Husband's Regret: I'm Not a Little Child
My wife

Despite having a cold heart and a little jutek, but as a child of Ummi, Rendi still obeys the limits of association especially those concerning sin. Rendi immediately pulled out her hand. 

Vallen who felt that he was treated very special was also used to living abroad with many people and religions were shocked and astonished. Why is Rendi still stale so Vallen thought.

“Sorry..., why did you pull your hand? Didn't Axel say you were still alone? Isn't that because you still can't find my replacement?” ask Vallen. 

Rendi immediately lowered her head and threw away her face. He did not know for sure how he felt towards Nila, which if he thought rationally it made him prestige and ashamed. But Rendi's heart was now attached to Nila.

He continues to be pursued guilt by the blows of Om Farid, Abinya, Mr. Ardi and his parents because he has made Nila cry. Rendi also felt foreign and disgusted to Vallen. 

“I'm married!” answer Rendi quickly and softly. 

“What?” pekik Vallen was shocked. 

“Ehm....,” Rendi also throbs uncomfortable, his heart is actually in a daze with his words, because the fate of his household is also on the edge. But Rendi didn't want to do the same wrong. He also said he was married.

“Why did Axel say you were still alone? When did you get married? I'm sorry! Do not know,” replied Vallen quickly, his face was immediately moody and showed annoyance. 

Rendi swallowed her saliva because indeed Rendi was embarrassed to tell her friends that she married a small child. 

“I haven't published my wedding yet. I was betrothed, my wife also lives in the boarding house with my parents!” answer Rendi again. 

“Oh so!” vallen replied that it was very painful, he was very confident to get back the love of his first love. 

“How are you? Didn't I hear too, you're married?” asked Rendi stale, blurring the awkwardness.

Their age is already grown up and even old. They have not been in contact for years either. They should have had children already. 

“I'm good. I'm divorced with my husband!” answer Vallen quickly. 

“Oh,” replied Rendi nodded. 

“I was also betrothed, there is no match between us, I do not love him Ren!” vallen replied quickly, as if telling Rendi, if getting married because of an arranged marriage will not go well, and Vallen also still loves Rendi. 

"Oh. I'm sorry to hear that!" said Rendi briefly.

Rendi just swallowed his saliva. But there was not the slightest sympathy in his heart, the mind of Rendi was just chaotic and restless, afraid that Nila had come. Instead of responding to Vallen again, Rendi actually circulated her eyes afraid that Nila had come.

Unfortunately there is no nose stem of a petite and sweet girl who some days quite hit her heart in guilt. 

Vallen is sensitive because Rendi and Rendi appear restless looking to the right and left. 

“Are you waiting for someone?” ask Vallen. 

“Ya... my wife, come here. I'll introduce you to him!” answer Rendi. 

Hearing Rendi's words steadily saying my wife's words, Vallen was getting extinguished. Vallen also gulped his saliva bitterly because it was shameless and kegeeran, even so he forced a smile. 

“Oh... so he wants to come?” 

“Iya!” 

“Sorry yes, I interrupted! Yes I'm leaving!” answer Vallen.

“Do not want to wait and get acquainted with him?” ask Rendi. 

“Maybe another time huh? but not now!” 

“OK!” answer Rendi. 

“I said yes, sorry!” vallen said elegantly.

Rendi just nodded with a smile. Vallen, overwhelmed with pain, was forced to take a step back. 

“May your marriage be happy!” vallen again. 

“Thank you!” jawan Rendi's. 

Vallen went with the wound. 

While Rendi did not move, because she had sent a photo of the table where she was sitting. 

“Hhhh..” Rendi just sighed and tapped at the table to throw uneasiness. Rendi was again watching around especially the entrance to the cafe. Unfortunately those who visit the cafe are still with many people who do not wear hijab. 

“Almost I make trouble again,” muttered Rendi worried.

