Love hindered friendship
Jani's lies

Azkara Pov

Last night I couldn't sleep thinking about this, all the news I've heard lately was very disturbing my mind, the feeling of unease, anxiety and guilt was so riveted in this heart.

It's not without cause that I'm like this, it's all because so unfortunately I was with Jani, my childhood best friend, but she had to bear all these mistakes alone.

How can my heart not be filled if that mistake is a mistake I made, though my heart still doubts the truth of the biological father of Shabira who could have been me.

This dilemma is so tight chest makes me unable to immediately ask Jani about the biological father of her child.

When morning came I immediately rushed to the bathroom to clean my body because after this I will meet Jani to make sure everything.

But apparently I'm not the only one curious. Atar, Jho and Gio were curious, they had looked neat this morning and I saw that they were leaving soon. When I asked, they also wanted to see Jani to make sure everything.

We finally went together to meet Jani. Apparently this morning Jani was helping Mr. Husen at home after he went to deliver the children to school.

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The four handsome men immediately sat on one of the dining table chairs available at home eating that looked like a small restaurant. They saw Jani was serving buyers, Jani also had a glance at the four men but he did not immediately approach them because there was a customer who first came who had to be prioritized by Jani.

After a long wait, Jani finally approached and greeted them.

"Are you here for breakfast? If so, this is the menu, please choose and order" asked Jani while giving a menu to them.

Suddenly Jho stood up and prepared a seat for Jani, the beautiful woman was forced to sit with them.

"Eh! Jho, what the hell are you doing?" jani Protest.

Netra the four handsome men then stared intently at Jani making Jani feel uncomfortable being stared at like that.

"Jani why did you suddenly disappear without a trace 10 years ago?" ask Gio to the point.

"That's the past why it should be discussed again anyway" Jani refused to discuss back about their past.

"This is very important Jani, so you have to tell the story from the beginning" Azka said.

"There is nothing important Azka so why discuss this matter" said Jani still refused.

"It's important Jani, we already know all about Shabira, he's your son right? How can you have him? Shabira told me her dad she was one of us then who did she tell us Jani?" ask Atar.

Jani was stunned by Atar's question, and he stood up and was about to avoid them but Gio pulled Jani's hand and told her to sit back.

"If you don't want to answer we will still look for you to find the answer so you don't try to avoid us" said Gio who still holds Jani's hand.

Jani let out a rough sigh then with a heavy heart he sat back down, actually, Jani's heart was sad if he had to bring up the past that he did not want to remember anymore, but the four men continued to urge him until forced Jani had to tell a story as well.

"Yes, what do you want to know about me? Comeing! ask me, I'll answer. Oh yes, you guys want to know why I suddenly disappeared during the Divila right?.." said Jani hanging his sentence for a moment.

"I was drunk at the time, without me realizing I was even away from the villa and could not go home because I did not know the way home until I finally met the owner of the parlour, I ended up coming with them until now" Jani said.

"Why don't you ever try to go home and come back to us?" ask Jho.

"Married to whom? Then where's your husband?" ask Azka.

"You won't know me and my husband died in an accident when Shabira was a baby" Jani replied.

"I saw a lie in your eyes, Jani, you can't lie to us, the orphanage told me that they never saw your husband so you don't make up stories that don't" Gio said.

"It's impossible that Shabira lied to me by making up stories that her father was one of us because she never knew us before, surely she knew about us from you, didn't Jani?" ask Atar.

Jani can not deny anymore he then bowed sadly not because of.

"Then what do you want? What am I supposed to tell you?"Jani asked back.

"Tell us which one of us is the biological father of Shabira?" azka.

"Well, I'll answer honestly, but before that I'll ask you, if Shabira's father is one of you and what do you want?" ask Jani.

"Yes at least he has to take responsibility on you and Shabira" Jho's responsibility represents everything.

"What kind of responsibility do you mean Jho?" ask Janie again.

"Yes he must make amends to you and Shabira for example he must marry you, provide for you and Shabira" Jho replied again.

"Are you crazy, Jho? We are all friends from childhood, if one of you has to marry me it will feel very awkward for me" said Jani.

"You think we don't all feel awkward about being your husband all of a sudden? Just like Jani, we also feel awkward but if you don't feel sorry for Shabira, she also needs a father figure in her life, Are you going to be a selfish person just because you feel awkward towards us and ignore Shabira" Gio asked.

"Enough! Don't ask me anything more, don't ever talk to me about this again you all just hurt my feelings, I don't want to see you guys again if you keep forcing me to answer all that then you don't ever put your nose in front of me again" jani said firmly and straightforwardly while standing with teary eyes.

All finally flinching and not twitching as Jani said like that, Jani then left and they could only stare at the passing of the beautiful woman's back because they did not want to hurt her feelings more.

While at the door of the restaurant, Jani stopped her steps and looked at one of them.

"Should you ask me who Shabira's biological father is? Can't you remember the slightest incident that night? If you can't remember anything, at least you should have a different feeling for Shabira because somehow inside Shabira's body flows your blood" Jani's inner self while wiping her tears.

"At least you can feel there's some kind of inner bond with Shabira, can't you feel that?" jani continued in her heart then she went away from that place.

While the four men look more frustrated when Jani chose to leave them without an explanation that makes their hearts unsettled because they already know the truth.

"How come Jani still doesn't want to be honest with us about who Shabira's real father is, but I'm really curious to know about it so that last night I couldn't sleep because I was thinking about this" azka.

"It's the same as I keep thinking about this" added Jho.

"Yes, now that we've just been, maybe Jani needs time to be able to tell us the truth, we shouldn't make him depressed because I know this must be very difficult for Jani" atar.

Finally they gave time for Jani to be able to calm down and not force him to be honest now.

Seriate