Husband's Regret: I'm Not a Little Child
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Flashback at Rendi's house. 

“Astgahfirulloh, Rendi..,” says Ummi. 

Ummi immediately sat down limp hearing an apology from Rendi, his chest shaking in anger to the boy, this one. Ummi doesn't know how else to advise Rendi. And at that moment Ummi shed her tears. 

For a mother, who feels that trying to do and lead her son on the right path, but not being obeyed and lied to is a painful betrayal. The world of Ummi is collapsing.

Rendi is the son of Ummi's great hope successor Abi Yusuf. Who will lead the pesantren. Being suri tauladan for his younger siblings are also Abi's students. But the longer Rendi's attitude increasingly dashed Ummi's hopes.

Rendi is the only child who refuses to take care of her father's pesantren and always reasoned to want to find the experience of life outside.

Ummi chose a mate Rendi, because since Rendi was 25 years old, Ummi and Abinya asked Rendi to bring her choice, but never existed. He always reasoned busy chasing his world dream.

There was once a college friend that Rendi proposed, but it was very incompatible with Ummi criteria. Indeed women are great, have a company even have a television station and beautiful. But dressing openly, drinking wine, also dislikes pesantren life. His name is Valen.

Ummi was very happy, when Abi, Baba and Farid his brother agreed to match Rendi with Orange. Moreover, Rendi is willing and the Baba family is well known. Unfortunately, that doesn't end well. 

Nila is a great hope that Ummi soon see Rendi living well, building a household and later ready to go home to build her boarding school with Rendi's sisters. Especially now that it has been 33 years.

Ummi witnessed for himself how tested Nila, both from the heart, physical, mind and habits. Nila is a perfect woman. Age is not a problem for Ummi. For Ummi, Rendi was very stupid to waste Nila.

Rendi also bowed her head. 

“Why can he go? Didn't you prevent it?” tanya Ummi looked at Rendi with his voice. 

“Till pick up here!” answer Rendi briefly.

“Hoooh!” Ummi held his head. 

If Nila's family already knows Rendi's behavior, this is a threat to Ummi.

“In life as it is now, women like Nila are jewels, Akbar. In getting married and wading through the household ark as well, being a parent, it's not just love and higher education that you need! A strong religious foundation, a mature personality is also important. You will regret wasting Nila!” ummi said with tears.

Ummi was very tired of advising Rendi every month to go home to say hello to Nila and or just come to the santri event. Rendi always reasoned busy. Rendi's turn home always during the event of a solid cottage.

And when Umi tries to ask Nila to come home, Rendi must be willing to leave like a cat-kissan. Even Rendi seemed to know more about Nila's schedule.

Now we have met even one room. Before Ummi came home also Rendi raised Nila, hope Ummi soared they will be close. But Ummi's hopes were harshly dispelled. Ummi was desperate. 

Rendi flinched, her neck choked to see the mother she respected shed tears and spoke in a very angry tone. Rendi did not answer Ummi's words.

“What did you do until Nila asked to pick up her sister? Huh!” ask Ummy again. 

Rendi was still down, she still felt right. Randy also refused to admit his mistake. 

“Nothing, Rendi did nothing, kok!” answer Rendi briefly. 

“Cannot be! Nila was so obediently willing to come back here rather than to her parents' house. There's no way he's just gone! She's not a dissident girl let alone sassy!” rebut Ummi firmly does not believe Rendi.

Rendi gulped her saliva, and her forehead suddenly parched. 

“What did you say to him? You must have hurt her, right?” ask Ummy again. 

Rendi was still down, her jaw was seen going up and down due to anxiety. Although his mouth was reluctant to say, but Rendi was quite sorry when she heard that Oma was also sick from hearing his carelessness. 

Rendi was still. 

“If you do not want to admit it, well, do not call Ummi, Ummimu again, live as you like and do not be part of Bamboo Shade again!” said Ummi with a trembling tone so a drag to Rendi. 

Of course, the educated Rendi scares him. However and until any time, Mother is the door of heaven for him. Rendi immediately raised her face in shock. 

“Ummi... Why did Ummi say that? I'm your son!” rendi.

“Then, answer Ummi's question! What did you say and do to him?” pinta Ummi again. 

“Rendi has no intention of divorcing him Ummi!” chirps Rendi finally. 

“What do you mean?” tanya Ummi does not understand, why discuss the word divorce.

“Rendi accidentally reunion with friends Rendi. Rendi just doesn't want to be said pedo fil and does not appreciate women for marrying school children. At the introduction with friends and asked the couple Rendi said Rendi was still alone. And that's heard Oma!” said Rendi finally told me with her guilty face. 

“Hoooh, astaghfirulloh, Akbar.., you are outrageous!” said Ummi again sighed while massaging his forehead again. 

The judged joints are silent.

“So Ummi is sick because of you? How could Oma not be willing for you to visit her? Ummi, I'm so ashamed! Where are you feeling, son? Where's your heart and brain?” mumbling Ummi stroked his chest. 

The joint just tightens its jaw. For him, his actions are reasonable. 

“Akbar shame Ummi! The matchmaking was so colossal!” chirp Rendi again. 

“Plak!" one slap was floating, because so furious Ummi to Rendi. 

“Ummi!” pekik Rendi is very unacceptable, he is an adult but Umminya acts rude, even though Ummi is a figure of Nyai who is famous for being refined and respected by many people. 

“Ummi and Abi have given you the opportunity to choose your own wife. You are going through this matchmaking with a conscious and non-coercive state. Then you want to blame Ummi for setting you up? You should be responsible for the actions you take!” tutut Ummi was very anxious to his son.

Rendi should be able to think mature. Not true according to himself.

Rendi was silent again. Yes, when with Orange first, indeed Rendi is very enthusiastic and willing to be betrothed.

While with Nila, Rendi agreed after going through a thought process, one of them, thinking with the intention of revenge. Salah Rendi himself did agree to it.

“If it is your reason for shame to say pedophile, where is your pedophile? Nila already has a KTP. You can tell your friends that she's your future wife and the wedding will be done soon or whatever. But not negating Nila, of course Oma hurt! Nila was a precious child in their family. You should understand that!” say Ummi again. 

Rendi was still silent thinking about her mistake. 

“If you have no intention of divorcing, why don't you keep her from leaving? Have you apologized?” ask Ummy again. 

“Already, but not yet replied!” answer Rendi lightly. 

Ummi also delicates round his eyes to hear Rendi's answer, it feels like he wants to hit Rendi again but Rendi is also an adult. It is also inappropriate for Ummi to be angry. continue with violence.

“Returned? You're sorry what went through?” ask Ummi. 

Rendi also swallowed her saliva embarrassed and cornered. When there was an orange, Rendi did not prevent Nila from leaving at all let alone apologizing. When Nila asked for information and spoke well, Rendi also invited Nila just like that. Yes Rendi was wrong. 

“You're wrong big Rendi. Quickly fix your mistake. Denying or negating a marriage can fall into divorce. Janngan until you regret Rendi! If there is no intention of divorce. Apologize now. Not just to Nila or Orange, but to her whole family!” ummi said later.