Husband's Regret: I'm Not a Little Child
Awaiting answers.

“Sorry I accidentally found this and read it,..

I write again, the part you say I like.

Can I quote you?" write Rendi on the first page of her letter.

Nila suddenly shook, which one did she write?

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Every twinkling of nature that God mingles with is sweet, I hear through the speck of rain. Sometimes it falls gently, sometimes it is so hard, but it always blends, greets and whispers to a lonely heart connected in this endless longing. 

Like Aisyah, who reigned in the love of Rosullulloh, all the stories of Allah line up with a beautiful plot.

I want to get that too...

Long life span, also time is so impossible.

But it will always be connected, and become inevitable, if the love that becomes the way to compose the storyline that God prepared. 

I will continue this love in the name of God.

The love that God loves, the,

the love that I believe in becomes laughter and happiness in this frame of marriage.

I accept, I accept, 

I accept loneliness in this long long long long long longing,

I accept all the tightness in this wait,

I want to be like Aisyah growing up in love. 

I'm not a kid, am I? I'm older than Aisyah, I'm not a child. I deserve to be a wife.

I'm sure, Mas Rendi over there is also waiting for me on a quiet night,

I believe God has prepared this path and path beautifully.

And here, I'm stabilizing myself.... Until later you'll pick me up, please, 

Bamboo Shade, 2019. 

The wife who misses you....

****

Rendi who had been scolded by Fatma, also silenced Umminya, beaten by Om Farid was also maki-maki Baba, so contemplate and think.

Initially all their responses, Rendi considered lebay. Rendi was confused and her family became alone. But when she read Nila's notes she just found out, Why is Nila this sick, it turns out that Nila saves a prolonged longing for her. It turned out that Nila's love was not monkey love and was as trivial as she thought.

Of course, when meeting, finding Rendi's statement that seemed to think it did not exist, even though Rendi's intention was not so, it destroyed all the hopes that he had raised high. 

In the past, Rendi thought it would be good and make her happy, relieved, if she managed to make Nila hurt, Baba and Orange also sick.

But apparently, hated by everyone does not make Rendi survive. It is precisely turned Rendi who feels tight and sick. When you hurt someone else, you hurt yourself.

Rendi herself was unaware. Rendi's broken heart has been eroded by Baba's kindness. The revenge that used to be stacked is forgotten, by the sense of comfort and appreciation, which was presented for three years.

Rendi's incompatibility and pain saw the Orange with Adip fade away, after the Orange left the Capital with Adip for a long time. Starting from the sound of Orange losing her baby and until Orange became pregnant again. 

And now when all of Rendi's heartache and bad intentions are gone, what was her original purpose was opened and granted by God.

Nila, Baba, and Jingga were sick. But more than he thought, Rendi's actions also hurt the family he loved and respected. 

Rendi's own heart felt a tightness that he could not describe, especially after reading Nila's book.

There was a sense of unreality if he really took off Nila when he saw Nila's charming look.

In Nila's book sheet, she could permeate, each word implying sincerity. Nila loves Rendi, nurturing a beautiful hope to follow a long story in the days ahead with Rendi in love. The Heart of Rendi was knocked.

Rendi also intends to apologize, because in fact, being a bad person, ostracized by everyone, is not his identity and desire. Rendi was also not strong enough to accept all that. 

“I'm sorry, though, 

I'm honest, wrong. Don't greet you and know you well.

Thank you for your great intentions and your sincere love for me. I know I don't deserve this much love. 

I should be grateful and grateful. 

But, are you going this fast, to fuse and bury your series of dreams? Even we have never really tried to string it up? 

Aren't you willing to forgive me and give me a chance to know you? 

I don't want to force, I just hope, you think well of ending our marriage.

I'm really sorry. 

I don't want the word divorce. 

I'm waiting for your answer, at the trial later" Rendi wrote to Nila.

"Hhh....,"

Nila sighed and swallowed her saliva flipping the Rendi paper.

"Pak Rendi sincerely apologized for Umi's insistence?" nila Inner now her pairwise nature on Rendi faded.