiet.


"Don't cut. Yes huh? Shouldn't we just be afraid of Allah, why are you still holding back? What are you afraid of? I am your husband, sin you deny Mas. Mas 3 years away does not mean I do not want and do not try to hold back, but Mas respect the law, respect Babamu, and parents Mas. I'm entitled to you!” long Rendi.


“Mas Nila is not afraid, but not ready!” nila answered in self-defense.


“Hey...not a good thing indeed. But some studies and examinations show that some high school children and their students have done this, even out of wedlock. Not justifying this fact or equating you with it, but from here you can draw conclusions, your age is not a child anymore! You must be puberty, and your organs are perfectly formed! What's not ready?” said Rendi then swallowed her saliva because in the heart Rendi said not only perfect, but very stunning.


Nila was still in a corner.


“You're afraid of getting pregnant? Afraid your college is interrupted? If indeed you are not ready to be a mother, mas will not require and make a meaning, mas will appreciate it, if necessary mas ber Kb want to be natural or else, mas follow!” continued Rendi still continues to demand his rights.


"Isn't that Mas?"


"Otherwise? You just need to change your will. Don't-don't just you who don't confess Mas as a husband? I'm sorry, Mas's salary is not as much as Babamu's income!" rendj was offended again.


"No! That's not it!" replied Nila who was dizzy herself. Why does Rendi keep pushing her.


"Keep what?"


“Nila has not Immunized Tetanus Toxoid Mas!” sahut Nila fast, reasoned delicious. Yes it came out in Nila's brain to reason and buy time.


Hearing Nila's reply, the frowning Gentian Rendi was struck. “Imunization?” ask Rendi speechless.


“Ya.. mas know dong, as a woman I deserve my rights and protection over me. Another bride-to-be couple right before marriage, and do that relationship, we check health and immunization first Mas! I understand that, right?” reply Nila again reasoned.


Rendi was offended.


“You're afraid of Mas malady?” ask Rendi


“Not. But immunization for me, do you know it should not be explained? When coitus occurs, there is an opening in the Nila organ. The risk of Nila infection is sick, so women before marriage immunization first, well that's what Nila means. Tomorrow afternoon Insya Alloh. Nila will come to Puskesmas or to Opa!” nila replied again continuing to reason.


“And since toddler and elementary school you have been immunized?”


“But the Capeng couple can again Mas. The one in the arm here? I want Nila to be healthy, right? Actually, it was also, aching mas, mas kan ngrobek, I am the sick rasainnya, if I UTK how?” nila replied reassuringly.


Rendi who was not a woman, also saw for herself there was a little blood and had never done it was silent. Yes, Rendi knows adult relationships will indeed hurt women, and Rendi appreciates that, Rendi also knows about government programs that strive for the best health for women.


“Yes, okay, mas sorry? So you pushed because you were sick? But you look okay? Really sick, right? Is it not yet? How can anyone else, not hurt like?” muttered Rendi again was still suspicious to Nila rejecting him.


Nila was immediately a manyun again.


“Truly sick Mas. We don't know anyone else. Nila ya Nila, people huh people? Do you know where they are not sick? Who do they mean? Have you ever worked with others?” replied Nila again continued to defend herself and attacked Rendi again.


Rendi also glared why even the fall was accused.


“Nak, yes no! Although the head is 3. Mas also wants to enter the 7 groups of Muslims who all promised to enter heaven. Take care of Farji Mas too! You should as a wife understand Mas,” replied Rendi offended.


“Well, why can't you say they're not sick? Kan yang rasain Nila is not them!” answer Nila again. Anyway Baba's words, don't be a cheap woman keeps clinging to Nila's brain, and Nila fights all the turmoil of her heart by turning her brain to seek justification.


But Rendi still looked at Nila suspiciously.


“Localization everywhere, exposed openly and clearly on social media. I don't think they have any immunizations. That means they are not sick, in fact they are healthy and even become a job. I think it's just you who lack acceptance! Reasons continue!” answered Rendi slowly seducing Nila to tell Nila to try.


In fact, Nila also knows very well, all of it is human instincts that reproduce, even Nila also felt she already needed biological fulfillment, but Nila just wanted to stall in order as Baba said. Nila is terrified that Baba's threat will come true.


“Mas dear is not the same as Nila? Or maybe not just naps? Nila wants to mas, Nila just needs time, soon, Nila will be ready! Why did Mas even name Nila with another woman?” nila replied a little up in annoyance to Rendi.


Nila does not know the struggle of men of the same age Rendi how hard to resist the urge to fulfill that need.


Rendi was wrong again. Until the dizzy Rendi, forced to give up again.


“Yes.ya. Okay mas wrong. Okay Mas patiently!” answer Rendi.


Nila glanced at the clock already at 2pm.


“Tomorrow Nila lecture, there are many agendas as well. Nila also wants to say a lot. Rope is so sleepy now. Sleep yes Mas!” said Nila gently parted to sleep, then lay pulled the blanket tilted.


Rendi still silently glanced at Nila with a still irritated look.


