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Dion's steps sounded very hasty because he wanted to immediately give heart medicine to his mother. After taking the medicine and a glass of water Dion immediately gave it to his mother.
Not long after Rumi immediately took the medicine. Slowly the pain in his chest began to decrease but Rumi still felt tightness. In a state of pain still looked at the face of his youngest son with a pushy look.
The bruises and blood spots on his nose were still not dry on Atar's face. The powerless Rumi held back her sorrow for the deed of the youngest child, then she shed her tears without making a sound, she said, her mind really feels sick and she feels like she failed to be a mother who educates her children to be good and kind.
The hope and pride of his two sons were instantly lost because Dion was a drunk and Atar had committed adultery until the woman he had sex with became pregnant. A mother's heart is getting sad and hurt but she can't do anything after everything has happened finally Rumi can only cry for the mistakes of her children.
"Mom, I'm sorry" said Atar as she touched her mother's hand but Rumi brushed off Atar's hand because she was still angry at her youngest son.
Atar's mind was getting sadder, he felt that being the most despicable person that could not be forgiven anymore finally Atar could only look down with teary eyes. Rumi, who wanted to calm herself down, asked her husband to help her head to the room, leaving her two sons behind.
After Rumi and Arya went to the room, Dion again blamed Atar by saying, "This is all because of you, you will not be this sad if you do not commit adultery!"
Dion then left, Atar chose to go to his room with a flailing heart. In the room he immediately curled up on his bed with no spirit, the curse of Dion was still ringing in his mind and it was increasingly discouraging Atar. Until it does not feel he even overslept in a curled position without a blanket.
Since the incident Atar never came out of his room even he did not change his sleeping position, whether he overslept or woke from his sleep he remained curled up without moving in the slightest.
He was like an undead who could only close his eyes and open his eyes, there was no activity or activity of anything he did for two days other than lying on his bed.
Even Atar did not go out of the room to just eat or drink this all he did because Atar felt uninspired because everyone continued to blame him for the mistakes he had made with Jani.
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After routinely taking drugs Rumi's condition back stable but even so Rumi still felt angry at the mistakes made by Atar, but his little heart as a mother, as a mother, still feels angry, he also felt unbearable when his son was punishing himself by locking himself in a room and going on a hunger strike.
To clear his mind before he invited his youngest son Rumi to go for a walk around his house. His feet continued to move without a clear purpose while his mind continued to wander until he did not focus on the circumstances around.
"Atar, I still don't believe you can commit such a great sin. How can you do that, son? I really feel like I failed to be a good mother, Why did you turn out like this Atar" Inner Complicated while crying.
On the other hand Jani said goodbye to Bu Retno because he, Shabira and Jidan will go home to his father on foot. Along the way the two boys continued to chatter about their world while walking with a slight zigzag jump from one point to another. While Jani only saw their cheerfulness while continuing to walk after them.
In the opposite direction there is someone who is walking with a gontai while continuing to look down. Shabira who was talking to Jidan while walking backwards facing Jidan and Jani suddenly hit someone because they both did not see the road.
As a result, they collided and made Shabira stranded until she was sat on the street. Jidan and Jani panicked.
"No! Kan mother also said what earlier, you do not back and forth so drop" said Jani while bending over and helping Shabira to get up again.
"Yes bun I'm sorry" said Shabira as she patted her dirty hands against the asphalt.
"Son, are you okay? I'm sorry you fell" said the mother, helping Shabira to wake up.
"It's okay this ma'am my daughter is hard in bi..langin" Jani's sentence choked when she just realized who had hit her daughter.
"Tante Rumi" exclaimed Jani with his voice lowered but Rumi still had time to hear.
"Who do you know my mother's name?" asked Rumi with a flat look.
Jani was a little nervous to get a question from Atar's mother because maybe soon she will be his mother-in-law but Jani did not want to talk much afraid Atar had not told his mother anything about Shabira.
"I-I'm Rinjani, ta-tante" Jani replied stammeringly.
"Where's rinjani? Rinjani who?" Rumi still does not recognize Jani because of Jani's transformation from a tomboy to a feminine woman.
"I'm Rinjani Hadi's daughter"
"Oh Rinjani is Atar's friend huh?"
"Yes aunty"
"Where did you go, why did you just come home?"
"Aunty's story, I can't tell you here"
"Oh then sometime you play to the aunt's house yeah make a story. Aunty should go home soon so aunt first huh. Beautiful child sorry mother has hit you" said Rumi while gently stroking the head of Shabira, after which Rumi left.
Jani then looked at the woman's back, his heart was sad because he did not pay much attention to the presence of Shabira even though he was her grandson Rumi.
"Bun, Mother, who was the mother? Why did she mention my father's name? And why do you keep looking at her like that?" shabira asked curiously by breaking Jani's daydream.
Jani then looked at his daughter and answered Shabira's question, "That mother was"
"You mean mom, that was my grandma?"
Jani then nodded her head.
"Why is it that ordinary grandma doesn't want to accept me, mother?" ask the little girl and then suddenly glum.
"It doesn't look like that, baby. Your grandmother is very nice maybe sikafnya like that because maybe your father has not told about you" said Jani while stroking gently next to Shabira's cheek.
