Husband's Regret: I'm Not a Little Child
Her voice is beautiful

“Huuft...astaghfirulloh.astaghfirullohal'adziim,”.

Nila walked quickly away from her friends, whether she herself did not know, her chest felt so tight. He wanted to breathe freely as soon as he got a clear assignment, what to bring tomorrow.

“Hhh....Did I take the wrong major as Kak Jingga said? Huuft why is it like this?” batin Nila looked away after arriving at the campus courtyard.

Nila called Baba when she was ready to be picked up.

“Sorry, Honey, Baba is in a meeting, you contact Mr. Faith yes!” type baba through its whastap message.

“Hhhh...,” Nila also sighed disappointed. Nila wants to go home quickly but Baba is busy. Nila also looked around.

In front of him there is a large and shady tree under which there is a permanent bench made of cement.

Nila also chose to sit there while typing a message to Pak Iman driver Nila, and waiting for his reply.

While waiting, Nila grabbed her bag, took her remaining mineral water. By saying bismillah, Nila took a sip and spent the rest of her drinking.

His eyes were fixed to a directionless place, although in the net caught high building accompanied by lush trees and campus gardens, even though the net was caught, but what was seen in Nila's mind about everything she experienced on her first day.

“Why does everyone praise him? He's a loser and a bitch? Ish...,” muttered Nila twisted her finger irritatedly by herself.

But for a moment, Nila also realized, she had also done the same. “I've loved her too? I also fell in love with him?” lirih Nila admitted with embarrassment.

"Does that mean he doesn't acknowledge me for having another woman in his heart? Astaghfirulloh, why does this taste so bad?"

“No, I don't want to be wrong twice. Love your heart Nila. Listen to Baba and Kak Jingga. Remember Nila, handsome alone will not make us happy let alone go to heaven! My love for Baba and my family, my love for Alloh,” muttered Nila spoke to herself, her mouth was kamit and closed her eyes.

Nila did not know, that her focus with her own daydream was a spectacle of several pairs of eyes behind the window and at the end of the intersection of the campus.

****

"What is he thinking?"

“Why is the more she looks, the more adorable she is? I still have a chance, right? Innocent right if I want her to be mine?” rummam Rendi's.

Nila did not know, near the tree where the shelter was, there was one building, and there was a Nila-level sister class where Rendi was teaching. And from the window gap Rendi noticed Nila.

Not wanting to waste the opportunity, because it was time to end, Rendi finished the class, and wanted to get closer to also persuade Nila.

After saying greetings, Rendi hurriedly came out.

“Gleg!” unfortunately, Rendi had to hold her leg to step up and stop near the building's terrace.

Nila who was alone now seemed to be approaching. “Hooh..., am I late? Like when Orange was?” muttered Rendi clenched her hands to find an unpleasant sight.

"Why does she look so sweet and happy while laughing with the man? Can't she just laugh with me?" muttered Rendi annoyed and frustrated herself. Because in fact he actually made Nila cry and angry.

“Sore Sir!” his student greeting spread Rendi's daydream.

“Ya!” rendi replied, she had to look at her students.

“I want to cuddle duty Sir!” the student answered with a stack of papers, “Ehm.oke,” forced Rendi to divert her shot and take care of her responsibilities.

****

“Hai Niil,” greet Hanan disperse daydream Nila.

Nila who was daydreaming immediately gasped in shame and gloom.

“Bang Hanan?”

“What else are you here alone?” ask Hanan.

“Ehm...again, again wait for an invitation,” replied Nila.

“Oh... can I sit here?”

“Please,” replied Nila.

Hanan then sat down next to Nila. Nila is actually uncomfortable alone with men, it's just, it's an open place and Nila thinks she'll leave soon when the driver comes. They sit next to each other and look familiar.

“What group did you get? La?” ask Hanan again.

“Dementia,” replied Nila.

“Oh. What dresscode tomorrow? I'm a fix, what show do you want?” tanya Hanan opened the chat.

“He..... secret dong? Time is told, tomorrow no excitide, Bang Hanan's own group how?” ask Nila.

Hanan also spread his shoulders, because Hanan was a group with Celine and friends.

“Kok that? Bang Hanan, what group is it?” ask Nila again.

“Hepatitis Group!” answer Hanan.

“Woo, same Celine who is beautiful?” answer Nila.

“Huum!” hanan replied flatly.

“Waah spirit dong same beautiful person?” nila Goda.

“Aaan anyway?” hanan replied blushing.

“Well right? I am amazed you know! There are people as beautiful as her! Bang Hanan has no crush? He's smart too. Must be good, your show? Aye right?" continue Nila spirit of bandai Hanan.

“What the hell? Still looking forward to you!” hanan replied spontaneously with a high tone of half-snaps. Hanan's face showed annoyance.

“Hoh!” pekik Nila was stunned because Hanan was angry.

“Ehm...,” dehem Hanan so misbehaved because of high-pitched release.

Nila also looks excited and down.

“It has not been discussed, your driver is still a long time?” tanya Hanan switched the conversation.

“Hmm?” answered Nila just remembered, Nila then saw the contents of the message, Mr. Iman had replied, Mr. Iman will come, but the permit is late because it turns out just permission between his wife to the hospital.

“It looks like a long time,” replied Nila.

“Udah ashar, pray first aja yuk!” take Hanan.

Nila then glanced at her watch, it was indeed ashar time. “Ayok!” answer Nila is ready.

Hanan's call was right. The two of them got up and walked to the campus mosque.

Nila and Hanan were not aware that they were still being watched by someone.

****

“So sorry that veiled woman? Does she have a son and a husband? Still coquettish with another man?” gumam Farel tightened his jaws to add his hatred to Nila.

I don't know, only Farel knows what Nila's wrong. Since he was in the hospital, Farel did not like Nila, felt her competitiveness, felt Nila rivalnya, and all about Nila made him hate.

****

Arriving at the campus mosque, it was crowded. The campus mosque is quite large even though it is not as big as the Great Mosque. The mosque also looks clean, beautiful and magnificent with a golden cream colored floor. It seems that later it will be used as a place to linger as long as filling the tadarus time is very comfortable.

Nila smiled happily to see him. He'll have a favorite place on campus.

Hanan and Nila were separated into their respective wudzu places.

Apparently inside the mosque just started the Adhan. So Nila heard the voice of the Adhan. After finishing reading the prayer of the wudzu, Nila entered wearing her face and following her sunna, listening to the Adhan carefully, then imitating it.

“Very good this muezzin voice?” muttered Nila in an admiring heart, because indeed her voice shook her heart.

Until the adhan is finished, Nila also prayed and performed the sunnah prayer.

No matter how long, the iqomah is echoed, but the sound is like different people.

Nila along with other female worshipers also stood close and tidied shaf. Inside the mosque the shaf is arranged, the women are at the back, and the bulkhead is half body so that when standing can look forward.

“Gleg!” Nila who shafnya at the front immediately glared to find what he saw in front of him.

Looks like someone invited Mr. Rendi to go to the priest's pulpit.

"Ustad Sofyan has returned Doc. Doctor Rendi is the imami," said someone embracing Rendi.

Rendi seemed to be smiling wryly and circulating a glance. Male Ashar prayer congregations are just two rows of mostly students and janitors. Many are female worshipers.

Nila also bowed her head with a racing heart not wanting Rendi to see it.

Until finally Rendi became a priest. Daan when Rendi recited takbiratul ikhram, Nila recognized the same Allohuakbar memorization until her heart shook again.