Nila is sensitive.


“Mas not sleeping? Let's sleep. There is so much to do tomorrow!” nila said softly again.


“Can you sleep here? Reported again!” sindir Rendi is still upset at Nila.


“Yes, this is Mas's room! Kan Nila told him that Mas did the painful thing without consent,” replied Nila.


“By your hug means?” tanya Rendi quipped again because it was still craving.


“From yesterday also never permission, tumben permission!” nila replied again equally insinuating and still did not want to budge.


“So can not?” ask Randy again.


Nila did not answer just putting herself on a sloping position to turn her back to Rendi which means, Nila wanted to be hugged from behind.


Rendi understood, then lowered her head and hugged Nila from behind, sure enough, Nila did not fight and actually held Rendi's hand. Rendi also smiled enjoying warmly hugging his wife. “Basic jaim," Inner Rendi.


For a moment they enjoyed the warmth, the warmth that brought them to a space that they could not describe before, was so soothing, especially to Nila. Until Rendi felt Nila's body soften and her breathing looser, yes Nila began to fall asleep in the arms of Rendi.


Unfortunately, unlike Nila who began to fall asleep, Rendi who had been weakened by arguing now woke up again.


Rendi's hand was moved back guerrilla playing on objects that captivated her heart.


“Mas. Plaque!” Nila who had not slept perfectly regained consciousness, her nerves were very sensitive to recognize the movements of foreign bodies.


“Why again? How was Mas's hand hit?” answer Rendi.


“Shut! Sleep!” namel Nila clutched Rendi's hand in order to be in the stomach.


“His eyes can swoop, it's just a hug!” rendi protest.


“If it's a wrench, the hand is here, don't go anywhere!” replied Nila holding Rendi's hand. Nila is upset to want to sleep already comfortable hugged but disturbed.


“Yayaya,” replied Rendi relented.


They both closed their eyes again, Nila was again comfortable hugging Rendi. Unfortunately after Nila was silent, even though her hand was still, Rendi moved again, but her body changes, especially the lower one, close to Nila's body, seemed urgent and pushing. Nila who almost fell asleep was awake.


“Mas!” pekik Nila finally opened her eyes again.


“Aparticularly?”


“Don't be so fast as well! Stuffy! Just normal, do not push too, later Nila fell!” namel Nila again.


“Ya already here to the middle don't be on the sidelines!” answer Rendi.


“No, Nila knows, not a problem in the middle!” replied Nila pouting bothered it turns out to sleep with her husband.


“Ighfar Mas's. Can you wait 30 years, waiting period 2 days can not be?” namel Nila knows that Rendi is still on even harder.


Rendi who was dizzy but even scolded Nila replied to frown and sulk again.


“You are seriousfar, refuse the husband's invitation is sin!” answer Rendi ketus.


"What's that?" lirih Nila was afraid because Rendi was really moody.


Not even he replied, Rendi immediately opened her blanket and got up from her bed.


“Mas where to go?” tanya Nila now became pale feeling guilty.


“To sea!” rendi replied that she did not want to see Nila and actually went out of the room, even closing the door a little keraas to make Nila's heart tremble in fear.


“Hiks!” one tear fell down.


Nila did not expect to be yelled at by her husband as sick as this felt. But Nila was confused, how to, mentally Nila was really not ready.


Nila was really glistening in Baba's words. Even all of Baba's doctrines were like she was imprinted on her chest, against her own ego. “Don't be cheap, don't want to be before you are legitimate, imagine if anything happens before you are legitimate,” it continues that disturbs Nila.


Nila woke up from her lying down and sat down to hug her knees. “Is he angry? How should I go?”


“Why marry this seribet anyway?" mummified Nila.


Nila actually has received Rendi also likes every touch, Nila wants to bermaanja, hugged warmly and then chat and tell about all her turmoil, but not just having sex first. Shadow Nila has a partner, Nila will get attention, protection, and love without demanding. But apparently building relationships is not that beautiful either.


“I haven't been a story about a mental hospital? I want to take him? Why was he angry, just because of this? How am I supposed to? I have to apologize?" muttered Nila thought following Rendi out.


But Nila stopped.


"Outside many people, too embarrassed to be caught fighting?" help undo. Nila then went back to pulling her blanket.


"Astaghfirullah's... Sorry about Alloh. I don't want to be disobedient. I'm scared,"


*****


While Rendi went straight down bringing a very uncomfortable feeling, the goiter was dizzy, trembling. Nila did not know how difficult and as painful as it was for a grown man to endure all that.


Rendi chose to go down and head to the kitchen room to grab a drink. In the dark basement and heard some snoring of his guests.


“Ck..hhh..” lamented Rendi exhales, expelling its stiffness. “What sins am I? Why is it so bad luck?” his heart spread his heart.


"Astaghfirullah..," Rendi swiped at first and finished off the remaining water in her glass.


Not to be tortured and end up fighting. Finally Rendi joined, in the middle room, her brother-in-law prefers to sleep on the carpet, the big sofa is empty. Randy chose to sleep there.