The little girl nodded, and they returned home. At home Jani immediately called Atar because he wanted to ask if Atar had told everything to his family or not. After several calls, Atar picked up the phone from Jani. Atar's voice sounded weak and raucous on the other end of the phone and it made Jani worried.
๐Atar, where are you now? Why is there no news? What are you doing now?
Atar is forced to lie to Jani because he does not want Jani to know his current condition.
๐Why does your voice sound raucous, are you sick?
๐No Jani, I'm fine ko, you don't have to worry about me huh.
๐Thank God you're okay. Oh yeah, did you tell your family everything?
๐Yes, my family already knows but they don't know who is the mother of my child because the mother's disease recurred again so I was forced not to reveal everything first.
๐I'm sorry Atar, because I'm your mother is sick again.
๐You should not feel guilty like that, because this is all my fault, not yours. I'm sorry Jani.
Although Atar said that, Jani's heart was not calm because Atar's mother's heart disease so relapsed again. But Jani was a little relieved because he had crossed paths with his mother Atar in good condition. After talking on the phone for a long time, they ended their phone call.
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Atar's family home
Rumi had already returned to her house even she had prepared lunch for her husband. Because Dion's somewhere? Atar did not come out of his room. Rumi poured rice and side dishes to her husband's plate.
"Sir, has Atar come out of his room yet?"
"It's not yet possible that he's still contemplating his mistake"
"Has he eaten sir?"
"She's on hunger strike mom, because mom hasn't forgiven her mistake, from yesterday I brought her room food but it's never been touched by Atar"
"The boy, did he want to die before taking responsibility for the woman he was pregnant with" Rumi murmured.
Actually, Rumi is very loving to her children but she is always adamant if her two children make mistakes. And as usual he will make his children regret his mistakes after that only be advised and embraced again.
Rumi then stood up and went to Atar's room. When Rumi entered Atar's room, Atar was still curled up in his bed even though he was not sleeping.
"Atar! Do you want to die before you take responsibility for what you did to the woman you hamili" Rumi choked on the doorstep.
Rumi's loud voice echoing in the room managed to divert Atar's attention, he then sat down while telling his mother, "Mother! Are you going to forgive me?"
"The new mother will forgive you if you want to eat, see your face is already very pale. Are you going to keep torturing yourself on hunger strike?"
Although Atar did not taste to eat but indeed his stomach was twisted because it had not filled anything. And for the sake of getting sorry from his mother he then moved from his seat to go to the dining table.
Rumi and Atar then sat on the chair following Arya who had been sitting. Rumi then poured the rice plate and then added the side dish after that told Atar to eat. For a moment Atar just stared at the plate containing rice and side dishes presented in front of him.
"Why look at it, let's eat quickly" said Rumi.
Atar finally began to eat the rice and the side dish. The atmosphere became silent as they were all having lunch until the food on their plates ran out.
"Do you want to add?"
"No ma'am, I'm full. Did you forgive me now?"
"Mom is still angry and disappointed with you but I will forgive you, I hope you will be responsible to the woman immediately" her mother's orders made Atar neutral sparkling because her mother had approved Atar to marry Jani.
"Thank you ma'am, I'll marry that woman soon" Atar said gratefully.
"How can you make that mistake Atar?" asked Rumi with an intimidating look made Atar so down.
"It's been a long time, sir. Even the child born by the woman was 9 years old" Atar said.
"What! How can you keep this a secret for years Atar?" Rumi was shocked when she found out that her granddaughter was 9 years old.
"I have made no secret of this from my mother and father, only that I know only now that I have a child from the woman I have been in contact with, I don't even remember that I had a forbidden relationship because when we did we were unconscious, we were influenced by booze" Atar said.
Rumi's chest feels claustrophobic again hearing Atar's story but she must be strong in order to straighten out all the problems that exist.
"You're not an Atar drunk, so why are you drinking that illicit drink?"
"I accidentally drank it ma'am, at that time Gio and I were playing chess but Gio always lost to me and then he wanted to change the game because bosen lost continuously. Then we thought of a game, at that time we saw there was a plastic bag containing drinks without us knowing the drink was an alcoholic beverage that was accidentally exchanged by Azka who at that time collided with a thug finally I, Gio, Jho, Jho, Azka and Jani drank until we got drunk and that's when the forbidden relationship happened" Atar said regretting what happened at the time.
"Wait on! Then who's the girl who's been in a forbidden relationship with you, Atar?" pirasat Rumi started to feel bad and he could already guess a little about the girl who had already had a forbidden relationship with her youngest son.
Atar stared at the two parents, he felt a little afraid and hesitant to mention the girl's name but the truth had to be revealed soon, Atar took a deep breath before saying the girl's name after which he took it out slowly.
"His name..." Atar hung his sentence for a moment.
"His name is Rinjani Bu, sir, the girl who conceived and gave birth to my son was named Rinjani Maharani"
"Ma... You mean Rinjani Hadi's son? Your childhood friend, Atar?" asked Rumi hesitating.
"Yes Ma'am, it turns out that all this time Jani disappeared because he was afraid of his father because he failed to maintain his chastity that had been snatched by me until Jani was pregnant" atar's chest tightness was even more evident when he remembered his dark past with Jani.
Arya and Rumi were certainly very shocked to find out that the girl who had been taken away by her youngest son, they really did not raise the poor tomboyish girl who would conceive their grandchild.
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