Rendi looked at her watch. The time they promised with Nila was still less than 5 minutes, Rendi also calmed her heart if Nila had not come.

Rendi then ordered a drink to accompany her waiting for Nila. 

**** 

Nila, who was accompanied by Adip, also left quickly. Orange once told me that Rendi was very disciplined. Ummi and Abah also really appreciate time. 

So Nila had no intention of making Rendi wait. And sure enough, Rendi had arrived early. 

But Nila's steps stopped, when she saw her husband sitting at the table together with a beautiful woman and also looked mature. Especially when Nila saw the hand of the woman outstretched to reach Rendi's hand. 

Nila did not hear and did not see for sure how Rendi's expression was. But Nila saw the table that Rendi showed. Hair, shirts, ears and also some of the face of Rendi Nila memorized. That was her husband. Nila's heart burned, and forced her feet to stop. 

Not wanting to hear what they were talking about because Nila's heart was filled with anxiety, plus finding this scene made her assume for herself. 

“Thank you, yes Alloh, it turns out this is the answer from istikhorohku? Why does it feel this sick? why was I so sure last night to try peace and try from the beginning? Baba my father, Kak Jingga my brother, they will never be wrong.” Inner Nila shed her tears, feeling sorry to come there. 

Nila turned towards the bathroom where Jingga and Bang Adip left. 

“Nila...,” pekik Bang Adip found Nila dizzy in front of the bathroom area and cafe mosque. 

“Which Orange Power Bang?” tanya Nila to Adip money sitting in front of the prayer place.

Different boys and girls toilet areas.

“In the bathroom, not out-going, Bang Adip want nyamperin scared in the demo people! Try please see, Bang Adip worried,” replied Adip. 

“Iya Bang!” 

“Eh, but have you finished meeting Mr Rendi?” ask Adip. 

“Udah!” reply Nila briefly and smile. 

“Cepet very keen?” ask Rendi. 

"Dad!" answer Nila.

Nila did not respond to her brother Adip, she went into the toilet area of women looking for Orange. 

Nila took one toilet. 

“Caac Orange!” call Nila. 

“Nilaa..!” jang-orang answered quickly and sounded panicked. 

“Iya Kak , this is Nila. My sister is not out. Big brother is fine, right?” tanya Nila . 

The orange immediately opened the door. 

“Luckily you came, La.. please Brother!” say Orange. 

“Kak why?” tanya Nila was shocked, the robe that was worn by Orange looked wet that was why the confused Orange wanted to go out of the bathroom, embarrassed. 

“Like amniotic sister broke, hp Sister in a bag in the hold Bang Adip. Tell Bang Adip to buy clothes with pampers. We're going to the hospital!” jingga said he understood his situation. 

“But sister is okay?” ask Nila again. 

“Insya Allah is okay, so please tell me, Bang Adip yes.sameless out wet like this? Smell too!” answer Orange. "The water is also rich seeping on!" connect Frantic orange.

Nila panicked to see the orange.

Nila also nodded following her brother's message to bring news of Bang Adip.

Upon hearing the news of his wife, Adip immediately sped up, and fortunately, Adip did have a spare shirt and toiletries in the trunk of his car. 

Putting aside the initial intention of meeting Rendi they headed to the hospital. 

**** 

“Udah one hour, why did he not come?” muttered Rendi with her muddled face. For the first time, Rendi relented waiting for someone even for an hour.

His entire body felt faint, even he had finished three glasses of drink. The schedule of teaching he who has been pushed back is also getting closer. 

“Did he play me? Is this how you treat your husband? He's Ummi and Abi's student, right? Am I a grown man and am I a husband? Hssh,... child basis, yes indeed?” rumbling Rendi even became emotional and suudzon. 

Rendi called Nila. 

Unfortunately, the phone connection that appeared this morning Nila's profile photo, now again seen the picture of people without color. 

“I blocked again?” muttered Rendi dumbfounded and swallowed her bitter saliva.